The Brotherhood Chapters One, Two and Three

The Brotherhood

 We usually know what we can do, but temptation shows us who we are.
-Thomas a Kempis 

Chapter 1 - “Beginnings”

     I stood shivering slightly in the cool summer morning mountain air looking out into the thick fog surrounding the old mountain retreat owned by Conner and Tab’s family. I was glad I had this opportunity to myself to enjoy this almost dream-like vision, before everyone else woke up. Not very far away from the house I could hear the lake water lapping against the pier I had briefly seen the night before. If I had known exactly where the pier was I might have been tempted to walk out there and sit on the edge and watch the sun begin to burn the fog away. 

     The worn front porch planking beneath my bare feet felt cool and damp as I walked over to the steps to sit down. Before sitting down I ran my hand over top step to make sure there weren’t any splinters. The last thing I wanted was get a splinter in my bare butt from sitting on the front porch. I smiled as I thought back to how far I had come in the last several months with the loving help of my new brothers. I would have never thought five months ago, to sit naked outside on the front porch of someone else’s home even if it was deep in the woods. 

     As I sat on the steps looking into the woods that surrounded the house, I spotted a few young deer wander out of one side of the clearing and pass in front of me to the other. As I watched the young bucks pass I began to think about how much my life had changed since I had met Conner and Tab. I still remembered the first time I had ever seen them. My heart started to beat faster as my dick began to harden as I thought of that first day of lacrosse practice for the Wildcats community team.

     Tab, I already sorta knew from classes at Henry Lee Middle School. We were both in seventh grade. All the cool boys played lacrosse and I wanted to fit in like the rest. I knew my dad was disappointed I had never been interested in football and baseball like he had. He was pleased when I decided to go out for one of the local lacrosse teams. He liked the fact I was trying out for a man’s sport. Hell, he was happy I was trying out for any sport.

     The other reason I decided to go out for lacrosse was all the hot boys at school played it. I would never admit it in a thousand years, but I knew I liked boys. That’s right I was gay and had known it since I was ten, when I started beating off to thoughts of the handsome seventeen year old that lived down the street and who had babysat me once. I had the biggest crush on him and would get hard as a rock every time I saw him outside and shirtless, which was most of the time during the summer. Over the next couple of years I added different boys and teens I had seen around to my jack off fantasies. I yearned for something I couldn’t put my finger on besides the sex. There was something missing in my life but I didn’t know what.

     The very first day of practice I saw Tab; I knew I had to be friends with him. He was everything I wanted to be, handsome, confident, and popular. Everyone seemed to know him and wanted to be around him. I kept hanging out around where he was practicing and we soon began to talk. At first it was more suggestions of how to do things with my stick work, but soon it progressed to other things. Tab was easy to talk to and very friendly. I liked him right away and he seemed to like me. I was in awe of him, he was just so cool. It turned out he had learned to play lax early, since both his father and older brother played.

     His older brother, Conner, who was seventeen and Conner’s best friend, Scotty, also seventeen were helping coach the team later after they had finished their own practice at the high school. It seemed they were all-stars on their high school varsity lacrosse squad. They were like lax gods on the field of play, moving in sync with one another. It almost seemed they could read each other’s minds when they were playing they were so close, almost like brothers. I hoped that one day I would be able to play like they did.

    Most of the other boys seemed to be way ahead of me in their lax abilities. It seemed most of them had played before in the community leagues before. I had no doubt that if it hadn’t been for Tab, Conner and Scotty I would have been teased off the team, but I refused to give up and showed up every day after school. I think it was partly my desire to prove myself to them and fear of disappointing Tab if I quit. I didn’t want to do anything that would risk losing his friendship which had become so important to me.

    As the weather got warmer, Conner and Scotty often took off their practice jerseys when working with us. I figured that was because they were still hot from their practice at the high school. It was hard not to keep looking at their amazing bodies. I thanked God that my jock kept my hard-on close to my body, so they couldn’t see I was almost always boned up when they were around me.

    Sometimes, when they would help us with our stick work, I thought I might have become a little too careless in my watching them help us. Every now and then when I stared a little too hard at one of them they would smile back at me. Oh God, those smiles just made my heart pound and I know I was blushing like crazy. Occasionally when Conner was the one who caught me looking he would lean over to Scotty and whisper something nodding my direction. They would both then smile back at me causing me to become so flustered I would drop the ball or trip, which in turn would make me feel like complete idiot in front of them.   

    All three of them, Tab, Conner and Scotty soon replaced all my other fantasies when I was jacking off. Generally most of my fantasies were of me touching their dicks as I kissed and licked their bodies. Though as I started exploring the net for jack off material, I learned guys could suck and fuck one another. I managed to find and watch a few of videos of some guys sucking and fucking each other. I think the first few times I watched the vids I might have lasted all of two minutes before cumming harder than I had ever cum before. Soon when I was beating off before I went to sleep at night picturing Conner or Scotty fucking me, while I sucked off Tab.

    One Friday afternoon, after a particularly a difficult practice was finally over, Tab and Conner came over to me to keep me company as I waited for my mother to pick me up. We sat on the grass just bullshitting about nothing in particular. It was great just hanging out with the two brothers. They were sitting there with me shirtless and barefoot enjoying a cool spring breeze after the hot practice. Conner started to encourage me to take off my shirt and socks and shoes so I could relax and enjoy the breeze. Tab was soon encouraging me as well to do it.

    I finally relented and pulled off my sweat drenched under shirt and took off my socks and shoes. They were right it did feel much better letting the cool breeze blow over my bare chest. As I sat there with my eyes briefly closed, head tilted back enjoying the breeze I was suddenly startled as I felt a large rough hand touch me.

    “Wow Jared, you are really starting to look good now, not that you weren’t hot looking before bro,” Conner said with a smile as he ran one of his large rough hands over my chest lingering just a second or two over my nipples. 

     I shivered at his touch boning up instantly before responding, “Thanks, you guys look hot too,” I said with a smile, before I realized what I had said. I blushed beet red shocked that I would say something like that to Conner and Tab. Oh fuck, I thought as soon as I said it, he’s going to think I’m gay. 

     Instead of punching me or calling me names, Conner just leaned back on the grass and ran one of his hands up and down his muscular chest and impressive six-pack abs. “You think so? Thanks,” he said smiling back at me causing me to blush even more.

     I didn’t know whether to cum or just crawl under a rock and disappear. I looked over at Tab and he was grinning like a cat that had finally caught and eaten the canary he had been longing for as he stared at me. He was also running his hands up and down his lean, but muscular chest. My mouth was suddenly dry. Were they teasing me because they knew I was gay or were they coming on to me or was I just fucked up and imagining this whole thing.

     Fortunately my mom pulled up in her station wagon to pick me up before anything else could be said.

     “Sorry honey I am late. I was with Betsey and lost track of time. You know how it is when we’re together,” she said waiting for me to get up and put my stuff in the car.

     Conner and Tab got up with me and helped me load my equipment into the back of the station wagon.

     “Thanks guys,” I said softly, still a little flustered from my earlier comment to Conner. What an idiot I am I thought starting to get in the car.

     “Hi Mrs. Steneman, I’m Conner Sawin and this is my brother Tab. We were wondering if Jared could come over to our house tomorrow to practice with us. We have a few friends coming over and thought it would be great if he could join us. I’d be more than happy to pick him up and bring him back home in the evening. My dad is having a cook out afterwards so Jared is welcome to join us for dinner.”

     I was stunned by the offer to hang out with these two hot brothers, especially after having basically been caught perving them. “Can I mom? Please?” I begged hoping she wouldn’t say no.

     “Oh,” she said smiling, “You’re Paul Sawin’s boys aren’t you?”

     “Yes ma’am, we are,” Conner said smiling back at her seeming to charm her with his smile. 

     “Oh most certainly Jared can go. He’s often talking about you boys. You’re so helpful and nice to him. He just adores you. It’s very thoughtful of you to offer,”

     “Great! Then I’ll see you Jared around nine then is that ok?” Conner said with a smile.

     “Sure!” I practically shouted excited to spend more time with the two brothers.

     I was so much on cloud nine as we drove home, I didn’t realize at first my mom had basically told them I was hot for them. My dream of hanging out with Conner and Tab was coming true, but I didn’t realize what it was going to mean and how much it would eventually change my life. I just hoped I didn’t embarrass myself when I was there with all their friends. Shit, I wondered who they were going to have over. I mean it wasn’t like I was unpopular at school, but rather tended to hang out with quiet kids. Now that I was kinda sorta friends with Tab, some of the kids I thought were more popular started to say hey and began talking to me more.

     I knocked out all my homework after dinner, so I could rest up Sunday after spending all day Saturday at Conner and Tab’s home. I figured I’d be sore after spending the whole day playing lax. I wasn’t totally un-athletic when I started playing lax, but only thing I did remotely sports like was ride my bike or skateboard.

     I was up early Saturday morning to make sure I was ready when Conner arrived to pick me up. I think I must have changed clothes like five times to make sure I was wearing something cool. I decided finally to just wear a grey Under Armour tee, a pair of UVA lax shorts, my smiley face boxers and a pair of my A & F flip flops. I packed my cleats in with the rest of my equipment. I was trying to stay calm while I waited to be picked up, but it was hard. I wanted everything to go right, because I figured if I fucked this up I’d never have another chance to become real friends with Conner and Tab.

     I was outside using a tennis ball to throw against the garage door practicing my eye-hand coordination. Scotty had suggested doing that so I could work on quick throws and catches as well as switching hands when I threw and caught the ball. He also said it would help strengthen my wrists. And after doing this for a couple of weeks I did start to notice the difference in my game. I was glad he had suggested I start doing it. I hoped Scotty was going to be there at Conner and Tab’s today. He was as cool as Conner and just as good looking.

     Right at nine, Conner showed up driving an older blue Ford Explorer XTL. He climbed out, greeting me with a smile before making it a point to introduce himself to my parents. I was surprised at how charming he was with them. He seemed completely at ease as they chatted in the kitchen. They seemed to enjoy his sense of humor, and intelligence. My mom commented on how polite he was compared to some of my other friends. I kinda cringed when she said that, but she was right I hated to admit. My dad liked how much Conner seemed to be acting like a big brother taking me under his wing and helping me. They normally either didn’t care for my friends or just ignored them. With Conner on the other hand, they spent nearly twenty minutes chatting with him.

     I seriously thought they would have happily spent even more time chatting with him, but he reminded them he needed to get me back to his house to meet up with the rest of his father’s and his guests. He thanked them for letting me visit. They in turn told him he more than welcome to visit anytime. I seriously started thinking my parents had been replaced with alien pod people. They NEVER treated any of my friends like that before meeting Conner.

     Conner grabbed my bag, while I grabbed my stix. We headed outside and loaded my gear into his Explorer. I was kinda honestly still shocked at my parents’ reaction to Conner. I had never seen them act like that around any of my friends ever; I was seriously impressed with his abilities in dealing with them. What was it about him they liked so much I thought to myself as I climbed into the SUV?

     “You alright bro?” Conner asked me. Grinning as the car revived to life and we began to head towards to their house.

     “Ya, I’m just impressed with how you handled my parents,” I said, still in awe at what I had just witnessed.

     Laughing Conner said, “I’m used to it, besides I hope we can be good bros and bros always take care of one another.” He reached over across the center console mussing up my shaggy brown hair as he gave me a huge grin.

     I grinned back at him feeling totally at ease with him. I really liked the idea about being bros with him. As we drove awhile I started to look at Conner more closely. I was beginning to realize there was a whole lot more to him than his smoking good looks. I mean, who wouldn’t be in lust with a hot tanned 5’10”, 155 lbs. of solid muscular seventeen year old teenage flesh. He was a fucking teen god. I started blushing when I realized I was licking my lips as I stared at Conner. I also now had a serious tent in my shorts from imagining what he could do to my body. Oh fuck, I thought to myself.

     Conner just made things worse when he grinned back at me reaching down to adjust himself. Instead of saying something that would completely embarrass me, Conner started talking about Tab and Scotty saying how much they liked being friends with me. He hoped I wanted to be bros with them as well. He mentioned a few of his other bros would be there at the house naming some people whose names I didn’t know, as well as a few friends from his lax team. He thought and hoped I would enjoy hanging out with everyone today.

     After an eternity of driving it seemed, we finally turned and headed down a long road with white plank fences on both sides. We drove another five or ten minutes before we reached a huge iron gate. Conner reached up pressing a button which opened the gate.

     We started up a long curving driveway. Conner pointed out to a small lake just off one of the curves, “That’s where dad has put his BMW a few times when he’s been rushing in on the weekend coming back from D.C.,” he said laughing. Damn I thought he must have been really moving to miss the turn and to end up a good fifty feet from the driveway. It seemed like it took another good five more minutes before we finally reached the house. I was stunned!

     I had always heard Tab had money, but shit their home was nothing like a couple of “rich” kids I knew from school. The place was huge, I mean fucking huge. It was a beautiful white two story house sitting on top of a small hill. It filled with floor to ceiling windows looking out on Seagull Bay. I was seriously impressed. I mean I could almost picture them having a room like Scrooge McDuck had where they could swim in all the money they must have. But yet they didn’t act like they had all the money they must have to live here. Tab just seemed like everyone else at school. Hell, he even rode the bus, because I had seen him get off as I waited with others at school to be let in in the morning.

     As we pulled up Tab came running out of the house just wearing Yale lax shorts. I was in awe of his smooth muscular chest. He had the most awesome pecs; they were just like smaller versions of Conner’s. No sooner than I got out of the car he grabbed me in a big bear hug and lifted me up. I was surprised he was so strong, after all we were both about 5’6”, but he was bit heavier than I was, no doubt from all his muscles. He was about 115 lbs. to my scrawny 100 lbs. He set me back down on the ground as I started boning up from his hug. I was glad he didn’t seem to notice my boner starting to tent out. I tried to hide it as I adjusted myself. Damn, I should have worn boxer briefs today instead of regular boxers. I just prayed this didn’t keep happening to me all day.

     “I’m so glad you agreed to come out today! We’re going to have so much fun! Come on and let me show you around,” Tab said excitedly grabbing my hand and pulling me inside the huge house. I couldn’t believe how incredible the place was. I was glad Tab was showing me around, otherwise I felt like I would get lost. I thought their basement was incredible. There was a home theatre, kitchen, as well as a fully equipped weight room and locker room sized shower room with a sauna and spa.

     The basement opened up from the lower back part of the hill onto an incredible Olympic sized outdoor pool with the most breathe taking view of Seagull Bay I had ever seen. Nearby the pool was a huge at least ten person spa. At one end of the pool was a beautiful waterfall that reminded me of something you would find in the tropics. Two built-in water slides came out from sides of the water fall.

     Two older handsome early thirty-something guys were laying out in the sunshine. Tab called to them and waved as he continued to drag me around the property. Before I knew it Tab was pulling me down to a boathouse where a large fifty foot sailboat and a smaller twenty foot lay floating next to a long pier. He also pointed out a speed boat that they used to water ski.

     After we spent a little time hanging around the boathouse Tab began to lead me over to a large field with outdoor lights and a few metal bleachers. Then it dawned on me, they had their own lacrosse field. Damn, no wonder they were so good.

     Turning around Tab looked back up at the house from the field. He started smiling, “Come on I want you to meet dad. His bedroom curtains are open now, so he must be up,” Tab said pulling me back to the house. I was starting to think he was going to pull my arm off from all the tugging Tab was doing on it. He just seemed so excited I was here.

     I followed him into the basement noticing the two guys were now showering naked together getting off the tanning oil from earlier. Damn, I thought they are fucking hot as hell and had some serious beef hanging between their legs. They waved at us as we went by heading up towards the kitchen. Fuck, I was getting hard again from seeing these guys in the shower. Think naked girls, think naked girls, I said to myself trying to will my lil’ guy to soften before I met Conner and Tab’s father. I could just imagine what he would think of me walking into his kitchen boned up.

     “Mornin’ dad,” Tab said as soon as we entered the kitchen. He went up and hugged a handsome, muscular, well-built late fortyish maybe early fiftyish distinguished man with a five o’clock shadow dressed in sleeping shorts and a Harvard tee shirt. Tab stood on his tippy toes to give his father a kiss. As Tab’s handsome dad stood at the counter drinking his morning cup of coffee, I could easily tell he was Conner and Tab’s father. 

     “G’morn’, kiddo how are you?” He asked with a gentle smile. I could feel the love in his voice for his younger son. It was a whole lot warmer of a greeting than I ever got from my dad. He pulled Tab over to his side almost as if he didn’t want to let go of him. “Who is this handsome specimen of boyhood?” He asked nodding towards me.   

     “This is Jared Steneman, he plays on the lacrosse team with me and we’re in a bunch of classes together. He really cool dad I think you’ll like him,” Tab said excitedly introducing me to his father.

     “Hello Jared, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Paul Sawin, but you can just call me Paul,” he said extending his hand to shake mine. Both the smile in his eyes and on his face made me genuinely feel as though he meant everything he said as he shook my hand warmly.

     “Hello sir, I mean Paul, it’s nice to meet you. Thank you for having me over today,” I said starting feel nervous to be included in the day’s activities. 

     “You’re intimidating him dad,” Conner chuckled coming up beside me and draping his arm around my shoulder and pulling me against him. I noticed he had taken off his tee shirt and was now barefoot like Tab. 

      Conner’s pulling me against him caused me to reach out and to balance myself by pushing against his smooth chiseled chest. Oh shit, I thought as I felt myself start to bone up as soon as I touched his pecs.  Shit, their whole family was going to think I was a perv now.

     “Excuse me may I use a restroom?” I asked using my other hand to try to hide my boner.

     “Come on,” Conner said smiling guiding me with his arm still draped over me to a half bath just off the kitchen.

     I kept bumping into Conner as he kept his arm around me. I stumbled over my flip flops as we rounded the corner.

     “Whoa bro, careful there don’t want you to hurt yourself,” Conner said grinning as he reached out with his other hand and bracing me against his solid frame. Fucking hell, the tighter he held me the harder I got. I had to get a grip before things got any worse.

     Conner winked at me as he saw my boner sticking out as we got to the bathroom. God, I was so embarrassed, as I felt the rush of blood warm my face. I knew this would probably be my one and only visit to their home. After all why would they want someone like me to come back again?

     As I rounded the corner heading towards the small half bath with Conner, I heard Tab excitedly ask his dad, “Are any more of the pack coming down this weekend dad?”

     “Jerry and Chad will be here in about an hour, though Dano said he wouldn’t be up until early afternoon. I know you must have kept Auggie and Rowland pretty busy last night,” I heard his dad chuckle as I entered the bathroom closing the door.

     Geez, I really had to do something otherwise I would be boning up the whole day. Shit, I hoped I remembered to put my jock in my equipment bag. If I could get to it, I would be able to wear that all day and things would be cool. No one would know I was hard, and I would be safe. After a few minutes my dick finally went down.

     I just needed to stay calm ‘til I get to my bag. Damn, I started to wonder where it was. Tab had ambushed me as soon as I got here, so I didn’t know if Conner had gotten it out or even if he had I didn’t know where it was. I just needed to stay calm, I could do this. I mean I had been around hot guys in gym before and had managed not to get boned up, well not too boned most of the time. I took a quick whiz and flushed before washing my hands.

     I opened the door and came face to face with Tab. I jumped back shocked to see him there. “Whoa!” I squeaked in surprise.

     “Sorry bro, I didn’t mean to scare you,” Tab said giving me a goofy grin. “I was getting worried, you were taking too long and wanted to see if you were okay,” he said with a touch of genuine concern in his voice.

     “Yeah, I’m good. It just took a bit longer than I thought,” I said. God, what an idiot I must sound like to Tab, as I realized I had just implied I was taking a dump. Just take me out and shoot me and get it over with now. Could I sound any more pathetic?

     “Cool, I was hoping you weren’t sick or something,” Tab said beaming at me. “Come on I want you to meet a couple of my bros. I think you like them as much as I do. I know they will like you,” he said smiling.

     I followed Tab back to the kitchen, saying a silent prayer Tab hadn’t seen my hard-on earlier before I went to the bathroom and it didn’t seem like Conner had said anything to his brother.

     Conner was still in the kitchen when we returned and was busy talking to the two guys that had been lying out in the sun and I later encountered in the basement shower when Tab and I came back inside. Holy fuck, I thought as I saw them up close for the first time. I had never thought as older guys as hot before but these two guys were smoking. I mean I knew they were packing when I saw them naked in the shower, but they were hot. I leaned against the center island in the kitchen to hide my once again rising boner. Geez, would it ever just go down and stay down?

     Tab introduced the older guy as Rowland and the slightly younger guy as his partner Auggie. I figured they must be friends of their dad. I thought it was cool that a couple business partners would want to hang out with one another and a bunch of kids on their day off. I know my dad would never do anything like that with his business partner Jack, much less hang out with any of my friends. The only time they ever hung out together when not working was for our annual Super Bowl party and an occasional golf tournament where they played for charity. 

     “Nice to meet you both,” I said trying to sound as cool and mature as I could.

     “The feelings mutual Jared, Conner and Tab couldn’t say enough good things about you,” Rowland said smiling as he reached over the counter to shake my hand. “I’m looking forward to getting out onto the field later and toss a ball around with you.”

     It was strange it almost seemed as if he was being sincere with me about tossing the ball around. This kind of surprised me. Most adults didn’t seem to care much about hanging out with a thirteen year old like me.

     “Yeah Jared, I’m looking forward to working up a good sweat with you as well,” Auggie said grinning at me. He looked like he was a lot of fun to hang out with and I was looking forward to getting to know him better along with Rowland.

     Conner and Tab’s dad excused himself to go upstairs to get cleaned up before everyone else showed up later. The rest of us just hung around the kitchen chatting and getting to know one another better. I couldn’t believe how cool Rowland and Auggie were. I was really starting to wish I could get to be as good of a friend to them as Conner and Tab were. They seemed to make sure I felt at ease around them as we talked. I had never encountered adults who seemed interested in what I had to say. We talked about all sorts of different things, and never once did they try and make me feel stupid. I felt as if I was important and wanted while we chatted.

     We had been chatting a while when I heard Scotty’s voice come from the direction of the front door. I didn’t remember hearing the doorbell, so he must have felt pretty comfortable to just come in the house unannounced.

     My boner had gone down while chatting with these guys, until Scotty came in the house and into the kitchen. I was rock hard as soon as I saw his lean 5’9”, 145 lbs. shirtless body. He was barefoot like everyone else except me. I couldn’t help but to stare at his long tanned legs, so muscular from years of running up and down lacrosse fields. I could see what looked like a nice sized bulge in his low riding camouflage cargo shorts. I could see the waist band of his A & F plaid boxers sticking up about an inch or so above his shorts’ waistband. I noticed really for the first time, the trail of blond hair running up from his boxers to his belly button. I loved how smooth his skin was and how firm his pecs were. The things I wanted to do to him and have him do to me. Hell, I started thinking about all these sexy guys and what I would love to have done to me by them.

     I had never felt as completely hard before as I was now. Just being in the same room with all these guys was driving me crazy. Why couldn’t my body just cooperate and stop popping a boner every time I looked at one of these hot guys. 

     “Bros!!!!” Scotty practically shouted as he saw Rowland and Auggie. He ran up and hugged each one in turn. “I wanted to come over last night, but I needed to finish a paper for school. I needed to be free the rest of the weekend to spend with you,” he said with a big smile. “I can’t let Conner and Tab have all the fun,” Scotty chuckled moving over to hug both Conner and Tab. He bent down and whispered something to Tab, that made Tab break out into a huge grin and nod excitedly.

     Finally Scotty turned and noticed me for the first time. “Bro, glad you could make it this weekend,” he said pulling me into a big hug before I could say or do anything to stop him. My face was buried in his smooth perfect pecs, I inhaled his manly essence as he held me against him, I so wanted to lick his chest, but didn’t dare to give into my hidden desires out of fear of getting my ass kicked and losing his and the other’s friendship.

     As he hugged me, my hard dick was rubbing against his waist as I was partially mounted on one of his muscular thighs as he shoved it between my legs. I felt what seemed like his now growing bulge as he kind of rocked me in his hug, seeming not wanting to let go of me. Oh god, was I making him hard? My dick throbbed against him as if saying hi and in return his did the same to me. He let me out of his hug and smiled down at me almost making me melt. “Hope you’re ready for a good work out today, Jared. You’re taking on some high school and college boys today, and gonna be doing some serious sweating later,” He laughed pulling me against his smooth chest again and mussing up my hair. 

     Tab playfully punched Scotty in the arm as he said, “Don’t scare him Scotty, I want him to come back again and become a good bro with the rest of us,” giving him a playful frown.

     “Nah, I don’t want to scare him, I like him too much to do that,” Scotty said with a smile as he pulled me against him again, rubbing my back with his strong hands. “You’re not scared are you bro?” Scotty asked giving me another one of his now increasingly addictive grins.

     There was something about those grins that just made me feel so good inside. Though to tell the truth I was beginning to feel the same way every time I got a grin from one of these studly guys I had met. Being around them, just made me feel so good and special, I’d never quite felt like that before.

     “Come on guys let’s throw the ball around, while we’re waiting for the others to show up,” said Conner to the others standing around the kitchen.

     “Yeah that sounds like a great idea Conner,” Auggie said with a grin. “Hey Scotty, why don’t you help Rowland and I get our lax stuff out of our car and we’ll show you what we brought for you to make up for missing last night. We’ll meet you guys down on the field in a bit. Okay?”

     Conner laughed, “Yeah, why don’t you help them bro I know you’ve been dying to get your hands on their sticks again, since you heard they were coming down for the weekend,” said Conner playfully shoving Scotty into Rowland and Auggie. Scotty started to stumble into them, but was caught by both of them in their muscular arms. They disappeared behind the counter into a tight group hug. It almost looked as if they were embracing naked together. I found myself wishing they were actually naked and kissing in front of me. For a second I almost swore I heard Scotty moan, “Fuck yeah, I missed that bros,” but that just had to be my pervy mind working overtime with wishful thinking.

     We started to head down stairs while Scotty headed with Rowland and Auggie to get their lax stuff. I realized I didn’t know where any of my equipment was, “Hey Conner where did you put my stuff?”

     “I put it down here in the equipment room. I was going to put it up in Tab’s room, but figured you wouldn’t get out of there any time soon if I did that,” Conner said laughing reaching over to muss his lil’ brother’s hair. “He likes hang out in there a lot, and I know he wants to show you his stuff,” Conner said to me with a chuckle as Tab stuck his tongue at his older brother. I liked that they seemed to get along so well for being four years apart. Most of my other friends with older siblings generally didn’t get along as well as Conner and Tab did. They seemed to have a very special bond.        

     I grabbed my stix, while they grabbed theirs and a ball. Conner, with some help from Tab convinced me to go barefoot with them. They told me it was a lot more fun being closer to nature. I figured why not since everyone else was going barefoot. We grabbed some Gatorade bottles from fridge behind the wet bar over by the home theatre, before heading out to the lacrosse field.

     We started tossing the ball around as they gave me pointers to help improve my stick work. I was having a great time hanging out with the brothers just tossing around the lax ball with them. I wished they lived closer to me so we could hang out more often. As we played in the unusually warm April morning we started to sweat, Tab teased me playfully until I finally took off my shirt and tossed it behind me. I had to admit I did feel a bit cooler as the bay breeze blew lightly over us.

     “Yeah bro, that’s better, a lot better,” said Conner giving me a smile that made me bone up immediately. Oh fuck, I thought blushing as I tented out big time. I’d forgotten to get my jock out of my equipment bag. They are so going to think I’m a perv.

     I tried to play like nothing was going on below my waist, but wasn’t sure how well I was doing. I know I was blushing like hell. Then I looked at Tab as he tossed the ball I had just tossed to him to his brother. Tab looked like he was starting to tent out as well. As I turned to Conner to catch the ball next, before tossing it to Tab again I didn’t see him tented out like his lil’ brother. Though there was a definite bulge there now. Holy shit! I thought they were both getting boners. No, no, I had to be imagining things they weren’t gay like me.

     I know I had seen a couple of pictures in the house of Conner with some really cute girls, so there was no way he was gay. Before I could get a chance to look back at Tab again, there was a loud shout coming from the direction of the house. As I looked over there were about ten people heading our direction.

     As the group got closer I could see it was Scotty, Rowland, Auggie and a few other guys I recognized from a couple of Conner’s lacrosse games. There were also couple college age boys with them. I figured they were older brothers of a couple of Conner’s teammates. Damn, they were like porn site hot. What made it worse was all of them were shirtless and barefoot. I noticed it looked like Scotty, Rowland, and Auggie had wet hair like they had been swimming, but their clothes were dry.

     “YAY!! Jerry and Chad are here!” Shouted Tab as he dropped his stick and ran over towards the two college boys. “Bros!!” he yelled practically tackling them.

     Laughing at Tab, Conner explained to me when I gave him a puzzled look, “Tad hasn’t seen Jerry and Chad for a couple months. He really misses hanging out with them, they are BIG stick men,” he said with a chuckle. He then slid his hand in his shorts and seemed to slowly adjust his bulge almost sighing as he did. This of course made my lil’ guy throb at seeing Conner feel his cock up in front of me.

     I found myself wishing I could see it in all its glory. Fuck, I really had to get a grip on these thoughts before I ended up getting my ass kicked by these studs, but I couldn’t help it. They were all just so good looking. I kinda felt a little self-conscious about being around them as they joined Conner and me on the field. I mean I didn’t look anything like they did; I started to wonder why in the world they wanted to spend time with someone like me.

     Conner introduced me to all of the guys as a good bro. I blushed, but felt proud to be included in the group of guys here that he called “bro”. Conner’s friends from his team he generally only referred to them by name or by “dude”. It made me feel like I was part of his special group of friends. I figured he was just being nice, but then I noticed Rowland, Auggie, Scotty, Jerry and Chad all started calling me “bro”.

     We had a great time tossing around the ball and even set up a few skirmishes. Every now and then when I took a break I found myself sitting and talking to one of the “bros”. I found the more I talked to them, the more I liked them and it almost seemed the same was true for them. They made me feel really comfortable.

     I couldn’t figure out exactly how they knew one another, but it seemed like they had actually known one another for ages. I thought it was cool how they seemed to want to include me in larger group discussions. It didn’t hurt they all looked so hot. Every now and then, one or two of them would catch me staring at them lost in a lust filled day dream. I would blush when they would smile back at me. Man, when we broke for lunch I was going to really have to rub one out to get through the rest of the afternoon.  

     I was surprised to hear a telephone start ringing. Tab jogged over to one of the outdoor light poles and opened a small grey box. Inside was a telephone, Tab answered the phone turning back to face us. After a couple “ah huh’s” and a “sure dad, thanks” he hung up and let us know lunch was ready down the pool. We all grabbed our sticks and headed back for lunch. I thought it was really cool, when Jack and Chad came up on either side of me and wrapped their arms around my shoulders. As we talked and walked back to the house I found myself becoming massively turned on by the skin on skin touch of their bodies with mine.

     The smell of their sweat and cologne along with the feel of their skin against me now had me seriously tented out and blushing like crazy. I started to want to just crawl under a rock and disappear. These cool guys were going to hate me or tease me mercilessly for getting hard at being so close to them. I dropped my head ashamed at was happening to me around all these guys. I knew when I got back to school on Monday everyone would know I was queer and my life would be over. I mean popping a boner here and there was ok, since it happened to everyone, but this was pretty bad I was almost in a hug with these hot looking guys and I was sporting one of the biggest boners in my life.

     I heard Jerry and Chad whispering above me and knew they were now aware of my condition. I knew I was now so fucked as we approached the pool deck where the others were already gathered and starting to eat. The whole group was going to see me with a big tent in my shorts and my life would be over. As we reached the pool I was so lost in my own thoughts I didn’t realize at first Jerry and Chad had each grabbed one of my legs and started running towards the pool.

     “NEWBIE DUNK!!!!” They shouted as they launched me into the air. Next thing I knew I was sailing through the air and suddenly dropping like a rock into the deep end of the pool.

     “FUCK!!!!!! I screamed as I hit the cool water with a massive splash. I dropped my stick to the bottom of the pool and swam towards the surface. Sputtering water as I reached the surface I heard everyone laughing at me.

     “Sorry bro,” Jerry said wiping tears of laughter from his eyes as he crouched by the end of the pool. “We had to dunk you in the pool. It’s the tradition. Every first timer invited out here has to get dunked,” he said reaching out with a smile to pull me out of the water.

     As I swam over to the side of the pool where Jerry was, I realized I didn’t have a boner any more. The shock of the cool water had made me go soft. It suddenly dawned on me, these two guys, who I barely knew, had protected me from the others seeing I had gotten hard from being around them. I shocked. No one I presently knew would have ever done anything like that for me. They would have taken great pleasure in humiliating me in public. As I reached the side of the pool where Jerry waited with his hand out I whispered, “Thanks,” and smiled up at him.

     Jerry whispered back, “No prob bro, we’ve got your back,” giving me the warmest smile I’d ever gotten from someone before in my life. It felt so amazing that someone had chosen to watch out for me without being asked.

     As I reached out with my hand to grab Jerry’s hand I braced my feet on the side of the pool and pulled. Jerry realized what was about to happen, chuckled loudly as he shouted, “you lil’ fucker,” as he flew over my head and landed in the water.

     Everyone started laughing again that Jerry ended up in the pool. At that point I saw Tab tackle Chad knocking both of them into the pool. Before I realized it everyone was in the pool laughing and splashing with one another. Chad swam up behind me and whispered into my ear, “You never have to worry about getting hard around us bro, because we understand how it is. We didn’t want you to worry about the other guys, who might not always understand. You’re a cool guy and the bros like you a lot, so you’re okay bro with us if that ever happens. We don’t care because it happens all the time especially with hot guys like you around,” he said with a smile before swimming off to join the others tossing Tab up into the air and letting him drop back into the pool. 

     I was stunned about what Chad had said. He and Jerry both knew I had gotten hard and were okay with it. In fact he basically said all the guys Conner and Tab called bro were okay if that happened to me again. Before I could think any more about what had happened, Tab swam over to me and grabbed me pulling me to the center of the pool.

     “It’s Jared’s turn now,” yelled Tab as I was suddenly surrounded by all the guys and tossed up into the air. When I got back to the surface, I splashed Tab calling him a big meanie and tried to dunk him, but he’s actually a strong guy. I ended up getting dunked again as a result, but Conner swam over and helped me dunk Tab.  We all had a fantastic time playing in the pool, before we finally got out so we could eat our abandoned lunch.

     After lunch we sat around talking about all sorts of things. I really enjoyed being around all these cool guys. A couple of Conner’s friends from his team had to leave because they had to work that night. They said good bye to me and said I should definitely keep up the good work with lacrosse. They hoped they would get another chance to hang and play with me again. I thought that was really nice of them, though I didn’t think I was remotely in their league yet. It would be a couple years before I was there. 

     Not long after they left their friend Dano arrived. When he joined us, all that he was wearing was a pair of UVA lax shorts and some boxers. I was starting to think they only let guys who wore nothing else but shorts in here. Dano was another hot looking guy, he kinda reminded me of an Abercrombie & Fitch model. You know the type, perfect in every way. I was almost drooling when I met him. It was good thing I still had a plate in my lap.

     Jack and Chad grinned at me and used their heads to point towards the direction of the pool. I started blushing, but nodded no to them. I seriously though reconsidered using the pool, when Dano came over to introduce himself. He had the sexiest Czech accent. I just wanted to wrap my legs around his waist and let him use me anyway he wanted. God, what was coming over me? I was becoming sex crazy, but I was still only a virgin. The only guy I had ever touched sexually was my own lil’ guy and he got a serious workout at least a couple times a day. I had a feeling I was going to be lucky if he was still attached this evening from all the pulling I was going to be doing on him.

     Even though I was in serious lust over all these hot guys at Conner and Tab’s I was still a bit intimidated by them. The bros were all just so intelligent and cool. While Chad and Tab headed back to the lax field with his three remaining teammates, I stayed up by the pool talking with Rowland and the rest of the bros. The more I talked with them the more relaxed I became around them. They seemed genuinely interested with me as a person. It was kind of a heady feeling. Most of the older brothers of friends and my high school or college age cousins really had very little interest in me.

     Most of the time I chatted with these awesome guys I didn’t get completely hard, but I had a nice chubby going. Every now and then I would get a look from one of them as we chatted, causing my lil’ guy to stand at attention almost as if to say hi back to them. Yet Chad was right, they didn’t seem to care. In fact it looked like several times, their not so lil’ guys responded to my lil’ guy’s hello causing me to get even harder. Sometimes it almost seemed like a game we were playing with one another.

     I learned Jack and Chad were friends and roomies from U Penn, while Dano was attending UVA. He took an immediate liking to me since; I was also wearing UVA lax shorts as well. Rowland had attended Yale and Harvard Business School. Auggie had met Rowland at Harvard, but was now working on a graduate degree at Columbia. They both lived in NYC, which I thought was really cool. I was very impressed with all of them. They talked to me about life and what plans I had for the future. I found myself talking about things I had never told anyone else. There was just something about these guys that made me open up and not fear being judged. I felt like they were helping me be more confident in who I was as we talked.

     I was surprised when I saw Conner and Tab’s dad, Paul, come down to start up the grill getting ready for dinner. I didn’t realize we had been sitting there so long chatting. It seemed like we had just been chatting a short time. I was really starting to like these guys, and hoped I would be able to hang out with them again. That is if Conner and Tab invited me back.

     We all helped Paul bring out the food and set up for dinner. It turned out their kitchen in the basement was fully loaded with everything you could possibly want. Conner and Tab and the others soon joined us in time for dinner. Paul made a mean steak; he could teach my dad a few things. We had a great time talking and joking around as we ate dinner. I was having one of the best days ever, but I realized it was soon to end.

    After helping Paul cleanup we continued to sit around the pool talking about our favorite lax teams and who we thought would make the play-offs this year. Conner’s friends got up and thanked him for having them over. I stood thinking it would be time for me to leave shortly, but as Conner escorted his friends upstairs Tab asked, no rather begged me to spend the night. I was pleasantly surprised at the offer. I told him I would have to ask my parents. I hoped they would let me stay and spend more time with all these great guys.

    Tab had me write down my phone number then ran upstairs with it. He came back down a short time later and said it was all cool I could stay the night. It turned out he asked his dad to call my parents. He figured they couldn’t say no to his dad. I don’t think I had ever been so happy, as I was up to that point. Life was good I thought to myself as Tab hugged me happy I was spending the night.

    We all sat outside talking as we watched the sunset over Seagull Bay. It seemed like a perfect sort of ending to the day. As it started to get darker the temperature started to drop, so we headed inside. Conner and Tab’s dad said good night to everyone and excused himself, saying he had to take care of some business for a client in Tokyo. We all sat down and started taking turns playing video games. After a while Conner loaded their DVD disc changer with some movies and we settled down. I was surprised when Tab curled up next to me as we watched Peter Pan with Jeremy Sumpter.

    He pulled a blanket over us as we lay there on their massive couch. As we lay there I started to bone up as he snuggled against me. Geez, could this get any worse I thought. The gods were not favoring me, as tried to control myself unsuccessfully. Tab shifted so he was pressed now firmly against me. I was surprised he didn’t say anything to me about my four inches pressing against him. It almost seemed like the next time he shifted against me Tab positioned himself so that he could get a better feel of my hard lil’ guy. I was going crazy from his bare chest connecting with mine, and his legs were intertwined mine so that they occasionally rubbed against my hard-on.

    I looked around the room to see if anyone noticed how Tab and I were curled up. Conner was sitting with Rowland and Auggie. Every once in a while I could hear them seeming to giggle when one of them would lean in to whisper something to the other. Jerry was sitting next to Scotty while Dano and Chad sat on his other side. I couldn’t see what they were doing very clearly, but it seemed they were trying to tickle one another every now and then. Scotty seemed to moan every time someone tickled him. Strangely something about his moans seemed to make me harder, which made things worse, because then Tab would rub against me almost as if in response to Scotty’s moans.

    I was almost ready to cum in my shorts when Tab started lightly running his fingers up and down my legs. I moaned softly, “Oh Fuck,” as his fingers came into contact with my bare skin. I know he had to feel my dick throb as he did that.

    “Something wrong?” Tab asked leaning up close to my ear as he gave me the sexiest smile ever.

    “No,” I panted getting more and more flustered by Tab’s touches. “Just a cheesy part of the movie,” I barely managed to get out as I was going crazy from his touch. I was trying so hard to keep him from realizing what he was doing to me. My heart was pounding like I’d been doing fifty sprints at practice.

    “Yeah it can be, but Jeremy makes up for it don’t you think?” Tab whispered with a giggle back at me as he continued rubbing his leg against my dick.

    I was so flustered from what Tab was doing to me I barely noticed when Scotty and the others sitting with him on the couch got up and headed upstairs. I figured the guys were going elsewhere because they didn’t care to watch the movie anymore. But honestly at this point I really didn’t care I was so hot and bothered by what Tab was doing to me. Their leaving seemed to make Tab even more fidgety, until he laid his head down in my lap as he watched the movie. I didn’t know whether to die of embarrassment, or enjoy how close this cute boy was to my lil’ guy.  My lil’ guy seemed to really enjoy Tab being this close to him.

    I so wanted to bend down and kiss Tab, but knew if I did I’d get my ass kicked from here to hell and back. Didn’t he realize what he was doing to my body? Peter Pan soon ended, and the next movie, Nowhere began. It was a different movie than what I was used to watching, but all the hot guys in it kept me riveted. Conner came over and asked us if we needed anything to drink. I asked for an iced tea, as Tab turned over on my lap and asked for some Gatorade, rubbing the back of his head against my lil’ guy saying with a smile he was going to need it for later. 

    I blushed as Tab’s rubbing caused me to moan slightly as Conner walked away to get our drinks.

    Tab rolled over on his back and looked up at me with that damn sexy smile of his and asked, “I hope you’re having as much fun as I am. I’m really, really glad you stayed. I’m having a lot of fun with you here.”

    “Me too,” I said being honest, but wishing he knew what he was doing to me and would stop.

    I didn’t dare tell him I was gay out of fear of what might happen. I just wished the world didn’t have to be like it was, and I didn’t have to fear losing the opportunity of hanging around with all these hot guys, just because I wanted to go down on them and maybe have them fuck the living daylights out of me.

    I was having a difficult time resisting the urge to rip his shorts off and kiss and lick his whole body, before sucking all of his cum out. I thought maybe, if I hadn’t been a virgin maybe this whole thing wouldn’t be so bad, then maybe the back of his head rubbing back and forth on my lil’ guy wouldn’t be driving me so crazy. What surprised me was the fact he still hadn’t noticed how hard I was. I mean I sure as hell would have noticed he was hard if I were doing this to him.

    Conner returned with our drinks. “You two look comfy,” he laughed looking down at us.

    “Yeah, I certainly am,” said Tab giving both of us that fucking sexy smile. Shit, would he ever stop doing that to me, because if he didn’t Conner was going to have to pull me off his lil’ brother as I tried to ravage Tab.

    “What about you Jared, comfortable?” Conner asked as I felt his hands grab my shoulders and began to slide down my bare chest as he started slowly running them back and forth across my nipples.

    I moaned softly, “Yes….I’m…..good,” my heart was pounding like crazy. I honestly didn’t think it was possible but Conner’s touches had made me even harder than I already was. I so needed to get to the bathroom and rub one out, before I popped all over myself. If they kept this up I was going to do it too, and they would really think I was a perv.

    Tab smirked at both of us, “Yeah Jared is doing really good here Conner,” he said as he reached up with an arm and joined his older brother rubbing my chest.

    “Oh Fuck,” I moaned as he touched me. I was almost there! Shit I had to get to a bathroom now! I was about to pop! OH Shit! I was going to cum! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! They were going to make me cum now! I had to get up!

    “Excuse me guys! I really need to get to the bathroom” I said trying to get up, but Tab’s head was still on my lap holding me in place. “Please let me up! I really, really, really need to pee! Now! Please let me up! I’m gonna piss myself!” At this point I didn’t care if they I was an idiot or not. I had to get to the bathroom before I came. Nothing else mattered. I couldn’t let them know they had gotten me so hard by their touches I was ready to cum. “Please guys!” I begged, “Let me up!”

    Tab sat up, as I scrambled to get up so I could get to the bathroom as quickly as possible. I covered my hard-on as best I could as I stood up in front of them. I didn’t want them to know they had made me so turned on by their touches I was ready to come. But before I could even begin to head towards the bathroom Tab reached out and ran his hand down my back over my waist band and down to my ass.

    “Oh Fuck!” I moaned, as I could begin to feel my cum almost begin to rise up my rock hard boy toy. I was on the very edge to blasting my load and plastering the insides of my boxers. I had to move now or I was going to be so fucked. “Gotta go,” I panted as I ran to the bathroom.

    I barely made it to the bathroom pulling down my shorts and sitting on the toilet before I fired what had to be the single biggest load in my life. I didn’t even have the chance to aim my dick into the bowl before I plastered my chest. “FUCK!!!!!!” I practically shouted as I felt a couple of shoots hit my chin. I panted contently as I rested from cumming. I had been holding this load most of the day since I got here.

    I grabbed some toilet paper and started to wipe all the splattered cum off me. I noticed when I finally looked up; the bathroom door was not fully closed. Damn, I must not have closed it all the way when I rushed in. I panicked briefly when I thought I saw someone looking through the crack at me. But when I grabbed some more toilet paper and looked back up again I didn’t see anyone I figured it was just my imagination. I mean I couldn’t believe anyone here would be watching me cum. They were all straight.

    Once I thought I got all the cum wiped off myself, I washed my hands and came out of the bathroom. It took a minute for my eyes to start to adjust to the darkness. For a minute I could have almost swore I saw Tab and Conner kissing like old lovers, but when I closed my eyes and opened them again Conner was just leaning against the back of the couch and Tab was kneeling on the cushions on the front talking to Conner. They both smiled at me as I returned.

    “I take you made it just in time?” Conner asked me with a big smile.

    “Yeah, just barely. I’m sorry if I sounded like a dick when I ran to the bathroom,” I felt I needed to apologize because I thought they might have thought I was rude. I wanted them to still like me.

    Tab just gave me a big hug, “I know where you’re coming from bro. Conner and Scotty have done the same thing to me. I know when you gotta do it you gotta do it. It’s no prob,” he said giggling.

    “Well I’m going to bed and leave you two to watch the rest of the movies. Rowland and Auggie have already headed up. They said good night and were looking forward to seeing you again in the morning, Jared,” he said mussing my hair up before bending down to give Tab a good night kiss on his forehead. Strangely, Tab looked at him a little disappointed as if he was expecting more of a kiss.

    Conner said good night to both of us and turned to head back up upstairs. For a brief instant before he turned completely away from us I could have sworn he had a pretty hefty bulge showing. It had to be a trick of the shadows though. I couldn’t imagine Conner ever getting a boner being around a bunch of guys.

    Tab cuddled back up against me. It was starting to get late. I was beginning to have a hard time staying awake after all the playing lacrosse today and swimming, plus cumming like a porn star. I was ready to pass out from exhaustion. I think Tab suspected I was starting to fade.

    He got up and pulled off his shorts and lay back down at the other end of the large couch. His bare feet touched mine as I lay propped up against the arm rest at my end.

    “Go ahead and get yourself comfy bro. I know you’ve had a busy day,” he said with a smile. “I’m glad you decided to stay and spend the night. I don’t invite very many people to do it, but I really wanted you to. I love you like a brother,” Tab said with a big smile. I could feel the warmth and love in his words and see it on his face.

    “Thanks, you don’t know how much that means to me. I feel the same way,” I said giving him a sleepy grin in return.

    Before I could pull the blanket back over me Tab asked me, “You’re not sleeping in your shorts are you?”

    I looked back at him puzzled that he would ask me something like that. “Yeah, why?”

    “Well it’s not healthy, plus you’re not afraid I’m gonna suck you off are you?” He asked with a grin. I thought he was being funny, though deep down I wished he would or at least let me suck him off.

    I laughed playing along with his joke, “No, I’m not worried about you doing it, but rather Scotty doing it to me,” I said voicing my secret desire as a joke. I thought about it for a minute or so, while looking at Tab’s expectant face, before I decided why the hell not sleep in my boxers, since I had finally cum I was sure I was safe for the rest of the night.

    I stood up and was starting to push my shorts down, when Tab replied jokingly, “Be careful of what you wish for you just might get it,” he said as he smiled at me. The look on his face and the thought of Scotty doing that caused me to plump back up a bit. I started to climb back on the couch and cover myself with the blanket before he realized I was getting hard again.

    “Wow those are cool boxers, I like the smiley faces,” Tab said getting up from his end of the couch and walking over to my end and pulling the blanket down a little more to see them. “Do you like mine?” Tab asked as he stood over me showing me his.        

    His boxers were really cool and sort of glow in the dark. They had lax sticks all over them and the phrase “Lax Players Play With Big Sticks” running all over them. If I didn’t know better I would have sworn Tab’s boxers had a big wet spot on the front of them and definitely looked a bit plumped out as if he were semi-hard. I figured it was just my wishful thinking, as well as my sleepiness.

    We both lay back down at our respective ends of the couch. We sort of played a little footsie for a bit making each other giggle, before I finally began to drift off to sleep. We were watching the remake of Lord of the Flies as I began to slip in and out of consciousness. I was surprised I could get to sleep with all the half-naked boys running around in ripped underwear in the movie.

    I must have dozed for a while, before I felt the couch shift. I opened my eyes slightly to see Tab getting up and heading around the couch towards the bathroom and stairs. I drifted back to sleep thinking I could hear him whispering with someone else. I was so sleepy I couldn’t tell who he was talking to. It almost sounded like Scotty.

    “About time you finally finished with them bro.”

    “You know how it is, besides you got them all to yourself last night,” the voice chuckled.

    “You’ll never guess, he wants you to suck him,” I heard what sounded like Tab’s voice say excitedly to the other voice.

    “No shit! Sweet, I’ve wanted to taste that for a while now.”

    “You heard he covered himself in cum when he shot didn’t you?”

    “Damn I wish I could have seen it. I heard it was awesome.”

    “Yeah we couldn’t believe it when we watched.”

    “Well head on up, they’re waiting for you to get back up there. You’ve got some horny guys you haven’t seen in a while, who really want to see you,” the voice chuckled.

    “Keep an eye on him.”

    “Trust me, I will, I can’t wait to tap that for the first time.”

    “The way he reacted I think he’s a virgin.”

    “Sweet! Well, have fun. I’ll see you later.”

    I heard the faint sounds of someone heading up the stairs. Everything seemed so dream-like I figured I was dreaming. I felt like someone was running their fingers through my hair as I drifted deeper into sleep. I briefly felt a tender kiss on my forehead causing me to smile.

    “Night lil’ bro, sweet dreams,” the mysterious voice said sending me deeper into dreamland.

    I dreamed I was playing in the league championship. The score was tied and there was barely ten seconds left on the clock when Tab threw the ball to me. I turned and dodged a couple of defensemen and fired the ball at the net. Just as the ball hit the back of the goal net the buzzer went off. We won the game with my goal. Everyone was cheering my name. Tab ran up and hugged me. We danced around in the center of the field surround by our team.

     Every one of the bros I had met this weekend was there as well as were Conner and Scotty. Conner and Scotty pulled off our helmets and Tab began to hug me again. Soon we were kissing passionately. Panting we pulled back as the others began to remove our clothes until we were standing naked in the middle of the field. Everyone cheered from the stands chanting our names as we began to kiss again.  

     Soon we were lying on the ground grinding our crotches into one another as we continued to kiss. It was as if we couldn’t get enough of one another. When we pulled about again I began licking and kissing all over his body. Tab pushed me on my back and did the same back to me. I was moaning and begging him to suck me.

     He smiled as he worked his way down my chest and abs until he prepared to engulf my throbbing four inch uncut cock. Tab pulled my foreskin down and began to work his tongue around its head. He slid down on me as I thrust upward into his amazing wet mouth. Tab was soon bobbing up and down on me as I moaned and bucked into his mouth trying to force myself deeper. I was going crazy form all his tongue work. I reached up and held his head in place as I continued to force myself deeper.

     It was almost like he could sense I was close to cumming, because he pulled off and started working my balls into his mouth. I loved the way he swirled them. First, he bathed one then the other, before finally taking them both and bathing them with his tongue. Tab worked them in his mouth making me moan even louder. The crowd in stand continued cheering as I began getting closer and closer to firing my load in Tab’s mouth. I lay on the ground writhing in passion as I moved closer and closer to unleashing my essence deep inside his mouth. As I lay there on the ground I noticed all the bros were now standing around Tab and me naked beating their cocks.

     I cried out, “YES!!!” As I began to fire my load deep inside his sucking mouth. No sooner than I began unloading in his warm mouth I flinched as I felt the first stream of cum hit my body as Conner, Scotty and all the rest of the bros began to cover my body with their wonderful loads. The crowd roared in excitement cheering us. Scotty scooped up some of the cum they had just covered me with and began to feed my hungry mouth with it. He then bent down and kissed me deeply and tasting some of the load he had just fed me. 

     “Good night lil’ bro,” I heard a voice whisper softly into my ear as I drifted off into another dream.

     I woke the next morning confused and briefly wondering where I was. Then I remembered I had been invited to spend the night at Conner and Tab’s home. It was the first sleepover I had ever been invited to. I had had a lot of fun the day before hanging out with them and all their cool bros. I vaguely remembered having the most awesome dream of being sucked off by Tab in the middle of a lacrosse field after scoring the winning goal in the final championship game. It had felt so real I couldn’t believe it had been a dream.

     I reached under my blanket and grabbed my hard dick that was sticking out from the slit in my boxers. As I laid there slowly stroking it I realized the sides of the slit were cold, wet and sticky. Holy fucking shit, I thought I had a fucking wet dream last night. Mother fucking hell, I thought how I was going to explain to Tab I just plastered his blanket while I was sleeping with my load.

     I flipped the blanket over to see how bad I had managed to spooge it, but there was no cum anywhere except the edges of my boxers. What the fuck was going on? Then I panicked briefly thinking maybe I had waited too long to cum when I finally did I must of shot nearly all the cum I had to shoot in my life. But then I realized what a stupid thought that was. I still didn’t know what had happened to all the cum I must have shot during the night.

     As I sat there on the couch wondering what was going on I saw Tab stretched out on the couch. He was naked and lying on his stomach with one of the most beautiful asses I had ever seen in my short life. I was suddenly so fucking hard as I looked at him sleeping peacefully. I wondered when and why he had taken his underwear off.

     Tab must have realized the blanket was no longer covering him. He yawned and stretched turning over to face me. His slightly bigger and thicker uncut cock pointed towards the ceiling as he smiled at me.

    “Good Morning bro. Sleep well?”

End of Chapter One

Brotherhood

"Seeds of great discoveries are constantly floating around us, but they only take root in minds well prepared to receive them."
-Joseph Henry

Chapter 2 - “Discoveries”

     “Good Morning bro. Sleep well?” Tab asked as he gave me a sleepy grin. He turned completely on his back and stretched out using his arms to push himself closer to me. His mouthwatering uncut boy cock bounced slightly as he inched his way closer to me. I could see he was a lot like me in that we both were just starting to grow in our pubes. He might be a little bigger than I was, but I think I had a few more hairs than he did.     

     Once his legs were close enough, he started to intertwine them with mine. He began to rub my legs with his feet. Slowly easing them up and down my legs, as his toes kneaded my calves. 

     I was speechless as I shivered from the touch of his feet on my legs. One of my biggest jerk off fantasies was lying stark naked at the opposite end of the couch from me. The feel of his soft feet rubbing up and down on my nearly hairless legs was like a fantasy come true for me. Tab was everything I had ever imagined he would be naked and more. He didn’t seem to even notice much less even care about his condition; it was almost as if he wanted me to admire how beautiful he was. I on the other hand was blushing big time, since I was now almost as hard as I had been the night before when Tab and Conner unconsciously caused me to pop like a cork from a champagne bottle.

     My lil’ guy was throbbing through the slit in my boxers in admiration of this perfect boy on display in front of me. Tab gave me a grin as he noticed I was hard as well. Fucking hell, what was he going to say to everyone else about me perving on him like this? I mean it was one thing to wake up with a boner, all guys did that. But this was different; it was obvious I had been awake longer than he had. Now I was in plain sight of Tab, getting even harder, while I was watching him naked. My life was so fucking over it wasn’t even funny, but I couldn’t stop looking at him. There was something that drew me to him.

     Eventually Tab wet his lips, before saying, “I think we better go ahead and get moving before we’re late to breakfast and have to clean up the mess.” He gave me one of his amazing smiles as he untwined his legs from mine and got up. He walked a couple of steps over to where I was sitting on the couch and proceeded to do a full body stretch in front of me. I could have easily reached out and grabbed hold of his cock and sucked on it he was so close.  

    In fact, I caught myself beginning to move towards it like a moth is drawn to a flame. I was almost drooling at the prospect of feeling my lips wrap around it. Whoa, I seriously needed to get a grip here or I was going to be in a lot of trouble.  

     “I need to use the bathroom first. Is that okay Jared?” Tab asked me with a grin as he started starting to bounce up and down on his feet causing his dick to bounce up and down as well.

     “Ummm…S…S…Sure that’s…ummm…c…cool,” I mumbled in response. His hard cock bouncing up and down made it difficult for me to form words. Maybe while Tab was in the bathroom I could get an opportunity to maybe get my lil’ guy under control.

     “Towels are over there in the large closet by the shower,” Tab almost shouted as he hurried off to the bathroom to do his morning business.

     I turned over onto my stomach, my hard cock grinding into the couch as I watched Tab’s cute butt jiggle as he rushed over to the bathroom near the stairs and wet bar. I stood up as I tried to push my lil’ guy back into my boxers.

     I looked around at the basement really closely for the first time.

I couldn’t believe how large it actually was. The wet bar could easily fit fifteen or so people comfortably, the glass enclosed home entertainment center had just about every imaginable item you could ever want in one. It took up almost the same amount of space as the wet bar. Their downstairs kitchen near the entertainment center was about the size of mine back at home. Back about 30 feet or more behind the couches was the impressive shower and sauna. Further back away from the shower was a full equipped weight room complete with mirrors on the wall.

     I walked over; opening up the closet Tab had told me about and grabbed a thick white towel. As I headed around to the front of the huge shower, I noticed a bank of light switches. I reached out and hit several of what I hoped were shower lights. A series of soft lights lit up the interior of the shower. I could understand why the shower was so close to the outside door leading out to the pool, but was still a bit surprised it was so exposed to the rest of the room. I remembered Rowland and Auggie showering naked there the previous morning without a care in the world. My lil’ guy, which had finally been shrinking started to plump back up as I remembered the image of the two handsome men. I wished I could be that cool and comfortable with my body as they were with theirs.

     This was one massive shower. It seemed seriously almost as large as the shower at our middle school. Only the back wall and two sides were tiled and equipped with showerheads. The front wall was clear glass. This was the one thing that really seemed a little unnerving to me about the whole shower set up. The front glass wall opened out into the large basement putting anyone who showered there on complete display for all to see. The glass wall was divided in two with a large opening in the center. On both sides inside the glass walls were hooks to hang up towels and a couple of wooden benches to sit and place things.  

     I looked around making sure I was alone, before I walked in the shower. I hung up my towel before bending over pulling off my still lightly damp cummy boxers. I was still puzzled as to what happened to the load that I had shot sometime during the night as I turned to walk towards the back of the shower. I picked the back right corner showerhead and turned it on. In a fairly short time the water was a perfect temperature. I grabbed a bottle of body wash and began soaping up. As I worked to make sure I was clean all over my thoughts started to drift back to my dream.

     I couldn’t believe how realistic it seemed. As I remembered kissing Tab surrounded by all the wonderful guys I had met this weekend and the cheering stadium crowd. Unconsciously I began to slowly stroke my hard cock as I turned my back towards the pulsing water. My eyes closed as I felt the water flowing down my back towards my ass. It almost felt like tiny fingers caressing me. The image in my dream began to merge with the actual vision of Tab from this morning. I started stroking faster as I imagined myself engulfing his cock with my mouth this morning as he stood next to me. Small moans of “Oh fuck, oh yes, oh shit,” almost seemed to be torn from me as I worked towards to shooting my load.

     Suddenly the sound of the shower next to me turning on caused me to jump slightly in shock. My eyes flew open as I realized I was no longer alone. Oh god, I was so fucked I thought to myself thinking Tab had returned and caught me beating off in the shower. Blushing I turned slowly to apologize to Tab only to discover it wasn’t Tab next to me.

     Standing next to me with a huge grin was Dano. My blood suddenly ran cold. This had to be the worst thing that had ever happened to me in my entire life. Maybe if it had been Tab it wouldn’t have been so bad being caught beating off, but this was a handsome college sophomore. I felt my whole body begin to blush red, but worse yet my dick didn’t shrink, but seemed to pulse under his gaze.  

     “Dobré ráno trochu bro,” said Dano smiling as he got under stream of water letting it pour all over his muscular toned body. “I am sorry, good morning little bro. I sometimes forget not everyone understands Czech,” he said reaching over taking the bottle of body wash I had just used from the small self in between the two of us.

     “Good morning Dano,” I croaked trying to hide my still hard four inches.

     I didn’t know what else to say as I stared at his 6 foot, at least 180 lbs. solid muscular body. I couldn’t help but look down at the soft but slightly plumped almost five inches of uncut prime college meat hanging between his legs. My god, I thought how big he must be when hard. Unconsciously my ass clenched at the thought of something that big sliding inside me. Shit, my cock throbbed against my hands trying to hide it from view at the mere thought of him taking me and being used for his pleasure.

     Dano could tell I was nervous at being caught beating off in the shower. His smile turned gentler and almost brotherly if that is a right way to put it. He moved a bit closer and put his hand on my shoulder more in comradeship, than something sexual.

     “Jared, there is nothing to be embarrassed about masturbating. We are all guys here and we all do it,” he said with a soft smile at me. “I myself, when I was your age used to do it at least four or five times a day. I still do it at least a few times a day even now.”

     I continued to blush as I looked at Dano in the face. I saw he was indeed being serious with me and not trying to make fun of me. It seemed so strange Dano seemed to actually care how I felt and was trying to ease my fears. I was beginning to realize just how special all these guys were. I never had known anyone remotely like them. Jerry and Chad, the day before and now Dano were making an effort to make sure I realized all these things happening to me were normal and ok.

     If something like this had happened to me during shower time at school I would have been hounded at the very least for a couple weeks by the other boys. I had watched it happen to a couple of boys at school and had felt sorry for them. I wished I had had enough courage at the time to have said something, but I feared the same hounding would have happened to me if I had said something about it. I didn’t know or even think they might be gay, but I was and needed to protect myself at all costs from possible ridicule.

     “Are you sure?” I asked still unsure about the whole direction of this conversation.

     “Yes, I am sure. Besides you are not the first one nor will you be the last one to do so in this shower, right Tab?”

     I hadn’t realized Tab was standing over by the benches listening to the two of us talk. How long had he been standing there? It bothered me I hadn’t noticed him entering the shower. 

     “Tab has more often than not been caught relieving his tensions. He is very energetic when he does so and is more than happy to share his joy. Is this not right Tab?” Dano grinned at Tab.

     Laughing Tab said, “Yes I can be an exhibitionist when I get the chance to be around my bros,” with that he started making his plumping cock swing in a circle almost as if teasing us with it.

     My mind was spinning from all this talk. Tab was announcing to me proudly he got off on being naked and beating off around other guys. Yet I knew he couldn’t be gay, not someone like him it just wasn’t possible. Too many girls at school surrounded him and he seemed comfortable with their attention. I even vaguely remembered hearing Sarah Lane, a ninth grader, had sex with him in one of the empty classrooms during a school dance this past fall.

     All this talk had made me soften a bit, but I was still fairly plump at not being able to rub a load out before being caught by Dano. It almost felt like Tab and Dano expected me to finish taking care of business with them there, but I just couldn’t. Yes it would have been hot for them to watch me rub one out, but I was more afraid of what I might blurt out in a moan if I did so in front of these two hot guys.

     I turned back around to face the showerhead and rinse off. I was still afraid of what I might say or do to betray the fact I was gay to them. I knew what the consequences could be if my secret was ever revealed to them. I still hoped that I would be able to be friends with Tab after this weekend. And no matter what Dano said I knew I was on dangerous ground here.

     As I stood there rinsing off, while trying to will myself to stay soft I felt Tab’s smaller hand touch my shoulder gently. “I’m sorry if we made you uncomfortable Jared,” Tab whispered softly to me.

     My heart tightened as I could hear the pain in his voice. Not meaning to I had somehow hurt his feelings. How was this possible? I was the one doing pervy things and ruining my chances of a friendship with him and his bros. Without thinking I grabbed his hand as it slipped from my shoulder and held on to it. I turned towards Tab’s sad face and pulled him into a full body hug. Our wet skin made us slippery. The feel of his slick skin against mine was amazing. The next thing I knew both our cocks were hardening against one another.

     “No, Tab you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just me. You couldn’t ever do anything wrong to me. We’re friends. No, we’re bros right?” I said holding him as I gave him a warm smile of assurance.

     Tab’s face changed like someone had flipped a switch and he was suddenly glowing again at me. “Really? You mean that?” He asked excitedly as he hugged me again. I could have sworn as he hugged me I felt his cock throb against me, which in turn caused my guy to throb against him.

     “Yeah we’re cool, bro,” I said smiling. Dano also looked a bit more relaxed as I pulled back from the hug. Both Tab and I were getting nicely plumped up from our hug and were now quickly heading towards full blown hard-ons. I was starting to think my dick was never going to cooperate and behave itself.

     Tab quickly hoped under Dano’s shower head and started washing his body quickly with some body wash and a mesh shower sponge. If I hadn’t known better I would have sworn he purposely dropped it in order to display his butt to Dano on more than a few occasions. Dano started muttering in Czech each time he did it. I could tell he was fighting plumping up when Tab bent over and began to thoroughly clean between his butt by spreading his ass cheeks wide as he used the mesh sponge. It was all just so erotic I couldn’t blame Dano from getting turned on I know I was certainly boning up nicely now from just watching the whole scene. I started wishing I was the mesh sponge.

     “Come on guys we don’t want to be late for breakfast,” Tab said suddenly with a grin as he finished rinsing off.

     Dano and I quickly rinsed off and went over to dry off with Tab. I was about to put on my dirty boxers, when Tab stopped me. “You can just wear a towel to breakfast that’s all I’m wearing and after breakfast I’ll loan you some of my clothes.”

     “You’re sure you dad won’t care?” I asked a little concerned of what his dad would think. I mean I wouldn’t dare come down to any meal with my parents at home without at least wearing a shirt and some sort of shorts or pants. 

     Tab laughed at me, “Bro, he wouldn’t care if you were naked at breakfast. Conner and I often are during the summer, so you better get used to it. I hate wearing clothes if I don’t have to and so does Conner,” he said with a smirk. “Dad has even done it on occasion, though he tries to avoid doing that when non-family members are around. Doesn’t want to scare them with the beast,” he giggled.

     I didn’t know if I should’ve been more surprised at hearing Tab and Conner were nudists or that he told me I better get used to seeing them like that. Did that mean we were friends and he meant to keep inviting me back to their place? Oh fuck, I thought to myself I’m going to have a permanent hard-on all summer long if I was over here that much.

     Once all three of us were dry we wrapped our towels around our waists and headed upstairs to the kitchen. I felt a little self-conscious about just wearing a towel, but no one commented on our attire. It was as if no one really cared and I felt relieved it really wasn’t a big deal.

     Conner and his dad were busy preparing and cooking huge helpings of French toast, bacon, eggs, and fresh fruit. There were pitchers of orange, grape, and tomato juices on the counter, as well as a pitcher of milk. The large kitchen table was set for ten people. Auggie had his feet propped up on one of the chairs and was reading the sports section of the Washington Post. He and Tab’s dad were talking about Harvard’s upset over Yale the day before.

     As Tab’s dad turned to say something to Auggie he noticed me. “Hey sport, hope you slept well,” he said with a warm friendly smile. “I know Tab can be a pain to sleep with sometimes. He tosses and turns all night and that god awful snore of his can wake the dead,” he chuckled.

     “Dad, I don’t snore, that’s Conner who does that,” Tab said putting on the cutest pouty face. 

     “That’s what you think, bro you don’t have to listen to yourself sleep. I’ve been trying to get dad to sound proof your room for years,” Conner laughed.

     Tab responded the only way he could to his brother, he stuck out his tongue at Conner. This caused everyone to start laughing. I couldn’t believe how much fun they all seemed to have with one another. This certainly wasn’t like my home life by any stretch of the imagination.

     Before too long Jerry and Rowland appeared for breakfast still looking a bit wet from their morning shower, but they were at least wearing shorts. Finally Scotty and Chad arrived dressed in towels. They took some light-hearted abuse and ridicule for being the last ones to breakfast, but they didn’t seem to mind.

     Breakfast turned out to be almost as much fun as dinner had been the night before. I was really enjoying hanging out with all these great guys. Every now and then I felt Tab, who was sitting next to me, run his barefoot up and down my leg much like he had done on earlier in the morning on the couch. Each time he did it I turned and looked at him. He just responded by giving me a big grin. I felt myself get hard again and hoped my towel didn’t come lose as a result of my squirming trying to keep it down. And if that wasn’t bad enough someone else would occasionally run their feet over mine. I never could figure out whether it was Scotty or Chad, who were sitting right across from me at the table.

     When breakfast was finally over, Jerry and Paul, Conner and Tab’s dad, headed down to the pool to work off the calories from breakfast. Dano and Auggie wandered off saying they needed to check their email. Conner sat around and chatted for a bit until Chad was done, then they both headed off to do something. This left just me, Rowland, Tab, and Scotty at the table chatting.

     As we talked about stuff I found myself becoming more and more relaxed talking with Rowland. I mean it wasn’t like he was a scary guy or anything, but just an adult. Most of the adults I had interacted with had little interest in me much less my thoughts about life and things in general after all I was just thirteen.

     Rowland made me feel important and that he honestly cared about me. I in turn didn’t want our time together to end. I found myself hoping I would get to see him again after this weekend. I wanted to get to know him better. I had never had feelings like this about an adult no that wasn’t right, I didn’t think of him as an adult but something more. Then it dawned on me I thought of him like a big brother, or at least how I thought a big brother would be if I had one.

     I was starting to realize why they called one another bro. They took up for one another and supported each other like they were actual brothers. There was an unseen bond that had brought them together. They may not be of the same blood, but they were still connected like they were, if not closer than real brothers. I was in awe that they were so close to one another, even though they lived far away from each other.

     As I sat there admiring the whole idea of something that amazing I noticed Scotty had raised a leg up and I could now see up his towel. I could see his dick and balls completely now. I started to get hard again as I stared at them. I could tell he was cut with a big mushroom head and I was surprised his balls weren’t as hairy as I thought they would be. Rowland said something to Scotty who in turn asked if I agreed with Rowland. I was so distracted by looking at Scotty’s big balls and dick that I didn’t hear the question.

     “Huh?” I asked when Scotty called my name a second time. I blushed when he gave me a big grin knowing I had been staring at his junk. I felt so embarrassed being caught. Rowland only made it worse when he suggested maybe it was time for us to get dressed. I know I was blushing crimson after that comment. What must he be thinking about me now after being caught perving Scotty?

     Rowland suggested we throw the rock around a little bit before he and Auggie had to head back to NYC. I was relieved he didn’t seem to make a big deal out of what had just happened. I really wanted to be friends with him.

     Tab led me upstairs to his bedroom. I was somewhat surprised to see not as many guest bedrooms had been used over the weekend. It looked like the guys had all shared bedrooms including what was obviously Conner’s bedroom. Clothes had been flung all around the rooms that had been used. Almost as if they had been pulled off in a hurry and just thrown where ever they landed. The beds almost looked as if they had been used to wrestle on they were so messed up. Even Tab’s room looked that way, but for the life of me I couldn’t figure out why it looked like some of the clothes lying on Tab’s floor looked like they belonged to larger guys than Tab.    

     Tab started to dig through his dresser looking for clothes. I sat on the edge of his queen sized bed. I looked around his room at all the posters of lacrosse teams and pendants of different schools. On the wall, above his desk, was a giant cork bulletin board. I walked over to look at the pictures of people on it. I recognized this and last year’s photographs of his lax teams. There was a cool picture of Conner, Tab and Scotty that looked like it was a couple years old. It was all three of them sitting together shirtless and it appeared like he was sitting on their laps, but it was hard to tell since the photograph was shoved slightly behind a larger photograph. I bent down further over his desk to get a look at this larger photo.

     There seemed to be at least about twenty or so shirtless guys standing or kneeling together in the picture. They appeared to be mostly college or high school guys but there were a few younger guys who looked like they might just be starting middle school. The scenery in the background looked familiar, and then it dawned on me this had been taken in Tab’s backyard looking out over Seagull Bay. With the number of sailboats in the background it must have been taken during the summer.   

     This made me look even closer at the guys in the photograph. There I noticed Conner and Scotty, but they couldn’t have been at most, older than fifteen at the time. There was Jerry and Chad standing behind them. Further to the left was Dano and there in the center of the back row was Rowland and Auggie. Finally I recognized kneeling in the middle between two cute blond boys, who looked like twins, was Tab. I almost didn’t recognize him since he had stopped wearing his hair like that after the first week of sixth grade. He wore his hair much shorter now.

     “Whoa,” I squeaked in surprise as I turned and discovered Tab giving me a silly grin.

     “Sorry,” giggled Tab. “I’ve found some clothes for you to wear, unless you want to wear that towel the rest of the day. I don’t mind either way if you preferring to do that,” he said leaning into me with a smirk that made my heart beat faster and my dick start to get hard again.

     “Thanks, sorry I was looking at this photograph. I hope I wasn’t being nosey.” I said unsure of Tab’s reaction.

     “Oh that’s when I became a member of the Pack before sixth grade,” he said with a smile. “Here go ahead and get dressed,” Tab said offering me a pair of boxers and lax shorts. I noticed he had already dressed.

     I was embarrassed for some reason to get dressed in front of Tab. I mean we’d already seen each other naked and with hard-ons this should be a piece of cake, but after the towel comment I started to get hard again. I was still concerned that he was going to think I had the hots for him. Okay, yes I did want to jump his bones or rather one in particular, but that was beside the point.

     I took a deep breath opening and dropping the towel on the floor. I tried to ignore my hard-on that was once again on display to Tab. I turned around and grabbed the Valentine themed boxers Tab put out for me. I could tell he was poking fun at me for all my hard-ons, but I had to man up and deal with it. Next time, if there was a next time I was certainly going to make sure I had a couple jocks with me to make sure I got through the weekend. He had laid out a pair of Dartmouth lax shorts for me to wear. I noticed once I was dressed he was also wearing a pair.

     “There now we’re twins, or at least bros,” he said with a smile. “I’ll get you a shirt later before you leave. You don’t need one now,” he said pulling my hand and leading me back down the hall.

     As we headed down the hall to go back down stairs, one of the bedroom doors opened suddenly and out came Auggie and Dano looking a bit flushed. They gave us a silly grin and asked what we were up to. Tab told them we were heading down to toss a nut with Rowland. I asked if they wanted to join us and they agreed to meet us down at the field once they got some Gatorade they were really thirsty and needed to get charged back up first.

     I started to wonder what they had been doing to get so flushed, when we passed Conner’s room. He was just coming out of his bathroom drying himself off. Before he noticed us there I got a good look at his dick. He must have just been beating off in the shower, since he was still pretty plumped up. He looked like he was about a good thick seven inches. There were some voices coming from his bathroom, so I thought he had a radio on. He smiled and waved at us. Just as I started to wave back as I saw the bathroom door start to open wider, but Tab started tugging me down the stairs before I saw what was moving the door.

     We passed through the house until we were back in the basement. Paul and Jerry were just finishing up in the shower. Jerry was still toweling off, but Paul had already dressed and was tossing his towel in a hamper. I could tell he was a big Harvard supporter from his tee-shirt which said I Bleed Crimson over a big H.

     “Hey kiddo, what are you guys up to today?” Paul asked pulling Tab into a hug as he smiled warmly at us.

     “We’re going to toss the rock around a bit with some of the bros did you want to join us dad?”

     “Well maybe after my conference call with Canada and London,” he said apologetically ruffling Tab’s hair and giving him a kiss on the top of his head.

     Tab started to give Paul a pouty face at first, but as soon as he got the kiss he was beaming again at his father. I loved to watch how Paul interacted with his boys. You could tell how much he loved them and would no doubt do anything for them.

     Jerry finished drying off and tossed his towel in the hamper before pulling on his shorts. It was hard to see how big he was since he was soft, though I wished he had been plumped up like Conner had been. He had a nice tall slender body, but powerful arm muscles. I was a bit surprised when he didn’t bother to put on any underwear.   

     “Hey Jared I think you forgot get your stick out of the pool yesterday after all the excitement,” Jerry chuckled pointing to my lax stick sitting on one of the shower benches.

     “OH SHIT!!!” I practically shouted. Thinking I’d ruined my only lax stick. “My mom was going to kill me,” I moaned realizing how pissed she’s going to be at me for doing something stupid like leaving it in the pool especially overnight.

     Jerry came over and gave me a hug, “It’s alright bro it just needs to dry is all. You’ve got nylon strings so you’re okay. If you had leather strings then I’d be worried,” he said sympathetically to me.

     “Jared, bro, its ok you can borrow one of mine I’ve got plenty,” Tad said hugging me as well.

     Paul came over to me and pulled me into the shower to one of the benches motioning me to sit down as he joined me. I looked up at Paul as I sat sniffling like a little boy, still thinking about how mad my mom was going to be with me.

     Very gently Paul took my hand in his, “Hey son, it’s ok really it is. Things like that happen all the time. We’ve all made silly mistakes and have forgotten about things we care about in the middle of doing something fun. It isn’t a crime and you shouldn’t feel bad over an accident,” he with a gentle smile. “I’m sure Conner has told you I’m famous for missing one of our curves in the driveway and putting my car in the middle of the pound several times. Trust me that’s far worse than leaving a lacrosse stick at the bottom of a swimming pool.”

     I wiped my nose with my arm, “I know I shouldn’t be so upset, but I hate being such a fuck up and a disappointment to my parents and this is just one more thing,” I sobbed softly. No sooner than I said it I realized I had cursed in front of Tab’s dad. I was just digging the hole I was in deeper and deeper. “I’m sorry sir I cursed I didn’t mean to, please forgive me.”

     “Jared,” he said reaching out and tilting my chin upward to look at him. “You’re not a fuck up and I doubt your parents really feel like that about you, and if they do it’s their loss because I’ve found you in the short time I’ve known you to be a polite, bright and pleasant young man. I know for a fact everyone you’ve met this weekend feels the same as I do.”

     “Really?” I asked wanting it to be true.

     “Yes Jared and I know both Conner and Tab haven’t been able to stop talking about their new friend and wanting to have you come out and visit. They want you to come to visit often, so do I Jared. You have an open invitation to spend as much time as you would like here and knowing my boys that will be quite a bit of time. Think of it as a second home. And as for the lax stick,” he said with a chuckle, “Tab already has at least twenty or so laying around here not being used so I think he can part with a few of them to get you started on you own collection. Besides I’m sure it will be used as an excuse to get more sticks anyway,” he laughed looking at Tab.

     “Dad! You know that’s not true,” Tab said with a pouty look. “Well, okay, maybe it’s only partially true you know I need more for next year. Really I do,” he said with the cutest smile as he batted his eyes at his dad. This caused all of us to laugh.

     “Jared, I saw you playing yesterday and know the lax sticks won’t go to waste if he gives them to you. You’ve got the makings of a good player if you stay with it, and I’m sure the boys will be doing their best to turn you into a laxhead with them,” Paul said to me with a sincere smile.  

     I couldn’t help myself and just reached out and hugged Paul tightly. He ran his hands up and down my back as I continued to hug him. Finally I let go and sat back on the bench. “Thank you sir, I mean Paul. You’ve been more than generous,” I said with a tiny smile looking at him.

     “Well I guess I might as well spoil the surprise the boys had planned to tell you before you left,” he said with a grin at Tab.

     “Dad, you promised!” Tab said with his now famous pouty face.

     “Surprise?”

     “Yes this year’s Final Four Lacrosse Tournament is in Baltimore in a few weeks and the boys wanted to you come and join us. They wanted you to meet some more of their bros and spend the weekend with us enjoying some of the best college teams in the US. What do you say Jared?”

     “Yes!” I almost shouted giving Paul another hug.

     “See crisis averted. If only the world’s problems could be solved with a few old lacrosse sticks and some hugs,” Paul chuckled as he stood and ruffled my hair. “Well I’ve got to get going I’ve got my conference call. I’ll see you again before you leave no doubt Jared.”

     “Well since dad spoiled my surprise you have to promise to room with me when we go down to Baltimore,” Tab said with a look that said he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

     “Room?”

     “Yeah it’s a two day tournament and we always get a bunch of rooms,” Tab announced proudly. “You’re all mine that weekend, I’m not going to share you,” he said with a big goofy grin.

     We heard Jerry coughing loudly trying to get Tab’s attention. Tab looked at him sheepishly, “Well, ok, maybe I’ll share you a lil’,” he said with a giggle.

     Tab led me through the weight room at the back of the basement to a huge walk-in closet. The closet was filled with all sorts of sports equipment. Tab walked over to one of the walls filled mostly with Brine and Warrior lax sticks, as well as a few newer Gait sticks. He looked at me grinning for a couple of minutes before pulling three Warrior sticks off the wall and testing them before handing them to me. He looked carefully at the Brine sticks before pulling one down and testing it and handing it to me. Finally after grinning at me some more he grabbed one of the Gait sticks and handed it to me. My arms were filled with lax sticks and I didn’t know what to do.

     “Here let me get you one of my old bags to carry all of those,” he said bending down and grabbing a large black Under Armour bag. “Come on, now we’ve got you set with some new sticks it’s time to play with them.”

     “You didn’t need to give me all of these sticks, really you didn’t Tab,” I said shocked he was just giving them all to me.

     “It’s the least I can do for you Jared, we’re going to be bros and bros look up for one another,” he said trying to give me a hug around all the lax sticks I was holding.

     We walked back out to where all the couches were and dropped everything into a pile. I picked up each one and looked at it trying to figure out which one I should try first.

     Tab picked up one of the Warriors I had looked at and put back down. I was trying to compare each of the different sticks but really wasn’t totally sure of what I was looking for. He handed it to me with a gleam in his eye.    

     “I think you’ll like this one it’s one of my favorites. The Titian Pro rocks. I can shoot a nut like crazy with this wand.”

     It felt a bit lighter in my hands and I liked the feel when I practiced a few imaginary tosses in the basement. It was certainly better than the stick that I used. I was looking forward to trying it out. By this point everyone had come downstairs and was ready to toss around the nut some before they had to head back home.

     As we walked out to the field everyone talked about getting together for the Final Four. I was excited at the prospect of joining these guys for the Final Four Tournament. Jerry and Chad said they would be there watching and cheering on Dano, since UVA was almost always in the tournament. They doubted they would have a chance at getting there this year because they were having a building year after losing five seniors the year before.

     They seemed almost more excited about the after game activities, than the actual matches. Tab told me there would be more bros for me to meet at the tournament, and was sure I would like them as much I seemed to like these guys. He seemed really excited at the thought of me meeting all of them. 

     Rowland and the others felt bad Dano was going to miss most of the fun, since he was playing. So they promised the last night they were there they would make it a double celebration if UVA won. This seemed to make him excited. They even went so far as to say he would get first pick that night for his prize for winning if UVA went all the way.

     Dano laughed saying he already knew that he wanted for his prize. He reached over and pulled me against his smooth body and ruffled my hair. This brought a laugh from everyone. I didn’t understand the joke, but laughed anyway wanting to be included. As we walked out to the field Dano kept his arm about me and would occasionally run his fingers over my right nipple.

     Before I knew it I was pretty boned up by all his work on my nipple, which had seemed to become more deliberate rather than chance touching as we got closer to the field. I wanted to sit down until my boner went down, but Tab insisted I try out the new stick he had given me. God, I was so embarrassed. The boxers Tab had lent me seemed just to open up at the slit and let my dick pop straight out. The shorts were now sticking out like I had a stuck a highlighter in them. To make matters worse a couple of the other guys started to tent out as well, which my guy even harder. Why couldn’t I get junior to behave himself?

     I tried to ignore it as much as possible trying to remember what Dano had said earlier in the shower. It was natural and alright if it happened, and that none of the guys would care if it happened. It sounded a whole lot easier than it actually was trying to deal with it. But I made the effort to ignore it as much as humanly possible. I wasn’t completely successful, but it made it easier to learn some of the new things the guys were trying to teach me.

     Conner and Scotty worked with me on perfecting the Baltimore Crab. I already had kind of learned it but was having some difficultly with it. The other guys played around and demonstrated other types of shots and would then have me try to copy them. Some I was more successful with than others. Over all they were fun to work with and very understanding that this was only my first year playing.

     Jerry and Chad demonstrated a couple of shots they liked to try. One was an around the world and the other was a Canadian egg roll. I tried them, but realized I was going to need a lot of practice. They insisted I continue working with Conner, Scotty and Tab over the summer to improve, so I would be ready the next year.

     Tab said before the end of the summer he planned to turn me into a full fledge lax rat. This in turn caused the others to laugh, and warn me to beware of what else he might try to turn me into.

     “Jealous much bros?” Tab laughed as he pulled me into a hug. This caused the others to laugh harder.

     “Not if you remember to share like a good bro. Otherwise the consequences will be dire,” Auggie said in a bad German accent. Some of the others started laughing so hard they fell on the ground.

     Again I joined them in laughing, but still didn’t understand the joke which somehow involved me, but not in a bad way from what little I could understand. In some strange way it was almost like they were complementing me in some offhand way.

     We skirmished a bit and I found I was better at hovering and dishing than actual shooting on goal, but I had a lot of fun. The guys started calling me Hoover because I was so good at it.

     Paul eventually finished his call and came down to join us. He jumped right in and started playing around with us. For someone in his fifties he was still really good. After a while he took off his shirt and really started to get into it. I was surprised how he could laser a shot almost anywhere around the front of the crease into the goal and could bullet a nut to almost anyone he wanted so they could score. He was running circles around all us younger guys.

     I decided finally to take a break and Rowland joined me. We sat on the bleachers and watched everyone play. We chatted at first about nothing too important just basic stuff. As time went on and we started talking about how well each of the guys was doing or not doing with their stick work or about their attempts at shots on goal.

     The next thing I knew we were talking about how each of them looked. Things like their pecs and abs or their strong legs. And things I should do to develop like they did. He suggested whenever I could visit and join Conner and Tab working out. He thought I had a lot of potential and would in no time look and move like the rest of them. Then it happened, as I was afraid it would. He had been leading me there slowly but surely. But I had hoped against hope he wouldn’t go there.

     Rowland leaned down to my ear and said the words I had been dreading all weekend. “You LIKE Tab don’t you?” It was very simple and direct. No teasing or accusations, just the simple truth in a question.

     I turned slowly to Rowland, trying to deal with my sudden dry mouth. I was prepared to lie and say anything, but the truth. Yet when I looked into his clear deep blue eyes I couldn’t. All I said was a simple, “Yes.” I didn’t say I wanted sex with Tab, but we both knew what my yes had meant. I was now doomed, the truth was out there and there was no taking it back.

     I started slowly to weep silently. For the first time in my life I had admitted I loved another boy to another person. My deep dark secret was out, and now after meeting and having fun with all these cool guys I was going to lose it all. I was sure Rowland would tell the others my secret and my life would be over. He might be nice enough not to embarrass me, but I would be marked as unworthy to be a bro with all these great guys.

     “Come on Jared, let’s move away from the others and take a walk and talk some okay bro?” He smiled at me with one of the warmest smiles I had ever seen. He helped guide me off the bleachers and we started walking toward the house at first then shifted direction down towards the dock.

     I figured he was being nice and wasn’t going to humiliate me in front of the others. Yet I couldn’t figure out why we were heading this direction and not to the house.

     “That was a very brave thing you did back there Jared did you know that?” Rowland asked as he continued to guide me towards the boat house and pier.

     I wiped my eyes on my arm, before looking up at him. He had a very reassuring smile on his face. “Really?” I asked as I stepped around a rock in the dirt as we approached the boat house.

     Rowland put his arm around me and pulled me close to him. We had both started to cool down and were a little sticky, but it felt good to be close to him. “Not many boys your age, or even some older men would have been able to say that that you liked another boy or man to a relative stranger, much less to someone close to them. I’m very proud of you,” he said with a smile.    

     I looked up at him shyly before answering him, “You’re the first person I’ve ever told I was gay. Thank you for not embarrassing me in front of Tab and the others.”

     There was a long pause as if he was thinking carefully about something before he answered me. “Did you think they would think less of you Jared?” Rowland asked giving me a look I didn’t understand at first. The question he asked was one I had thought I had known the answer to before he asked it. Now I wasn’t so sure of the answer now.

     “Are you telling me it wouldn’t make any difference to them?” I asked shocked.

     We stood there looking at each other once we reached the end of the pier. My whole world was no longer what I thought it was. Everything had changed for me as he asked that one question. Were these guys I had just met so different and more than I had ever imagined? Rowland sat down at the edge of the pier and started move his feet back and forth in the cool bay water. He motioned for me to sit down and join him. Being short only my toes reached the cool water but I still enjoyed the feel it. We sat there for several minutes quietly. I was trying to take in and process what he had just said. Rowland just seemed to be waiting until he thought I was ready for more information.

     “Our lives aren’t about which gender we sleep with. It doesn’t define who we are, unless we let it. Are you Gay Jared, the lacrosse player? Or are you Jared, the lacrosse player who happens to be gay.

     I looked hard at Rowland in surprise. Was he really saying what I thought he was? It certainly sounded like it.

     “Listen Jared, sex-is-sex, believe it or not but a lot of guys probably aren’t really totally straight or totally gay, but somewhere in between and they do their best to sort out which they prefer and mostly just stick with that gender,” Rowland paused and looked at me to see if I understood what he was saying. Sensing I was ready he continued, “There are a lot of curious people out there who are open to trying things on the other side just to see what it’s like. Some stay with doing both and living a bisexual life, but others go back to their preference and that’s normal. What matters more is the quality of the people we choose to be with, and how we relate to and support each other.” 

     I understood what Rowland was saying but needed to say it myself out loud. “So it’s ok I’m gay?” I asked.

     “Yes it is, but I prefer not to label people. It diminishes and limits them. People are so much more than labels. Gay doesn’t define who you are; it’s only one small part of you. Why in the world would anyone want to be defined by just their sexual preference? That’s such a small part of who they are,” Rowland said with a smile. “You are so much more than you can ever imagine Jared. Don’t let yourself fall into the trap of being afraid to explore and develop your unique individuality. It’s a scary thing to discover and learn just who you are, because it’s so much easier just to follow along and just fit in with everyone else. You shouldn’t let anyone else fit your life into a mold defined by someone else,” Rowland said with a gentle smile at me. “Jared, always remember you are an extraordinary boy and never doubt that.”

     I started smiling as I looked out across Seagull Bay. Suddenly I felt right and in balance with myself. It felt almost like my whole life had been moving towards this one moment. I knew where I was and who I was for the first time in a very long time. I was happy with who I was and not scared. I was me, the sum of my parts, not my individual parts. I couldn’t believe how liberating it was, the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders.

     I turned and smiled at Rowland. Not even thinking about it I reached out and hugged him and gave him a big kiss on the mouth. For a moment I thought maybe I had gone too far when I kissed him because of the look on his face.

     Rowland began to smile and chuckled a bit, “Well, I think a few people are going to be very jealous of me.”

     I looked at him not quite understanding what he was saying. He realized I still hadn’t got it and started laughing a bit harder.

     “Do you mean you don’t realize there are seven guys down there at the lax field who wished you had given them that first kiss? I just happened to be the lucky one who got it first.”

     I had to look at Rowland twice to make sure I heard what I thought I heard. It couldn’t be right could it? Nah, they weren’t gay were they? Or were they? No, no I miss heard that was it, yeah that was it.

     Rowland just smiled at me. It was like he could see all the thoughts going through my mind. “Yes Jared, they’ve known all weekend and all have been hoping you would have shown some more interest than popping boners at them all weekend,” he said with a chuckle.

     “Really?” Was all I could think to say about this piece of news.

     “Yes, so needless to say they were a bit hornier this weekend than usual.”

     “They’ve been having sex all weekend?” I asked shocked, but turned on at this revelation. No wonder they were going up stairs in pairs last night and hell this morning they were doing it while I was downstairs chatting with Rowland. I felt like a small nuclear explosion had gone off in my brain.

     Rowland laughed, “Yes we’ve been having sex all weekend. Does that really surprise you after what we’ve discussed?”

     “Yes, I mean no, I don’t know to be honest. I guess I thought I was the only one, no, that’s not right. I mean I never really suspected they were all gay. I mean I secretly wished, but doubted it.”

     “Well actually only four of them are gay if you want to use that label, two are bi-sexual, but lean towards guys, and I started with guys, and then went with women for a while, before settling down for guys. All of them though would love to spend some time with you and get to know you a whole lot better.”

     I was stunned they were interested in me. I mean I didn’t think I was anything special. Neither of my parents had ever expressed any opinion about my appearance, so I always thought of myself as average. I didn’t have tons of girls like Tab flirting and hanging around. So I was just sorta me, I had friends, but no one like these guys, who seemed to care about me and none I would consider having sex with. These guys on the other hand were like walking wet dreams.

     A thought ran through my mind that I was afraid to ask, but I needed an answer no matter how much trouble I might get into, I looked at Rowland and softly asked, “I know this is probably not my business, but I wanted to ask and I know you may not answer. What is up with Paul, Conner and Tab’s dad? I mean I don’t want to say or do something stupid, since he’s been so kind to me already.”

     “Well that’s a difficult question Jared. I think the best way to answer it is there is an understanding between Paul and our group and just leave it at that okay. I know he would be flattered with your interest, but I don’t think it’s the right step for you to make.”

     “Thanks,” I said. It wasn’t quite the answer I was expecting, but it was enough of one to keep me out of trouble.

     “Come on let’s head back and see what the others are up,” Rowland said with a smile pulling me against him.

     We walked slowly back towards the lax field. I was enjoying the feel of Rowland’s arm around me. After everything we had discussed I started looking at Rowland in a new light. Yeah, I had thought of him as hot when I first saw him naked, but now he was actually available and not a fapping image. Shit, I was suddenly hard as a rock at the thought of possibly having sex with him.

     Rowland started chuckling softly, “I see someone is thinking about something or someone.”

     I bashfully looked up at him, “Yeah, I am,” I said softly smiling shyly at him. I wasn’t completely sure if I could admit my desire to him or not.

     “Well you’re not the only one with desires you know,” Rowland said hugging me tighter.

     I looked down and saw Rowland as hard as I was. He certainly seemed to have a nice thick bulge in his cargo shorts. I wanted to touch it but was afraid. I grabbed his hand and stopped him from walking any further.

     He turned and looked at me with those deep blue eyes. At that moment all I could think to do was kiss him. I stood on my tippy toes trying to reach his mouth. I wanted to feel his tongue in my mouth, taste his salvia. Have his strong arms hold me as I became one with him. I couldn’t believe how much I wanted this.

     Rowland instead pulled back. Didn’t he want me? I was suddenly hurt and confused. Had I misread the signals? Was I too young for him? Too ugly? Why was he rejecting me now after everything he had said to me?

     Rowland could see the hurt in my eyes as I slid back down from my tip toes. “Jared, I understand what you want and I would be happy to enjoy the pleasure of your company, but there is so much more than just lust in sex,” he said smiling down at me.

     “You don’t want me?” I asked still feeling disappointment and hurt.   

     “Yes I do Jared, but your first time should be with someone special and not just about sex. As much as I would like it to be me, I think there is someone else who is more suited to that role don’t you?”

     I looked up at Rowland puzzled at first, but then I started to understand what he was saying. Yes I wanted Rowland, but there was someone else I wanted more. I wanted Tab to be my first. I wanted to share myself with him. I realized we had been moving towards this since we first started talking and had begun to become friends.

     “Tab will be gentle, he understands the importance of the first time,” he said smiling at me. It was like Rowland already knew before I even did, who should be my first. But he was right, Tab needed to be my first.

     Rowland put his arm around me again and we once began to walk back to the field. I couldn’t believe how much I had changed since I first walked away with Rowland after I had confessed my interest in Tab. It seemed so strange that I had changed so much, but the world had stayed the same.

     We approached the lax field to find all the guys laughing and playing as if they hadn’t even noticed we had been gone. Until Tab yelled, “Hoover!!! Where have you been?” Running up to me and tackling me.

     Everyone started laughing as Tab tackled me. As he lay on top of me I felt his hard-on and I suspected he was feeling mine. In fact I knew he was aware of mine when he started grinding him hips into mine making sure I was aware of his.

     “Hey,” he whispered to me looking down at me. “I’ve got you almost where I want you,” Tab said closing in on my lips. He could tell I was worried about the others seeing me like this, so he slightly shifted on top of me to block their view of us. He quickly kissed me on the lips before pulling back. “I’ve been waiting all weekend to do that,” he giggled. He got off me and helped me up. Once I was up, he playfully squeezed my dick. “That is just a down payment, there is more coming another time,” he said with a smirk. 

     Is that a promise?” I asked raising one eyebrow at him causing him to trip as we started walking over to the others. I laughed at him and then jogged over to the bleachers to grab my stick and join the others.

     Chad yelled over to Tab who was standing there with his mouth open. “Hey Tboy trying to catch flies with that?” This shook Tab out of his shock at what I had said to him. Suddenly he had the biggest smile on his face as it registered what I had said.

     He jogged back over to the field still looking at me in surprise, but with a big grin. I just smiled back at him and raised my eyebrows a couple of times at him. Before long we got back to tossing the nut around. I found it funny Tab kept trying to get close enough to say something to me, but someone was always there. He was afraid that if he said something around one of the other guys I might change my mind. It felt fun being pursued.

     We played for a while longer before we finally broke for lunch. It turned out the refrigerator in the basement kitchen was completely stocked with platters of sandwiches. We once again sat outside by the pool eating and talking. Rowland grinned at me as he noticed Tab making sure I was within arms or should I say dick reach.

     I was having a great time, until it came time for Rowland and the rest to start heading back home. I felt fortunate that Tab, Conner and Scotty were all still here close by. Tab and I would be able to talk at school and I would still be able to see Conner and Scotty when they helped with practice. I was going to miss all these guys, my new bros. I hated the thought of not being able to talk to them, but they all made sure I had all their phone numbers and email addresses. I made sure they had mine as well. I was glad my parents had made sure I had unlimited calling on my cell phone. I’d never really used it that much, but I knew I would now.

     Conner, Tab, Scotty and I helped carrying everyone’s stuff down to their cars. We all hugged one another saying we would stay in touch. I liked all the guys so much I hated saying good bye. Rowland though was the hardest one to say good bye to of the group. He was the one who had helped me begin to learn to accept myself for who I was. I was looking forward to seeing him again. When we met again I wanted to be able share myself with him and be one.

     As we watched everyone leave I knew it was nearly time for me to leave as well. I hated the thought of leaving here. This weekend had been one of the best times in my life. Yet there was more to this weekend than just good times. I felt like I had finally begun to discover who I was. My life would never be the same. I had managed to meet a group of guys, no correct that, bros who cared about me for being me. I was already thinking of them as the older brothers I wish I had.

     I began thinking about all the talks I had with Rowland and the others. I realized they were more than just BS sessions. There was something much deeper to them. I realized they were beginning to open a new door for me and exposing me to a whole new world I had never imagined. They had given me a glimpse of it. Almost as if to see how I would react to it. But to enter this world I needed to accept me for I actually am and not be afraid of being myself with these new friends, brothers actually. They loved and cared for me and would be there for me.

     As I stood there in the driveway with Tab, Scotty and Conner watching the cars drive away tears began to flow down my cheeks. I stood there until I could now longer see the tail lights of their cars from the house. Tab and Scotty ran into the house when Scotty mentioned something about having a dinger for Tab. Conner noticed me crying and came up to me and put his arm around me and pulled me into him strong smooth body.

     I don’t know why but his strong masculine presence caused me to start crying harder. It wasn’t like he made me upset, but rather just triggered something deep inside me. Conner held me in his strong arms as I cried my angst out drenching his smooth tanned skin with my tears. He rubbed his rough strong hands up and down my shirtless back as time seemed to stop. He held me stroking my back until my sobs and tears finally stopped. I eased myself away from the security of his protective arms and body, before looking up at him.

     “Hey bro are you okay?” He asked looking down at me in concern.

     I turned to him smiling through my tears, “Yeah actually I am, I don’t know how to ever repay you for inviting me here,” I said looking up at him.

     Conner looked down at me with those bright green eyes of his. I hesitated to first, but in the end couldn’t resist I slowly reached up and put my small hand on Conner’s muscular chest. I could feel the pounding beat of his heart beneath it. He was as nervous as I was.

     I shyly looked up at him and asked, “Can we take a walk?”

     The look he gave me could have kept me warm in the middle of a blizzard. “Yeah, where do you want to go?”

     “Can we walk down to the pier?” I asked. The pier was quickly becoming my favorite place at their home.

     “Sure, let’s go,” Conner said keeping his arm around me as we began to make our trek from the front of the house around towards the bay and the pier.

     We didn’t talk during our long walk, just being close to one another seemed to be enough communication for the two of us as we made our way there. I think if we had talked on our way there the magic of the moment would have been lost. Once we reached the end of pier, we sat down exactly in the same places as Rowland and I had done before. I almost chuckled at how this seemed to be almost a repeat of that moment.

     We sat there on the pier splashing our feet in the bay. I was trying to get my thoughts in order before saying anything. Conner waited patiently for me to begin speaking knowing this was hard for me.

     “Conner, why did you choose me?” I asked finally looking over at him. It wasn’t the first thing that I had planned to say or ask, but it was a question I needed an answer for.

     “Wow, you go right for the goal don’t you,” he chuckled. He looked at me for a minute or so as if gathering his thoughts before answering.

     “Jared, when we met for the first time a few months ago I could tell you’re special,” he said with a gentle smile. “You’re bright and eager to learn, and fun to be with. I believe you are a compassionate person as well. This weekend has also shown me that you can be a competitive and challenging lax player, and I think you are like that off the field as well if I’m not mistaken. And most important I wanted to be your friend.”

     I was surprised at his answer. I had never thought of myself that way before I met these guys. I looked back at him not knowing what to say in response.

     “Right now Jared I think you’re one of the bravest guys I know. Rowland told me about your conversation with him. I know how hard it must have been for you. After he told me, I knew no matter what happens in life we’re going to always be friends.”

     At first I was nervous when he said Rowland had told him about our talk, but as he continued I realized Rowland trusted Conner enough to tell him, why shouldn’t I trust him as well.

     “I don’t think you always realize what a great person you are Jared. Any of us would do anything for you. You never have to fear me or any of the others, or be afraid to be yourself around me or the others you’ve already met or those of us you haven’t yet met,” Conner said pausing giving me a small grin. “Admitting you like guys isn’t as big of a thing as you think it is right now. There are other more important qualities I and the others have discovered inside you that are the ones that really matter the most to us who you’ve already met and will meet in the future. They will love and care for you as much as those of us who already know you,” Conner said pausing again making sure I was able to take all this in before he continued. “These qualities in your character are the things that will attract other worthwhile people to you in life. People you can count on,” he said before finally stopping and giving me a look that indicated he was finished for the moment.

     I was a bit surprised at his answer. I didn’t realize he thought that much of me. Honestly I didn’t know what he was going to say, but the thought someone cared that much about me was amazing.

     “Wow Conner, I never realized you felt like that,” I said shyly.

     “We all do Jared. Scotty, Tab and I have watched and interacted with you for a couple of months now. This is something we’ve seen and discussed for a while not only between ourselves, but with the others. We didn’t suddenly come to this decision over night bro. It’s taken a while to make a decision to have you actually meet them. We needed to make sure you were a good fit for us and we were a good fit for you. This weekend believe or not has been completely about you.”

     “All the guys here this weekend were here to meet me?” I asked stunned.

     “Well, yes and no actually. I wanted you to meet both some of the Pack members, as well as some of my friends you will see over here during the summer I think you will get to be good friends with them as well.”

     I was surprised that this whole weekend had been carefully orchestrated just to introduce me to Rowland and the others. It kind of made me feel special Conner, Tab and Scotty had thought I was worth the effort to arrange the meeting with the others.

     “Come on Hoover, I think it’s about time to get you home,” Conner said with a smile ruffling my hair.

     We stood up and started to head back to the house, when I grabbed Conner’s hand and stopped him halfway down the pier. He turned to me surprised I had stopped him. I stood suddenly on my tippy toes and threw my arms around his neck and pressed my lips against his. His eyes widened in surprise. I then released my arms from around his neck and slid back down. I looked back up at his still surprised face with a shy grin.

     “That was my way of thanking you for everything you’ve done for me this weekend,” I said turning and starting to walk back to the house.

     It took Conner a minute to finally to get ahold of himself and start jogging to catch up to me.

     “Wow! If that is just a thank you for inviting you out here to meet these guys, what do I get for turning you into a first rate laxer?”

     “I guess you’ll have to find out when you do,” I said with a smirk at him.

     He laughed at me as we began to make our way back to the house. Even though I was still a little sad the weekend was over, I felt much better after my talks with Rowland and Conner. I was fortunate I would still be   able to see and interact with Tab at school during the day and in the afternoon I would be able to see Conner and Scotty. I also had the emails addresses and phone numbers of Rowland and the others if I needed to talk to them. So I wasn’t completely alone.

     We went in basement and loaded up my new lax sticks as well as my old one which was just about dry now. I looked around for my boxers I thought I had left in the shower, but I must have already put them in my equipment bag earlier. Conner helped me carry my bags to his Explorer. After we had it loaded up we headed upstairs to find Tab and Scotty.

     We discovered them in Tab’s room getting out of the shower. It was obvious they had been up to something, since they were both still a bit plumped up from whatever they had been doing. Tab looked at me a little guiltily when we came into the room; Scotty on the other hand had a big Cheshire grin.

     “I can resist anything, but temptation,” Tab said looking at me sheepishly.

     “I’m temptation,” announced Scotty proudly.

     This caused us all to start laughing. Scotty went back into the bathroom and grabbed a couple of towels for them. Tab in the meantime grabbed a tee shirt for me from his dresser.

     It started feeling strange wearing clothes again as I put on the Dartmouth shirt Tab had given me. After spending the last couple of days wearing nothing else but shorts and boxers it almost felt wrong. Conner suspected what I was feeling as he watched me adjust the shirt a couple of times trying to get comfortable in it.    

     Grinning at me Conner said, “I think we have a future nudist.”

     “No! I’m just getting used to wearing a shirt again is all. I normally only go shirtless outside or in my bedroom that’s all,” I said shocked at the idea about being nude around all these guys.

     “We’ll see,” Tab giggled.

     “I bet before summer is out you will be running around here without clothes,” Conner said daring me to prove him wrong. “In fact let’s set a date. I say July 1st.”

     “Bet, bet, bet, bet,” Scotty chanted with a big smile.

     “What do you say Hoover? Or are you afraid I might be right?” Conner asked me with a smirk.

     I knew I couldn’t back down from the bet, but I felt pretty comfortable I couldn’t lose. “Okay I’ll take your bet Con Air,” I said using Conner’s nickname for the first time, since he was now using my new nickname I had earned this weekend.

     “So what’s prize?” Conner asked with a smile.

     Grinning at him I said, “What about what we discussed earlier,” I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

     “Okay Hoov, but if I win it’s going to be my choice of substitute. Deal?”

     Oh shit, I thought. This meant he could choose anyone in the Pack. Damn, I never thought of that as a possibility. Conner had me backed into a corner. I couldn’t back out now. He just smiled at me knowing he had me exactly where he wanted me.

     “Well? Or are you afraid I’m right.”

     Fuck, I was screwed now and he knew it. “Deal,” I said shaking his hand. I was determined to make sure I won now.

     “Oh, I forgot to mention all bets we have in the Pack are viewed in public to make sure the bet is fully satisfied. 

     “What! You never said that!” I exclaimed now shocked our act will be views by the other guys.

     “Want to back out, Hoover?” Conner said with a smile challenging me.

     “No, but then I get to choose who is attacker and who is in goal if I win. Deal?”

     “Yes, deal. You’re a quick learner,” Conner laughed coming over and giving me a big hug and pat of the back.

     Tab and Scotty at the same time asked, “What’s the prize?”

     Conner laughed as he said, “You’ll have to wait and see. This is between me and Hoover. Right?” He said looking over at me.

     I smiled back at him, “Agreed.”

     “You two are no fun,” pouted Scotty.

     This caused Conner and me to start laughing hard at him. We both realized no matter who won it was going to end up a fun bet. If only for the reason no one else would know what the prize was.

     Tab grabbed the pair of shorts he had been wearing earlier off one of the bedside lamps and put them on. “Wow, these guys are nice and warm from the lamp. Thanks Scooter,” Tab said sticking his tongue out at Scotty.

     Scotty looked up from his search through the several of pairs of larger shorts on the floor. “You keep calling me that I’ll tickle you ‘til you pee yourself and you know I’ll do it too,” he said with an evil smirk on his face.

     “You big bully,” Tab giggled sticking his tongue out.

     Scotty smiled and started looking through the shorts again before saying, “I think these are mine.” He held them up to his nose a couple times before announcing with a grin, “Nope these are Auggie’s. I don’t think he’ll mind, since I left a pair of mine at his and Rowland’s place back in February,” Scotty said before putting them on.

     The thing I couldn’t figure out at first was why their clothes were tossed around the room. Then it dawned on me, they had been having sex. I went from soft to raging boner in .03 seconds flat. If we hadn’t spent so much time talking I might have seen these two hot guys having sex. The thought of watching them have sex was almost too much for me. I almost had to run to the bathroom and rub one out. Calm down I told myself closing my eyes. Breathe deeply, breathe deeply, there I started to get control. When I opened my eyes Conner, Tab and Scotty were all grinning at me. I started to blush when I realized they were all staring at my hard dick.

     Conner chuckled at me, “I think someone likes the thought of something he just realized,” said he guessing I just figured out what Tab and Scotty had been doing in Tab’s room.

     Tab skipped over to me with a smirk and grabbed a hold of my hand and started to pull me over to his bed. “Come on over here and feel how comfy my bed is Jared,” Tab said climbing on the bed trying to pull me on top of it.

     “No, no, no,” I said pulling back away backing into Scotty, who wrapped his arms about me keeping me from falling.

     “I think you’re scaring him Tab,” laughed Scotty letting me go after making sure I wasn’t going to fall down.

     “Bro, it’s time for him to go home. If you get a hold of him he won’t get there until after nine tonight,” Conner said grabbing my hand and pulling me against his strong body. I almost melted against him as he wrapped his arms around my waist and started rubbing my stomach. I felt his hard-on start rubbing in between my butt cheeks.

     I couldn’t believe how hard and firm it was. My lil’ guy really liked the feel of him against my butt. It throbbed in my shorts in response to Conner’s hard cock buried between my ass cheeks. Unconsciously I pushed back and ground my ass against him. This in turn caused him to throb against me.

     Conner pulled away from me and grabbed a shirt off the floor and put it on. “Come on Hoover let’s get you out of here before you get into trouble.” He said with a laugh.

     “You’re not taking your shirt back are you? You promised me Friday night I could wear it this week,” asked Tab with a pouty look on his face.

     Laughing Conner said, “I just need something to wear dropping Jared off. I’ll let you have it when I get back,”

     “Promises, promises,” Tab said with a smirk.

     “Oh I’ll give it to you alright when I get back,” Conner laughed.

     “I’ll be waiting,” Tab grinned as he flopped back on his bed with his legs spread.

     No sooner than Conner and I turned to leave the room, I heard Tab jump off the bed and run up behind me. He threw him arms around me and leaned into my ear, “Promise to come and stay for the entire time next weekend?” Tab whispered. He almost sounded as if he was pleading for me to spend the weekend.

     I whispered back, “I’ll do my best, but it’s up to my mom.”

     We all four headed downstairs, so Conner could take me home. Almost as soon as we got to the bottom of the stairs we ran into Paul.

     “Well sport, it was a pleasure meeting you. Remember you are welcome anytime, and I’m sure the boys will make sure you are here often. Conner is going to talk to your parents about the Final Four Tournament and coming out here on weekends to visit. I’ll give them a call later this evening to confirm the offer with them,” Paul said shaking my hand, before pulling me into a hug. As he let go of me he smiled warmly at me.

     “Thank you for letting me visit and everything you’ve done for me this weekend. I don’t know how to ever thank you,” I said to Paul returning his smile.

     “The only thing I want you to do is enjoy yourself Jared,” he said ruffling my hair.

     “Come on Hoover, let’s get you home,” Conner said pulling his car keys out of a large bowl on an antique table by the front door.

     Scotty and Tab came over and each gave me a big hug. I hated to leave, but I knew my parents were expecting me soon. I thanked them once again for everything before following Conner out to his Explorer. They came out to wave at me as I rode off with Conner to head home.

     I sat there watching to scenery pass us by for what seemed like the longest time, before Conner finally spoke up and began to talk to me. I think he knew I was going to miss them all after just beginning to get know them all. He urged me to email or call any of them any time if I needed to talk; in fact he thought it would be a good idea if I started emailing Rowland. He thought Rowland would be a big help to me.

     As Conner drove me home, we talked about the bros and about improving my lax skills. I was still surprised everyone thought I had that much potential. He said I just couldn’t see how much I improved since I started early in the spring and how quickly I picked up stuff this weekend.

      Before long Conner finally turned on my street and we were back at my house. My wonderful weekend was finally over and I felt a little lost now. I was going to be separated from all the good feelings I had the whole weekend. It wasn’t like my parents hated me or anything; they just didn’t seem to have time for me. I know it wasn’t true, but sometimes I just felt like the only reason they had me was it was something expected of them.

     Conner pulled in behind my mom’s car which she had yet to put in the garage. He turned off the Explorer and we sat there for a while staring at my house. As we sat there every now and then I would sigh deeply. Occasionally we would look at one another before turning back to looking at the house.

     Finally Conner spoke, “I know it seems hard Jared, but you’ll get through this. I’ve been where you are now before. Believe it or not I was once in the same place where you are now,” he said reaching over putting his hand on mine. “Rowland helped me in more ways than you can imagine, that’s why I suggested you stay in contact with him. I guarantee he will get you through these first difficult steps. Trust me, we all will be there for you. We are your brothers now, and brothers help one another,” he said gently to me. I sensed he wanted to hug me, but knew it might not be the right thing at this point considering where we were.

     “Thanks Conner, I’ll email Rowland,” I said trusting in Conner’s judgment.

     We climbed out and unloaded my bags. I took a deep breath before heading in the back door. Conner followed carrying the other bag.

     Mom was busy getting things ready to prepare dinner. She turned around and smiled at me. She seemed pleased Conner was there with me.

     “Hello sweetie, have fun?”

     “Yeah I had a great time and got to meet some cool guys.”

     “Hello Conner, I hope Jared wasn’t too much trouble,” she said with a smile.

     “No he wasn’t, in fact my father was extremely glad to meet him and is looking forward to spending more time with him.”

     My mom looked a bit shocked at that statement. “Really?”

     “Yes, in fact one of my father’s friends who were there this weekend is a lacrosse coach and was impressed with Jared’s raw abilities. He and my father discussed the idea of Jared working out with us during the summer to continue his development. There was even mention of him being able to possibly secure a scholarship at dad’s alma mater if he continues. I know my father would be more than happy to put a good word in for him if he keeps his grades up and continues to improve in lacrosse,” Conner said with a smile.

     I honestly for a minute thought mom was going to grab my bags and carry them back out to Conner’s car and send me back home with him. She was on cloud nine at the thought I might attend an Ivy League school. I looked over at Conner not believing what he was saying to her. He just winked at me and nodded that he was indeed telling her the truth. Now it was my turn to be shocked.

     “Now I realize he can’t spend the entire weekend all the time at our home, but father would like him to spend as much time as possible at our place and to have him train with us and a few friends over the summer if that isn’t an imposition on you.”

     “Honestly I don’t think that will be a problem as long as you’re sure about this,” she said a little skeptical of the whole idea.

     “My father will give you a call later this evening and talk to you about it. He also mentioned inviting Jared along with some of our friends to the Final Four Lacrosse Tournament which is in Baltimore at the beginning of June, but you can discuss that with him when he calls,” he said with a smile.

     I was surprised how much the mention of Conner’s dad was like a magic word to my mom. It was almost like anything Conner said with his dad’s name she was willing to agree to. The two of them talked together a bit more before Conner finally said he needed to get back home. She thanked him for inviting me to his home and looked forward to seeing him more often at our place. And she looked forward to speaking with his father later this evening.

     I walked Conner back out to his car and thanked him again before he drove off. As I watched him drive down the street and finally out of sight, I realized when I was first invited to visit Tab and Conner’s home I had hoped I would end up being friends with them, but instead I ended up becoming something even better. I became brothers with them; I couldn’t wait to see what the future held for me and my new brothers. 

End of Chapter Two

Brotherhood
Chapter 3 


“We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.”

--T.S. Eliot

 
“Explorations”


     I couldn’t wait to get to my room after dinner was over. I cleared the table and put the dishes in the dish washer in record time. I impressed mom with the speed I had everything cleaned up.

     Dinner had been interesting to say the least. Every time Conner’s name got mentioned during dinner by my parents I popped a boner. Thank god I was sitting down or I would have gotten the third degree from my mother about what had actually happened over the weekend. She was the type of person, who could have made Darth Vader cry like a three-year old. In the end I would have had confessed to anything from drowning lil’ puppies to having killed and buried space aliens in the backyard. My mother was scary like that when she wanted.

     Once safely in my room I could relax finally. My parents rarely bothered me once I was in there after dinner. Since I got good grades, I was generally left alone as long as I didn’t have my TV or stereo too loud. I stripped off the tee-shirt and lax shorts Tab had loaned me earlier, but I kept on his Valentine’s boxers. 
     I grabbed my copy of LORD OF THE FLIES which we were reading in school, before lying down on my bed to read. It was strange when we started reading it how quickly I started to enjoy the story. I had gone so far as to watch both versions of the movie. I thought the 1963 version stayed more faithful to the book, while the 1990 version the boys were hotter, though I had to admit some of the boys in the 1963 version were hot. I would have preferred going down on the 1963 Ralph, rather than the 1990 Ralph though, I loved James Aubrey's hair and hot bod.

     As I read about Jack and his group sneaking down on Ralph, Piggy, and SamnEric on the beach I kinda wished Jack and Ralph had just ended up having sex and I think it would have solved all their problems. I boned up as I thought about 1963 Ralph being fucked by 1990 Jack. As I lay there in the bed thinking about that I started playing with myself. 

     As I lay there in bed thinking about the hot scene working up to blowing my load I heard a ping from my laptop. Someone was trying to IM me, and I was wondering who in the world it was. I really only talked to a couple of people online. I got up and shuffled over to my desk still stroking myself. As I sat down I saw Tab had IMed me, my lil’ guy got even harder if that was possible just seeing his name on the screen. I reached down and hit the accept button. I was breathing hard thinking about hot he looked naked on the couch with me. 
     
TLAXEN: hey you are on =)
JNSEN: hey s’up?
TLAXEN: almost 4 ½ =D
      
     Oh shit, I thought to myself as my lil’ guy throbbed and oozed some more pre-cum out. I could still picture Tab naked as he stood next to me as I lay on the couch earlier that morning, his uncut dick bounced in front of me as he stretched. I almost felt like the Millennium Falcon being drawn into the Death Star, as I tried to resist taking him into my mouth. Only to discover later that day he would have loved me to blow him.

JNSEN: =)

     I responded not knowing what else to say. I didn’t know if he wanted to cyber or was just being funny. My heart was racing and my dick was pumping out pre-cum like a leaky faucet. I was regretting not trying something with him after all the talks I had with him, Conner and Rowland. I suspected it would happen sometime in the future, but was wondering what Monday would bring at school and practice.

TLAXEN: I’m really glad you came over this weekend =)
JNSEN: me too =)

     God I sounded so stupid. Here I was IMing and I was still getting tongue tied not knowing what to say to Tab. I still couldn’t think why they all seemed to like me. I mean I knew why I liked them after all they were just so cool and had bodies to die for. Being away from all the guys just seemed to make me feel like my ol’ self. I enjoyed the feeling of being part of their group. Their sense of loving brotherhood made me seem complete and part of something bigger. 

JNSEN: thanks again for having me over =D
TLAXEN: no problem I’ve been wanting to have you come for a while =P
TLAXEN: you’re coming to the end of season sleepover Friday nite right? you can spend the whole weekend again =D please say yes! I really want you here =D
JNSEN: party? I’d love to too, but not sure about the ‘rents. they might say no. they can be funny like that =(
TLAXEN:  no prob bro I’ll have dad call and talk to your mom. dad’s a great negotiator =D
JNSEN: :blush:

     I couldn’t believe Tab wanted me to stay all weekend with him again. Fuck, I was so hard thinking about being naked with him. Then it dawned on me there would be other guys from the team with me there. I didn’t think they would be happy to know I was gay. I trusted Tab not to tell anyone else at school, but how was I gonna keep from popping boners all night. I hesitantly asked him about the other boys on Friday night, fearing what he would say. It terrified me what would happen if anyone found out I was gay. I suspected no one would believe it of Tab, but I was a totally different matter. I never dated any girls, and generally hung around with just guys who were not all that athletic except skateboarding.  

JNSEN: what about the other guys? I don’t want them to know about me being gay

     I messaged to Tab for the first time since talking to Rowland, referring to myself as gay. It still seemed to be kinda hard admitting what I really was, even though I knew Tab was gay too or at least bi. 

TLAXEN: bro! do you think I would do that to you?
JNSEN: no, but you saw me popping boners all weekend with you guys around. I’m afraid I’ll do that again. :blush:
TLAXEN: LOL you think you’re the only one? Shit I spend half my life like that…LOL besides trust me a bunch of the other str8 guys on the team pop some big ones…LOL
JNSEN: really? like who?

     Shit, did I just ask that question to Tab? My lil’ guy throbbed oozing more pre-cum waiting to see what Tab might answer.

TLAXEN: buddy doyle is about 6 in and goes commando all the time =P if he weren’t doing beth murray I’d be all over that =D jake english isn’t as long but is nice and thick. He’s str8 but we j/o a few times to some str8 porn I keep handy just in case…hehe
JNSEN: damn!!! =P
TLAXEN: trust me bro I won’t stir you wrong you’ll have a lot of fun =D I’ll have dad tell your mom it’ll be for the weekend =D you’ll like hangn with the team they’re cool guys =P 

     Wow, it seemed really cool that Tab wanted me to hang with all the popular guys from school! I thought to myself. I almost spooged myself, thinking about maybe getting the chance to see a few of those guys boned up over the weekend at Tab’s house. Damn, it would be so hot to have a circle jerk with all of them. I seriously doubted that would actually happen, but it was fun to think about. My heart was pounding a mile a minute, as my brain filled with all sorts of my previous beat off fantasies of the hot guys on my lax team. I typed.

JNSEN: you’re sure it’s cool? 
TLAXEN: yeppers besides dad is looking forward to seeing more of you he really likes you =D we’re gonna have so much fun =P

     Oh man, I thought, hanging with all the cool kids. If all went well things would really open up for me at school. I’d have a whole new circle of friends. I smiled at the thought of the ‘rents actually liking my friends. I wondered Tad what was planning for the weekend. It was an exciting prospect, but it terrified me at the same time the thought of being around all these guys outside the team in a social situation. 

JNSEN: what are we gonna do?
TLAXEN: cookout, xbox, maybe toss the nut, swim whatever the team wants to do, movies and we’ll all sleep in the basement. You have a sleeping bag? If not I’ve got one you can borrow. just typical sleepover stuff =)
JNSEN: cool I’ve got one when I was in scouts for a year or so =)
TLAXEN: sweet…we’ll do scary movies and shit =D
JNSEN: awesome I love being scared =D 
TLAXEN: hehehe…I’ll keep that in mind =P
TLAXEN: oh rowland said to remind you to email anytime you wanted to chat. he likes you a lot so do the others dano can’t wait to see you again says its bout time he has someone else supporting uva…LOL =D 
JNSEN: LOL =)
TLAXN: well bedtime bro cya at skool tomorrow =D
JNSEN: k cya tomorrow =D 

     I was glad I had gotten an opportunity to chat Tab, before bedtime. It made the weekend actually feel more real. I had sorta come out of the closet and made some good friends who didn’t care about me being gay. Granted I wasn’t about to let everyone around me know, but it was a start. Plus a few of my new friends were gay as well. I never imagined there were people like Rowland, Auggie, Jerry, Chad and Dano in the world. They were so unlike anything I had pictured as being gay in real-life. I mean I knew from online porn I’d come across there were studs like them out there, but I never thought I’d meet some in real-life and certainly not here.

     My Dad knocked on my door telling me it was bedtime. He seemed to think I needed to get some extra rest since I had a busy weekend. He gave me a strange look before leaving. It was one of those looks as if he was trying to figure something out about me. I didn’t think I had really changed that much, but it almost seemed like he could sense something.

     Once he left I finished getting ready for bed. Talking with Tab had seemed to make me hornier than usual, but I think it was because I now had a real image of a naked hard Tab instead of my fantasy image. I climbed into to bed and turned out my bedside lamp. Opening the bottom drawer of my night stand I pulled out an old pair of boxers I used as a cum rag.

     I used to use Kleenex before mom complained I was going through too much for someone who didn’t have allergies and was almost never sick. Dad just grinned at me during that dinner, as mom tried to get me to tell her were it was all going. I thought I gonna die of embarrassment. What a thing to put a twelve-year old through. 

     A couple of days later dad came into my room with a pair of my old boxers mom had thrown away. He told me he thought these would be better than the Kleenex. I just wanted crawl under a rock and hide. He then told me he would show me how to do laundry should I need to wash a piece of clothing I forgot to put downstairs for my mom to wash. I know I was beet red by the time he finished. In the end I was grateful, but it took me weeks before I could look him in the eye. 

     Anyway I grabbed the boxers and some of my favorite hand lotion, Udder-wise, to take care of my lil’ guy. I slid my boxers off and dropping them to the floor before reaching down to a take a hold of lil’ Jared to give him a good workout. He needed regular stress relief at least a couple of times a day. I had only gotten off once the entire weekend, and that was when Conner and Tab had worked me up so much I almost jizzed my shorts. I couldn't believe how much all these hot guys had gotten me so worked up. 

     I closed my eyes and pictured Tab standing over me with his bouncing cock. I started sucking on first one finger, and then a second finger trying to imagine it was Tab. Oh shit, I was so turned on as I beat lil’ Jared for everything I was worth. Soon the naked picture of Conner as he stood in bedroom joined the image of Tab in my mind. Shit, I so wanted to taste his cock now. As I pushed myself to the brink of spooging, I suddenly thought how hot it would be if Tab and Conner kissed each other as I sucked them off. The thought of Tab and Conner kissing, as they felt all over each other caused me cover myself in my boy batter. I was so glad my bedroom was at the other end of the hallway from my parents’ bedroom. I had barely managed to keep from yelling out as I plastered myself with jizz. 

     I lay on my bed panting hard with the biggest grin on my face. I could feel jizz dripping from the bottom of my chin, so I scooped some up with my fingers imagining they were Tab or Conner’s cocks. I looked at them coated for a minute, before opening my mouth and sticking my tongue out to taste my cum for the very first time. I tasted mostly sweet but there was a hint of salt. Before I knew it I was scooping my entire homemade yogurt that covered me into my mouth and slurping it down. Disappointment filled me when I discovered I had eaten all of my jism, I wanted more. It was like I couldn’t get enough of it, and shit I was hard again thinking of eating more of my cum. I wondered what Tab, Conner and Scotty’s loads tasted like. I wondered if I were blindfolded if I could tell whose load I was swallowing if they just jacked off in my open mouth.

     What the hell was coming over me? I was suddenly becoming sex crazed thinking about the three of them. I started working my hard cock all over again wishing I could see Scotty naked again. Fuck he looked so hot when he came out of the shower with Tab. Shit I thought, I bet if I hadn’t had to go home when I did I bet I could have gotten to do something hot with him. 

     From how big his dick looked when plumped up from doing whatever had 
gone on with Tab, he looked like he was packing a big stick in his shorts. He was uncut and had a fat mushroom head that almost looked like those portabella mushrooms my mom liked to sauté to go with steaks. 

     Suddenly I had the strangest thought in my life. I had seen a couple of porn vids with a young guy sucking himself off. I didn’t think too much about it before other than how weird that was to watch. I wanted to try it now for myself. The thought of feeling a cock in my mouth and drinking cum straight from the tap had me so hard.

     I moved my pillow more to the center of the bed, so when I flipped my legs over me they wouldn’t hit the wall and disturb my parents. That would have been the absolutely worst thing in the world being caught sucking my own dick by my parents.

     I got in place on the bed, then carefully flipped my legs over my chest and the next thing I knew there was my dick over my mouth and face. I used one arm to help push my butt closer to my face, while I tried to raise my head slightly. Slowly my dripping dick moved closer and closer to my straining mouth. I stuck my tongue out flicking it like crazy as I tried to get my first taste of myself. I was so close to doing it when my tongue flicked across my pee hole. 

     Oh shit! I almost came right then as I tasted myself that first time. Something happened in my body suddenly and the head slipped just inside my mouth. It was almost like my body sensed what I was trying to do and said oh you want to do that, let me help you. My dick starting pumping pre-cum out like crazy as I tried to suck and lick the head of my cock. I couldn’t get enough of myself in my mouth. I grabbed a hold of both my legs and pulled myself further into my mouth as I managed to get a little more of my cock into my mouth. Fuck, this was so hot as I tried to bounce more of myself in my mouth. I couldn’t get enough cock.

     It just made me so horny, as I blew myself. I started thinking about doing this to Scotty while Conner and Tab watched me. Next thing I knew I was getting ready to blow another load all over me. I opened my mouth wide and just started jerking it over my open mouth. As I felt my jizz start to move up my cock I stuck my tongue out. I came almost as hard as I did when Tab and Conner had me so worked up. I managed to get most of my load in my mouth, but did miss a once or twice in my excitement. I swallowed my first load directly from a dick. Damn, it fucking tasted so good. I wanted to suck someone else’s cock now.  

     Wow! I’d never done that before, spooge my boy-batter twice in a row all over myself. I once again scooped up all the jizz on me and ate it. Exhausted, but happy. I checked to make sure my alarm was set and turned over drifting off to sleep dreaming of Tab, Conner and Scotty. I wondered what Monday would bring at school with Tab. Only time could tell.  

     Monday at school almost seemed anti-climactic after all the events of the weekend. Tab made sure I hung out with him and his friends all day. At first it felt strange being around all the popular kids, but they treated me as if I had always been part of the group. By the time the school day was over I felt accepted as one of the group.  

     It felt like the best day ever as I walked with Tab over to the team’s clubhouse together instead of me going home and changing and having mom drop me off. We changed together in the locker room for lax practice. Regardless that I had spent nearly the entire day nearly naked with Tab, I was still a little embarrassed to change in front of him. I was afraid I would pop a boner, but he managed to pop one first, which then caused me to pop one. I knew I’d die of embarrassment in this public place if anyone saw me like this.

     Tab just played it off and in the end somehow made me feel a bit more comfortable about the entire incident. I swear, he would be an awesome used car salesman if he wanted to when he grew up. He managed to convince me it was completely natural being hard like we were in the locker room as we put our cups over our boners. The rest of the practice just knowing Tab was hard under his cup made me hard. Well, having Conner and Scotty there too didn’t help matters either, but surprisingly once into practice I completely forgot about it. 

     I guess playing lax with Tab and the others nearly naked all weekend helped. Even the coach was impressed with me and praised me a couple of times telling me it looked like I had really learned how to handle my stick and I should help some of my teammates learn to work their sticks like I worked mine. I barely managed to toss the ball over to Jarvis Riley for a hat trick, because Scotty gave me a big goofy grin after coach made the stick comment.

     Jeez, I wasn’t sure I was going to survive hanging out with these guys through the summer. I was going to end up being a walking hard-on. But on the plus side though, it would be a lot of fun being naked around Tab, Conner and Scotty all the time. Shit, I thought to myself did I really just think that? Fuck, Conner might just win that bet after all and I didn’t think I’d be able to take something like Dano’s dick up my ass if he decided claim that as a prize for our bet.

     The rest of practice went pretty smooth. Conner and Tab waited around with me until my mom showed up to pick me up. Scotty had a part-time job at his dad's hobby shop, so he couldn't wait around very long after practice. We laid there shirtless and barefoot in the grass next to the parking lot talking about all the upcoming fun planned for the weekend. After chatting a bit Tab pulled out an envelope and handed it to me.

     “Here bro, give this to your mom. It's from my dad inviting you to stay with us when we go to the NCAA lax championship at the end of May,” he said with a grin. “Dad gets a suite of rooms plus seats for all the Pack, since you're going to be one of us then you HAVE to be there. It will be so wicked,” Tab said excitedly pulling me against his still sweaty chest. Before I realized it he was playing with my nipples and boning me up big time against my cup. then Tab licked up my sweaty neck nibbling briefly on my ear causing me to moan.

     “Just a lil' encouragement for you to join us at the championship,” Tab whispered in my ear before pulling back. I looked at him almost crazed with lust, as he looked back at me with a smirk. Damn, he knew how to push my buttons, I wanted him right then. I was about to move in to kiss him when the sound of a car horn surprised me. I looked up and saw it was my mom. 

     “FUCK!” I exclaimed as she drove up and stopped in front of us. 
     Tab giggled, “Not now, but soon sexy,” he said looking up as I stood up to greet my mom. I gave him a shocked expression, before turning to greet my mom.

     “Hey mom!” I said leaning in the window and handing her the envelope Tab had just given me. As I leaned in I felt his hand slide up the leg of my shorts and rub under my ball sack. He pushed up my cup sliding in a couple fingers and played with my balls, before pulling out of my shorts and standing up. Tab stood next to me smiling at my mom as his hand rubbed my ass. I shivered as I felt his hand move up to the small of my back before sliding under the waistband and running a finger in my ass crack.

     “Hey Mrs. Steneman, I'm Tab Sawin,” Tab said leaning further into the car window next to me to shake her hand, meanwhile his other hand continued to play with my ass. “It's so lovely to actually get to meet you at last. Jared has told me so many wonderful things about you,” he said smiling obviously trying to butter mom up. 

     “You're too sweet Tab,” She said beaming shaking his outstretched hand. “I spoke with your father earlier today, I take it these are the papers about the weekend at the end of the month.”  

     “Yes ma'am, We are really looking forward to having Jared join us this year for the tournament,” Tad continued with a smile as his finger found my hole and started to tease me. 

     I couldn't believe it, molested by one of the most popular boys in school right in front of my mother. I was getting so close to blowing my load right there when I felt Conner's arms wrap around me and his lil' brother's shoulders. I started to say a silent prayer in thanks for the rescue from Tab's playing with my body when his finger withdrew. 

     Fortunately or unfortunately depending on who you asked, I felt Conner beginning to hump his cup encased groin against my ass. I was fighting to keep from moaning in front of my mom. I barely managed not to gasp when Conner's hand slide off my shoulders and down my back and into my shorts and to my hole where he teased it as he talked to my mom.   
  
     “Hi Mrs. Steneman, it good to see you again. Dad said to thank you for letting Jared spend last weekend and this coming one with us. He's looking forward to seeing him again and seeing him toss the nut with the rest of his and Tab's lax team,” Conner said grinning as he pushed against but not into my hole. 

     “Don't worry about dropping him off, since Tab and I need to pick up a few things before the rest of the guys get there, he can just ride with Tab when I pick him up after school, if that is okay with you? That way you don't have to worry about anything,” Conner said giving her one of his world-famous smiles.

     I almost swore my mom seemed to blush for a moment as she looked at him. “Thank you, this so kind of you. I'll have to invite you and your father over to thank you properly for all the kind things you've done for him. It's nice to see Jared has such wonderful, caring friends as the both of you,” she said reaching over to pat my face.

     I thought to myself I wonder what she would think of them if she knew they were doing to me at the moment in front of her. Tab had slid his finger next to Conner's as the two continued to tease me. I was so close to blowing my load at that moment when they both pulled out of my shorts.

     “Let's get your equipment in order and send you home. I'm sure you have some hard work to take care when you get home bro,” grinned Conner as he and Tab turned around and grabbed my stuff and put it in the back of mom's station wagon.

     I got in the car hoping my cup wasn't sticking out too much from my hard-on. My heart was racing a mile a minute from everything Conner and Tab had done to me in that brief time. What would they do to me when they actually got me alone with them. I was really leaking big-time.

     “We'll see you tomorrow Jared,” Conner said with a wave as mom pulled away. 

     “Those are good boys you've made as friends, Jared. I'm very proud of you, I hope to see more of them at the house this summer,” she said giving me a warm smile. I also sensed an under current of don't fuck this up for her. I wasn't about to though, they had already helped me so much in such a short time and certainly looked like were planning to even more. These bros had seen the real me and accepted me. How could I not be friends with them.

     “Yes mom, I'm sure you'll see a lot of them over the summer. We're good bros now,” I said with a smile. “Thanks mom, I'm glad you like them too.” 
   
     The rest of the drive home my mom talked about the upcoming weekend team party at Tab's. I almost felt as if she was as excited as I was for the coming weekend, but for totally different reasons. It was good to see mom happy, I could tell she seemed to really like Conner. I only hoped she liked the others just as well. 
 
     Once home I carried my stuff in and stripped off my clothes and put them into the washer and started the load, before getting ready for my shower. I grabbed a clean pair of cargo shorts and put them on without any underwear quickly before I got caught by my mom. I still had half a stalk from Tab and Conner’s earlier playing with my body, and certainly didn't want to be caught in that place by mom. I would have died of embarrassment if she had ever caught me boned up. It had been bad enough over the Kleenex incident when I was twelve, I certainly didn't want her to see how big her little boy was now. 
 
     I let mom know my lax clothes were in the laundry and I was going to take a shower before dinner. She told me dinner was in about an hour and that she would put my stuff in the dryer while I was in the shower. I gave her a kiss and thanked her before heading up to clean up. 

     Once upstairs in my room I peeled off my shorts looking at myself in the mirror. What was it that Tab, Conner and the others liked about my body? Tab and I were both about the same height though he was slightly taller, but he was 115 pounds to my 100 pounds. As I looked at my naked body in the mirror, I now realized that since March when I'd started playing lax on the Wildcat community team I was more toned and started look more muscular than I had before. The tan I had started to get from playing outside was beginning to take on a golden glow. My light brown wavy long hair was beginning to take on reddish golden highlights from all my time in the sun. 

     Wow, I'd not really looked at myself in a long time like this. Sure I was no Harry Styles, but I wasn't any Quasimodo either from the Hunchback. Yet, I hadn't really noticed before these changes that started to come over me. My stomach was now flatter and more toned than I remembered as I ran my hands up and down it. My tiny nipples now always seemed hard and stuck out. 

     I couldn't help but rub my own hands over them imagining it was Tab doing it. I boned up as I thought of Tab touching me. I couldn't help but start to play with myself. I stared at myself in the mirror as I slowly stroked my uncut four inches. Did Conner and Tab really think I looked sexy? It seemed like they did, but I really couldn't see it. I loved the feel of touching myself as I imaged one or both of the Sawin brothers doing sexy stuff with me. Strangely more than anything else I just wanted to kiss Tab or Conner, hell, either one or both would be awesome. 
 
     I was seriously tempted to stroke one out right there in front of the mirror, but decided it wasn't such a good idea if mom happened to walk in as I was exercising lil' Jared. Instead I would take a quick shower and do it in there, I knew I wouldn't last very long. I turned on my stereo popping in Depeche Mode's 101 and set it for repeat, before heading into my bathroom. I left the bathroom door open, so I could hear the music while I did my business with lil' Jared. I was almost tempted to put one of my wireless speakers in the bathroom, but thought better of it. I generally only did that over the summer though when no one else was around and I could blast the music.

     I opened the shower door and turned on the water to let it warm up. Meanwhile I looked in the mirror checking to see if I was any closer to start shaving, but it didn't look like it yet. The same was true for growing pit hair, which in a way made me still feel like a lil' boy. At least I was growing some pubes, not many grant you though but at least I had some. And thank goodness I could jizz, if I hadn't been able to I would be too embarrassed to hangout with Tab and the rest of the bros I'd met. I mean what did someone who couldn't spooge have to offer them?

     I climbed in my shower grabbing my body-wash, beginning to wash off the dirt and sweat from practice. While I was standing facing the shower head I realized my dad had actually finally switched my old shower head out for a massaging shower wand. He had mentioned it would be good to use after a hard practice. I played with the controls and discovered a setting that felt like lil' fingers working over my body. 

     “Should I do it?” I asked myself. Before reaching up and pulling the wand out of the center of the shower head. The pulses of water on my head and neck made my skin tingle. I started to bone back up thinking about how it would feel on the rest of my body, or rather one particular part. I aimed the wand at my chest and moaned as the pulsing water teased my nipples as it ran down my chest and stomach. I leaned back against the wall and began to let the water massage my body, as I continued to get harder. 

     I couldn't help it and started fapping like crazy. I started letting the water beat against my balls as I stroked my four inches like I hadn't done it in weeks instead of just this morning before school. Each time my hood pulled down under my gland the water pelleted the sensitive underside making me moan even more. Without thinking I shifted the wand under my balls as my hole started quiver as the water shot up from underneath to tease it.  

     “OH FUCK!” I gasped slumping against the shower wall sliding down on to my knees as I leaned against the wall. I imagined this would be how Tab would feel if he was touching me like this. I knew I wasn't going to last long as I beat lil' Jared hard and fast trying to jizz before dinner.

     “SHIT! OH FUCK!!” I cried out as I began to fire my load against the shower door. I was panting hard as I looked up to see my jizz sliding down the glass door of my shower. Fuck, I thought as I stared at it dripping down the door. I realized I had just shot over three feet away. I had never in my life shot that far or even imagined it possible to do so.

     I started to stand back up to put the shower wand back in place, when I realized there was a dark shadow in the doorway of my bathroom. Without even thinking about it I started to wipe the steam covered glass door to see who it was. I prayed it wasn't my mom, but feared it was her catching me being a boy. 

     It wasn't my mom, it was my dad! How long had he been he been standing there? Had he seen it all? What was he thinking? All I could think about was being happy I hadn't called out Tab, Conner or Scotty's names as I shot my load.

     God, I prayed he didn't see my cock, I hoped it was too steamy to notice it. This was only slightly better than being caught by mom playing with my one-eyed worm. Sure all guys have the same junk, but having your dad see you beating your meat, well it's just wrong. That's all there is to it, it's just wrong. They don't want to know you're doing it and you definitely know you don't want them to know you're doing it. But I knew we had just truly and officially crossed the don't ask and don't tell line. Sure he had helped me with the Kleenex bit, but it was out of sight, out of mind. That was now no longer the case, here I was in all my naked glory with my four inches still hard standing next to my spooge, which was dripping down the shower door.  

     We looked at each other across the bathroom. My father had just seen me beat off in my shower and plaster my boy batter all over the shower door. My heart was racing a mile a minute, terrified oh what he was going to say. I was pretty sure similar thoughts were going through his mind if his face was anything to tell by.

     Dad cleared his throat a couple of times before managing to finally say, “Dinner is about ready Jared.”

     “Thanks dad. I'll be right down,” I said with my voice shaking.

     “You might want to make sure the door is clean too before you come downstairs. You know how your mother likes everything nice in clean bud,” He said with a shake of his head and a slight smirk, before turning and leaving.

     I quickly grabbed the wand and sprayed down the door. Once finished I hurriedly dried off and threw on a pair of shorts and a tee-shirt getting downstairs just as mom was putting the last of the food on the table.

     I sat down to dinner trying to avoid looking at my dad. The last thing I needed at this point was to look at him with both of us knowing what had happened in my bathroom. I could tell it had also distressed him as much as it had me. After several attempts in trying to start a conversation he finally settled on my upcoming game tomorrow as a topic. We talked a bit about it before mom told me she had put my uniform in the dryer and it would be ready after dinner.  

     “Honey I washed out your cup and left it on top of the dryer. You really need to make sure you clean it more often, Sweety. It had a had a clear sticky residue on the inside, if you aren't careful you might get some nasty fungus or something,” she said between bites of her pasta.

     I was ready to crawl under a rock now, could this get any worse I thought as I buried face in the my dinner and tried not to look up.

     “Yes ma'am, I'll do better at cleaning it I promise,” I muttered. Hell ya, I was going to do better in the future. The effin' cup was going straight to my room as soon as I pulled it out in the future.

     I glanced up at my dad only to start blushing as soon as he smirked at me. Damn, he knew exactly what the sticky clear stuff in my cup was. Shit I really must have leaked bad if it leaked through the fabric to the cup underneath. 

     “Honey, I wouldn't worry about it too much. I’m sure he has things well in hand,” he said with a grin.

     Oh god, dad was making jokes about it. I could feel the heat rising in my face as I blushed harder. Just fuckin' shoot me it would be more merciful, than what he did.

     “Jared, honey? Are you feeling alright?” Mom asked leaning over to feel my forehead.
 
     “Yeah mom, I'm fine,” I said trying to get her leave me alone.

     “Char, I'm sure he's fine sweetie. He just needs to get a hold of himself to get in the right mindset to prepare for the game tomorrow. He has a hard time ahead of him tomorrow, after all the team they are playing really knows how to toss a nut,” dad said with a grin at me.

     My life was officially over now. My own father was making hard-on jokes at the dinner table to me and my mom was clueless. And even worse was it was almost like he knew I had been beating off over the guys from my lax team. I couldn't tell if he was upset or what? This was getting way too Twilight Zone for me. I tried to keep a low profile for the rest of dinner and helped clean everything from dinner up before heading to my room to do my homework before bed. Just as I got ready to head upstairs mom reminded me to get my lax stuff out of the dryer and have everything ready for morning. I gave her a kiss and thanked her before finally heading upstairs for the night. 

     I was never so glad as when I shut my bedroom door and sit down to do my homework. I took off my shirt tossing it over with some other clothes I planned to wear to school tomorrow. I knocked out my math pretty quickly, as well as my paper for literature on LORD OF THE FLIES. I was using Prezi for my end of the year project on Peter the Great's Russia, which was due this Friday, when my instant messenger went off.

     I gulped before opening it to see who it was. I didn't recognize the name at first until I saw the message.

CZECHD: Hey Bro =) Taking break from econ. I thought I would say ahoj. Which is hi, in Czech. I had a lot of fun hanging out with you this weekend. I am looking forward to getting an opportunity to getting to know better this summer. I certainly liked what I saw of you. 

     Suddenly I was rock hard! It was Dano the hot Czech from UVA. I was so giddy with excitement, I felt like a fan-girl meeting their idol. Dano looked like he had just walked out of one of my Abercrombie & Fitch catalogs. His perfect muscular 6' 180 pound build and plump uncut cock, flashed in my mind. I wished I had had enough guts to finish beating off in the shower with him Sunday morning.

JNSEN: hey Dano! how are things hangin? I had a lot of fun too this weekend =)
CZECHD: Nice Bro! Things aren't hanging now =P Sticking up now over my belly button. =) How is yours? I certainly liked yours =D
    
     Holy fuckin' hell! I couldn't believe Dano had just told me he was hard and that he had liked my hard-on. But from what he was saying he must be massive, but I suspected he was playing with me.

JNSEN: wow! I’m only 4, so you must be 12 or 14 inches then? =P  
 
     I figured I would have some fun with him, for saying he was that big. I remembered he was about 5 inches soft and figured he was maybe seven or so, but really thick. I mean what were the chances he would be hung like a porn star, besides I had read somewhere that most porn stars shaved their pubes to make them seem bigger than they actually were.
     The next thing I knew I was getting a web cam request from Dano. To be truthful I didn't think about not accepting it, after all he was my bro now. I figured since he was sending a request it was only fair to let him see me too, after all fair was fair. Dano was sitting there shirtless and with a huge grin on his face. 

CZECHD: There is my sexy little Bro! 
JNSEN: :blush: thanks for saying so, but I'm not as sexy as you are =)

     Jeez, did I just tell Dano I thought he was sexy? What a doofus I sounded like, what else stupid was I going to say? 

CZECHD: No, I think you are really sexy. I like little dudes like you. Here let me prove it to you =)
    
     I wasn't ready when I saw Dano push back from his deck. There he was in all his glory. He was sporting what looked like a seriously thick uncut eight and half inches. Good looks and a porn star dick some guys have all the luck. I know Dano saw me lick my lips as I stared at him, because he smiled at me before pointing it towards the screen.

CZECHD: So now you've seen mine, are you going to let me see yours again? =D

     I gulped as soon as I saw the words on the screen. What had I gotten myself into now. Dano seemed to be waiting patiently for me to whip lil' Jared out. I slowly pushed out from my desk. My heart was pounding as I watched Dano stroking his dick waiting for me to take off my shorts. I was shaking as I stood up facing him. Taking a deep breath I pushed my shorts down and stood there facing this muscular stud hoping he really did like my body. 

     My cock was sticking out at an angle as I stood there. It seemed to call to me and I couldn't resist as my hand was drawn to it like a moth to a flame. I moaned as my hand wrapped around my four inches and stroked it in time with Dano's strokes. After pulling on my lil' guy for a couple of minutes, I slowly sat back down in my chair pulling forward enough so he could still see my dick as I stroked it, but I could type on my keyboard with one hand.

JNSEN: I wish mine was big like yours =(

     I said typing with one hand as I continued to copy Dano's rhythm and style. I had never watched another person like this fapping before. It was almost like being in the same room, but I couldn't reach out and touch his dick. Occasionally he would play with his nipples with his other hand and I also began to copy those actions as well.

CZECHD: I love you just the way you are Bro! You're so smooth and beautiful like Donatello bronze of David. I wish I had gotten the chance to taste you before I left. I imagine you taste so sweet.
JNSEN: :blush: thanks Dano =) I bet you taste better than mine i'm really sweet =)
CZECHD: WOW Bro!! you like to eat your sperm like me too? I knew I liked you for a good reason =P We're going to have so much fun together next time we meet. I have so many things I would love to show and teach you.

     I couldn't believe I had just confessed I liked to eat my jizz. Yet, Dano didn't say ewww or anything like that. He said I was just like him, and smiled at me. I just felt so warm, tingly and horny as a result. I began to want to spend time with Dano, wondering what else we had in common and what type of stuff might he teach me.

JNSEN: really? What type of stuff? =)
CZECHD: LOL Bro! I don't want to spoil the surprise. It is something fun we will both enjoy a lot =D Do you always eat your seed after you climax?
JNSEN: no yesterday was the first time and I sucked myself off too :blush:
 
     What the hell was coming over me! I had just confessed to a relative stranger I blew myself last night. I must be going brain-dead to say something like that to this college guy. Yet for some reason I couldn't resist not telling him. It was like I was trying to make him proud of me and want to do stuff with me. This was so screwed up, here I was a virgin no less and trying to throw myself at my new bro like a crack 'ho from Baltimore. 

     What was coming over me? Everything Dano did on-screen I began instinctively copy. He played with his balls then I did, if he lapped the pre-cum dripping from his dick, so did I. Even when Dano began to play with his hole I followed along blindly without question. He smiled when I sucked on my fingers and scooted back so it was easier to reach my hole.

CZECHD: Yes Bro!!! Work your fingers in there. You know you like that don't you? 

     All I was able to do was nod in agreement as I started pumping two of my fingers in and out of my butt just Dano was doing. It hurt at first, but slowly it began to feel so much better especially as I copied this amazing college stud pulling my fingers out and sucking on them before pushing them back inside myself. Damn, I was getting hooked on the taste of my fingers as I pummeled myself. I didn't even remember when I did it, but I was soon using three fingers to fuck myself. I was going crazy trying to show Dano there wasn't anything I wouldn't do for him. 

CZECHD: Bro I am so close!! Climax with me!!!

     Fucking hell, seeing that on the screen made my balls start to tingle. Shit, I was going to blast again. Knowing Dano was getting off on me fingering and fapping myself was just way too hot not to spooge. I stopping jerking barely long enough to type.

JNSEN: cummingg

     I had just managed to wrap my hand back around my uncut four inches, before plastering my face and chest several times with as much cum as I had shot in the shower earlier. Dano didn't even get a chance to type anything before he shot all over his chest and chin. When I saw him begin to scoop up and eat his jizz I pulled my fingers out of my ass and started do the same thing with that hand. The taste combination of  my ass juices mixed with my boy juice made me go crazy. I couldn't get enough of it, and when I couldn't find anymore I whimpered a bit. 

CZECHD: Bro!!! You were magnificent!!! You were so hot!! I can't wait to see you in person again!!
JNSEN: :blush: really? I was OK then? this was the first time I’ve ever done anything like this before.
CZECHD: Really Bro? You are a natural =) Do you mind if I ask you something personal? =)
JNSEN: sure I guess? what did you want to know? 
CZECHD: Are you a virgin? Or has someone else had sex with you?

     My face, I know turned bright red from the heat that I could feel coming off it after being asked the question. Jeez what a loser I must seem for Dano to ask me that question. I couldn't look directly at him when I began to type my answer, I wanted to lie and say I wasn't a virgin, but there was no way I could lie to one of my bros. 

JNSEN: yes i'm a virgin, I really have never done very much either =( I just really learned how to beat off last year and started shooting stuff not too long afterward. =( sorry if I was so bad that it showed and turned you off =(

     I almost felt like crying as I finished typing my answer. How pathetic Dano must think of me now. I really liked him and ended up being a total idiot.

CZECHD: Jared Bro, you could never do anything to make me upset with you =) Well maybe if you really scrapped my dick when you were sucking me, but not even then...hehe =P I am sorry I just wanted to know if one of the Pack was going to be the lucky one to introduce you to sex. I wanted to make sure one of us were going to share that beautiful experience with you. I wanted to know your first time was going to be special, not just pound your sexy little body and leave you.
JNSEN: really? =) I thought maybe I was really bad and you didn't like me.

     Oh shit, I sounded like some Bieberette fan-girl, who was afraid she was going to get thrown out of the fan-club for not being good enough. Was there anything more pathetic than that?  Just shoot me please!

CZECHD: Bro! We're going to be friends for life! There is nothing I don't like about you except for one small thing =)
JNSEN: what is that?
     
     I typed wondering what was it that he didn't like about me. After all there was so many different thing I could think of to make him unhappy with me. I was far from perfect like he was.

CZECHD: You aren't here with me Bro! But maybe that is a good thing, because I wouldn't be doing my econ work but would be working on biology with you in my bed...hehe =P
    
     I know I was blushing like crazy at that. Oh man what was it about Dano that just made me want to give myself to him. He was so funny and handsome and fuck that smile of his just made me so fucking hard. I really wished now I had had the guts and just dropped to my knees in the shower Sunday morning and blew him.

CZECHD: Well sexy Bro I need to get back to work and finish studying for my exam. Thank you for the study break, we need to do it again soon. I bet it's close to bedtime for you too, since it is a school night. =) Good night sexy lover boy bro! @->-- =D
JNSEN: thanks bro!!! I really enjoyed it!!! talk to you soon!!!! thanks!!! =)

     Holy fuck! That whole chat and j/o session with Dano had been amazing. I felt like I had a big crush on Dano now. I knew I shouldn't, but there was something just so amazing about him. Sure his big Czechoslovakian man-sausage had a massive influence on me, but also his personality just seemed to draw me in. As much as I was starting to like him, I knew I had to find someone else to fuck me first. I knew Dano without meaning to would split me wide open and fuck me to death if he was my first person. I was still thinking a lot about what Rowland said about there being someone else who would be better suited to taking my cherry. 

     I wasn't sure who I wanted to take my cherry, Tab or Conner. I needed to think about that more, but before I saw Dano again later this month I wanted to lose my virginity. Maybe this weekend if I could get Tab alone I could ask him about either he or Conner doing it before the tournament at the end of the month. I still had a couple of weeks to think about it. 

     A knock on my door startled me out of my thoughts. Before it dawned me I was still naked I called out.

     “Yes?”

     My dad opened my door. “Hey bud time for bed, you have a big game tomorrow,” he said with a gentle smile. He stepped in the room and seemed to be sniffing something in the air, before turning to me with a smirk. I was blushing big time realizing I knew he was totally aware I was completely naked. Worse of all was I was boning back up fast knowing my dad knew I was naked under my desk. 

     Dad walked over to my desk bending down to give me a kiss on the forehead. “Night sport, get some rest,” he said mussing up my hair before turning and leaving.

     This was almost too weird for me to handle. My dad had to realize what was going on, but instead of being pissed seemed okay with it. It was true that he couldn't know I was gay, but there had to be enough clues for him to figure it out. I decided to try to play it cool if he asked me anything and hoped maybe he would just drop it. Tomorrow at school I would ask Tab the best way to handle dad.

     I closed down my laptop and turned my stereo down low, so my music wouldn't bother my parents. I liked falling asleep listening to my music. I checked my alarm and climbed into bed naked drifting off to sleep to thoughts of Tab, Conner, Scotty and Dano. My dreams seemed filled completely with exotic images of all the bros from the Pack.

     As usual my alarm went off at six o'clock and I got up and made sure all my school work was in my book bag, as well as making sure all my lax equipment and uniform was in my bag for this afternoon's game. I really hoped I managed to hold it together and use all the stuff I had learned recently from Tab, Conner and Scotty. 

     I took a quick shower and got dressed. Since I had been “adopted” by the cool lax kids now with Tab's help I decided to dress like they normally did on game day. I put on my favorite Adventure Time boxers, my UVA lax shorts, and a tight orange Under Armour shirt to go with the UVA shorts. My leather Abercrombie flip-flops and one of my hemp beaded necklaces finished off my outfit for school.
 
     Mom had made my favorite breakfast of poached eggs on English muffins with turkey bacon and grapefruit juice and some chilled melon. She wanted me ready for a busy day of school and the championship game of the community league's lax season. Dad asked me if I had finished my project for history which was due Friday. I told him it was basically done, but I was tweaking it so it popped a bit better. I wanted to finish the year out with an A plus and not just an A. I promised to let him see it tonight if he wanted and maybe he could give me a suggestion or two to help.

     I was glad both my parents were concerned with making sure I got good grades, unlike a few of my friends. Actually the more I thought about it the better I felt about being friends with Tab and the others. The Pack was concerned with everyone doing well in all things not just sports. They were definitely going to be a good influence on me. I hoped my parents would like the rest of them as much as they liked Conner. 

     School seemed to fly by now I was hanging out more and more with Tab. Tab told me Conner was going to pick us up and drive us to the game. I was surprised to hear their dad was going to be there as well. He was driving up from DC where he normally spent most of the week. Paul, as he preferred to be called, only came home of the weekends. There was a house keeper who lived on the property and would keep an eye on them during the week.  
 
     Tab and I were so psyched for the last game of the season. The Seagulls, just called the Gulls, were our arch-rivals. We played them several times during the season, and each time either our team or their team would barely squeak by with a single goal to win. We were anxious to make sure it was our team that won this time around to finish the season with a win.

     We changed, got our pep talk and headed out on to the field. My heart was beating a mile a minute. The coach decided I was going to play right attack and Tab was going to be center middie. I was extremely nervous knowing how important this game was for everyone. Tab told me just to think of it as if we were playing in his yard like the past weekend. He continually assured me I was going to do well. 

     The first quarter seemed to go fast with both our team and the Gulls managing to score three goals a piece. I worked at hoovering the nut and feeding it to the others so they could take shots on goal. For the third goal of the quarter all my work with doing the Baltimore Crab over the weekend paid off when I did one perfectly before feeding it to Giles Nicholas who pulled off the most incredible Backbreaker shot ever. For the first time during a game everyone crowded around me and Giles to hug and congratulate us. It was a heady feeling to finally be included like that by the team. 

     In the second quarter both our teams held off the other from scoring, so going into the half time both teams were tied three to three. The coach praised us, but told us we needed to keep up the same intensity as the first quarter. Third quarter though was a rough one for our team. The Gulls managed to score twice, while preventing several shots on goal by Buddy and Giles. I felt really bad when Tab got nailed for a foul and we were a man down for a minute.

     It was fun though when I heard Conner and Paul yelling from the sidelines calling me Hoover and congratulating me when I made a good play. A couple of times when I got a chance I saw them sitting next to my mom talking with her. She seemed pleased at the attention she was getting from them. It was really the first time I had really seen her seem to enjoy the game. I didn't pay too much attention to what they were doing, but I was happy everything seemed going well with them. 

     As the fourth quarter started we were down by two goals, and we just couldn't let the Gulls beat us. Two minutes in I was able to feed another ball this time to Tab, who pulled off an Around The World putting us within a shot of tying the score. We quickly pulled another score tying the game. There was fierce play for the next six minutes of the quarter. Both our teams fought like crazy trying to score, but to no avail. 

     Finally I hoovered a cookie up and tossed it to Giles hoping he could get a score, but unfortunately he was being double teamed. Giles somehow managed to goose it to me, and the next thing I knew it I doing a roll dodge around a defense man heading towards the crease when I saw an opening and fired. I watched in amazement as made a 5 hole right between the goalie's legs as the horn blew ending the quarter and the game. 

     Suddenly I couldn't believe how I got caught up in a massive hug by all the guys on the field. Everyone was cheering me and picking me up in a hug and spinning me around. Before I realized it the rest of the team had surged on the field joining everyone else. We were completely caught up in the excitement our victory brought us. We were busy clapping each other on the back, hugging one another and patting everyone's asses. The coach finally managed to get us all together to shake hands with the Gulls before everything finished up. He praised us for our success and hoped to see us again next year. Coach pulled me aside and told me to keep up my lax work over the summer and he wanted to make sure I came out again next year for the team. I was on cloud nine from everything.

     Afterward Tab and I with our arms wrapped around each others shoulders walked over to our parents only for the excitement and congratulations to start all over again. Mom gave me a big kiss and hug which kinda embarrassed me in front of Tab, Conner and Paul. Paul praised me for a fantastic game and told me he was glad he hadn't missed it. He told me with both Tab and Conner's help along the others I would be a first-rate player by the end of summer if my mother was willing to let me spend some time with them at their place.

     It surprised me when mom announced I was free to spend as much time needed to improve my game training with the Sawin's and with their friends. I learned much later Paul had talked about scholarships and other possibilities to secure my future which he was more than willing to help with if my parents wanted.

     “Charlotte, I hope you won't think I'm imposing, but do you mind if I take Jared with my boys to dinner to celebrate their victory before I have to head back to DC to finish preparing a brief for one of my clients?”  

     “Not at all Paul, I can't thank you enough for taking such an interest in Jared,” mom said with a smile. 

     She pulled me close and gave me a kiss on the cheek as she tried to straighten up my sweaty messy hair. Leaning in she said, “Be good Jared and have fun. I'll see you later,” before giving me another kiss and pat on my cheek before leaving.

     “Well boys go ahead and get cleaned up quick and we will get some dinner,” Paul said with a grin.

     Tab and I raced in to the locker room. We quickly stripped out of our uniforms and headed towards the showers. As we stepped in the showers a few other boys were just finishing up their showers. Fortunately those guys were just leaving by the time Tab and I got in. We were now completely alone in the showers. Tab pulled me over to him and pushed me against the wall. He smiled at me before moving in for a kiss. I couldn't help myself and was soon returning his kiss with equal passion. When he pulled back he had a big grin on his face and we were both rock hard.

     “That was for scoring the winning goal,” he giggled before hopping under a shower and started washing up.

     I was still light-headed from the kiss and know I had a goofy look on my face, by the way Tab was grinning and shaking his head. This was my very first kiss and I was on cloud nine. 

     “Jared bro you need to get going with your shower,” giggled Tab. “If I have to help you with that we won't be getting out of here anytime soon,” he chuckled loudly as his voice echoed in the showers.

    I blushed and quickly got under the shower, I closed my eyes and started to soap up my body. It felt so good to be under the spray of the shower feeling my smooth skin as I soaped up lower and lower. I opened my eyes and glanced over at a grinning Tab. My cock hardened up when I saw him soaping up his dick about the same time I was doing mine. I grinned at Tab, I couldn't believe we were beating our meats in the showers together. We mirrored each others strokes as we headed towards blowing our loads. 

     “Well, well, well look at what we have here,” declared a deep voice through the shower room from the doorway. The voice echoed through the shower raising goose bumps on my skin. 

     Holy Fuck! Now I've been discovered with Tab, while fapping in the shower.  I knew Tab would somehow manage to survive this, but for me life was now over. I tried to cover my hard-on, but Tab made no effort. In fact if anything he seemed proud being caught like that. 

     “Sage, you motherfucker,” Tab said with a bit of a smile as he approached the doorway. 

     I turned slowly to face the door, but still tried to keep my still hard dick covered. I couldn't understand why I hadn't gotten soft, if anything I got harder. I watched Tab approach and try to hug an at least 6' tall, bronze tanned 200 pound toned and muscular college age guy wearing green plaid shorts, an almost skin-tight A & F white tee-shirt, which showed off his powerful arms and pecs and a pair of flip-flops. His short light-brown framed his masculine face giving it a boyish quality. His smokey brown eyes seemed filled with humor. 
 
     “Down L'at,” he laughed trying to dodge Tab's hug. “Back off bro, your soaking wet and Paul invited me to dinner with you guys,” he chuckled as Tab continued trying to hug him.

     Finally after a couple of minutes of this Tab stopped and gave the college guy a pouty look.  

     “You're no fun anymore Sage,” he said playfully sticking his tongue out. 

     As Tab turned around to finish rinsing off he realized I was still standing there covering my surprisingly still hard dick. Tab gave me a goofy smile, as I noticed he too was still sporting a woodie. I carefully studied this Sage person, trying to understand what was up with him. Tab obviously knew and liked him, but I was still a bit apprehensive after what he said. 

     Tab started to rinse off facing outwards toward Sage putting his body completely on display to the older college boy. I turned to face the wall, I didn't want him to see my hard-on, but the more I wished it to go down the harder it got. I kept thinking about how hot the guy was. I'm mean sure he was scary, but in a hot way if you know what I mean. 

     As the guy stood in the shower doorway talking with Tab, I tried not to think of his magnificent muscular body and powerful arms, his pouty kissable lips, his soft silky light-brown hair, and those smoldering brown eyes that drew you in like a moth to a flame. Fuck! This guy had me fantasizing about him after scaring the shit out of me. Lil' Jared was throbbing in my hand. Holy Fuck! I thought as I glanced over my shoulder and caught him grinning at me. I was fapping here in the shower with Tab, while imagining what it would be like if this guy shoved me against the wall and took me. What the fuck? 

     I was beet red when I turned off my shower and moved to join Tab drying off. Damn, my dick was sticking straight out as I walked out to grab my towel. Tab's wide grin and the guy's smile as he nodded looking at me naked only made it worse. I tried quick to dry off, but when I bent over to dry my legs exposing my ass to the guy and as he whistled I froze. 

     “Damn Tab, where did you find this sexy cutie?”

     “Oh shit! I'm so sorry I didn't even think to introduce you guys,” Tab exclaimed. “What was I thinking?”

     “All the blood in your brain got pumped into your dick,” he laughed mussing up Tab's damp hair.

     Tab giggled, “Yeah you're probably right, but enough is still flowing around up there to get good grades. Just imagine how much smarter I would be if I wasn't hard all the time,” Tab laughed. “Sage, this is Jared Steneman. He's going to be a bro. Jared, this is Sage Thomas another Pack bro. He lives here, but goes to school at Loyola and plays on their lax team.

     “Well hello there Jared,” Sage said with a huge grin stepping in closer to me as I backed against the wall. 

     My heart was pounding so hard it I surprised me Tab and Sage didn't hear it. The cold tile against my ass caused shivers to run through my body. I stared up at Sage like a deer caught in a SUV's headlights. So many thoughts were running through my mind as I stared up at this powerful lax player.

     I swallowed a couple of times trying to get enough spit in my mouth to say something, “Hey,” I managed to finally squeak out. 

     “Oh you certainly are a sexy lil'cutie,” Sage said grinning at me as he licked his lips. 

     “Down boy,” laughed Tab. “He's still a virgin, plus I think you're scaring him you big brute,” giggled my new best friend, “He just started to come out this past weekend, so don't scare him back in the closet.”

     “Really?” Sage said with a gentle smile, stepping back a bit and looking a little less like he was going to take me right there. “Congratulations bro,” he said smiling at me proudly. “If there is anything at all I can do for you let me know. I came out totally when I was fifteen, so I know how rough it can be bro.”
 
     Sage surprised me when he pulled me into a tight brotherly hug. I expected him to grab my ass or something like that, but instead when he pulled back from me he gave me a gentle, but amazing kiss on my lips. I completely melted. I never expected something like that from Sage.

     Tab threw his wet towel at me knocking me out of my thoughts of Sage. I realized he was already dressed and I was still naked. I smiled at him sheepishly hurried over to my locker and dressed quickly. I kept giving the two of them sheepish grins as I threw on my clothes and packed my equipment bag. 

     Fortunately by the time I dressed and had all my shit together my dick wasn't hard anymore. Granted I still had a semi, but I could live with that wearing boxers. I generally had a half a stalk most the time like most others my age. Hell, a breeze could start to bone me up and I'm pretty sure that's true for most boys. I blushed a bit when Sage gave me a thumbs up once I was dressed, but I was secretly pleased he liked my outfit.

     Tab and I grabbed our stuff heading out to join Conner and Paul. Conner and Sage helped Tab and I load our equipment into Conner's Explorer. As I looked around after all our stuff was stowed I realized there were only three cars in the parking lot. There was Conner's explorer, Paul's BMW, and a black Mazda MX-5. I walked over to the Mazda, it was a hot looking convertible. 

     “Like it Jared?” Sage asked as he walked up standing next to me.

     “This is yours?” I asked in awe.

     “Yeah, the 'rents got it for me as a graduation present from high school, because I did so well,” he grinned lovingly running his hand across the black metallic surface.    

     “Wow! That's so cool,” I said smiling at Sage. God, I sounded like such a dweeb I thought.

     “Thanks bro, want to ride to the restaurant with me?” Sage asked grinning at me.

     “Hey yeah Jared, that will give you guys a chance to get to know you better,” Tab said excitedly.

     “I don't know,” I started to say, but Conner interrupted me.

     “Go for it Jared, I'll be taking you home anyway after dinner, so it's not a big deal. If you're going to be one of us you need to get to know all of us bro, besides it's only across town to the Odyssey. It's not like he's going to drive off and do unimaginable things to you,” Conner said with a grin.

     “Yet,” chuckled Sage, causing me to blush. “Scout's honor I won't do anything you don't want, oops I mean I'll be a gentleman I promise,” he said with a smile putting his arm around me in a brotherly fashion. 

     “You were a Scout?” I asked feeling a bit more comfortable at the thought of riding with this handsome college boy. I was actually less worried about what he would do to me, than what my dick was going to do to embarrass me.

     “Well not actually for too long, but I did more than my share of scouts, oops I mean merit badges in the troop before I left to count for something,” he laughed mussing up my hair.

     I couldn't help but to grin back at Sage. There was something about him, the more I talked with him that made me start to really like Sage. He was sexy, yes; yet it was his sense of humor and personality that was winning me over. It amazed me when he confessed that he has come out at fifteen. I couldn't imagine what that must have been like to do that. Yes, I was out to Tab and his friends, and there was no doubt in my mind Paul was aware of it too, but no one confirmed it to me so far. I knew I wasn't ready to come out yet and suspected it would be a really long time before I even seriously considered doing that.

     “You boys ready? I need to get back to DC tonight, and prefer it not to be too late, after all I am an old man and can't keep up with you young whipper snappers,” Paul laughed causing the rest of us to join in his merriment. 

     “Riding with me?” Sage asked looking at me expectantly.

     I looked questioning at Tab and Conner, who both nodded with encouragement. I turned back to Sage and gave him a shy smile.

     “Okay, let's go then,” I said heading around to the passenger side of the car.
  
     I turned to Sage as I opened the door to get in and stopped frozen, I almost gasped aloud when I saw him take off his tee-shirt and tossed it behind his seat along with his flip-flops. I couldn't believe it as I saw his perfect tight six-pack abs. Sage's pecs were just as impressive topped off with a beautiful pair of quarter-sized plump suckable nipples just slightly darker than the rest of his body. Laying between those nipples was a black fishhook-like necklace hanging from a leather braided cord. I was in total love or at least lust with this lax stud.

     “Go ahead and make yourself comfortable like me bro; the leather seats tend to really warm and it's easy to start sweating. I doubt you want you shirt all damp by the time we get to the restaurant. You can throw your flips back there too if you want or keep them on it's your choice, but personally I like going barefoot all the time,” Sage said smiling at me as he waited for me to pull off my shirt. 

     Taking a deep breath I pulled off my tee-shirt and tossed it in the back with Sage's shirt and then took off my flip-flops as well putting them with my shirt and climbed in the car. He was right the seats were hot from the sun. I tried not to look at Sage too much because I knew I would really start boning up, since I still had a semi from the shower. As soon as the car roared to life a techno version of NIN's Sin started pumping through the car's incredible stereo system. I was starting to think I was in serious trouble now with Sage. 

     I could tell he was enjoying my attempt not to look at him, because he knew what would happen if I did. I did notice him starting to plump up before we pulled out of the lot, which made lil' Jared pop all the way up to say hi to Sage again. I could feel my face get hot as I blushed. I started to try to cover my boner up with my hands, but Sage smiled and shook his head. 

     He reached over when we stopped at a stoplight to place his right hand on my mine. “Bro, it's totally alright to get a boner. It's a natural thing and you really shouldn't be ashamed to get hard around guys. If you are going to be one of us it's something you need to get comfortable with. No one is going to make fun of you or anything.” 

     When the light changed Sage took his hand off mine and shifted into gear, but he still continued to talk occasionally looking over at me as we drove along. “The human body is a marvelous creation and a work of beauty, so why be ashamed of it.”
 
     We caught at another stoplight a couple of blocks further down the street, he turned to me and smiled, “I know looking at me now, you would never believe it when I was your age I was smaller and had fewer muscles than you do now. It just takes some time, work and dedication to get and stay in shape. I'm not saying you need to try to look like me, but make yourself happy with how you look. I get the feeling you feel intimidated by how I and some of the other bros look, but don't be. We're older than you and personally I think you look pretty hot and I know a few other think so too.”

     The light changed and we started to drive again. I sat there in silence for a minute or two thinking about everything he had said before finally saying, “Thanks Sage, I really appreciate this.” I smiled at him shyly, “This is all just so new to me. I've been terrified for a long time about anyone knowing my secret, and then this weekend when talking with Rowland he asked me I couldn't lie. It was single hardest thing I've ever done,” I said sighing.

     “Do you regret telling him and letting Tab and the others know you are gay?” Sage asked me as we drove past some kids I knew from school hanging out and shopping with their parents along. I looked at them as we passed, wondering what they thought when they saw me ride past in this car with this handsome nineteen-year old.

     I thought about it hard for a minute or so before answering, “No I don't,” I said with a big smile at him, “not now.” “I have friends now that I would have never had otherwise.” I surprised myself by reaching over and putting my hand on top of Sage's and squeezing it. “Thanks bro,” I said softly as he glanced over at me. I gave him a small smile filled with all the love I could muster.

     “Anytime bro,” he grinned reaching over mussing up my already messy hair from the drive. “We are all here to help you with anything you need, and more than likely at least one of us has gone through anything you're having issues with and will be more than happy to help you. I hope you trust me enough to let me help you anytime you have a problem.”

     The rest of the drive we just talked about bullshit stuff like school, lax and he even offered to help me workout doing some of the things he did when he was my age to begin toning up. He also let me know he often visited or stayed with Conner and Tab over the summer, since his parents often traveled a lot during the summer for business. I blushed when he told me he was looking forward to seeing more of me there and get to know me better like Dano had. I wondered if Dano had told him what I did the night before on the web-cam, and was about to ask when we pulled off the highway into the parking lot of Ocean Odyssey crab house. The parking lot was about half full, so it was easy for us to park near Conner and Paul's cars. 

     Sage and I climbed out of his car and grabbed our shirts and flip-flops, I was somewhat surprised at how quickly these guys were getting me accustomed to being shirtless and barefoot all the time. I almost hated to put my shirt and flip-flops back on now we were here.

     Conner and Tab smirked at me as we all headed into the restaurant for dinner. It turned out Paul had made reservations already so we were quickly seated at a nice table in the center. I loved the raised table and chairs , because it made it easier to see all the people in the restaurant and the people in turn couldn't miss seeing us. It was awesome hanging out and eating with Tab and his family and Sage. Paul made a point to tell us all to order anything we wanted, since it was all good. 

     Paul ordered a couple of orders of crab dip to get us started while we looked at the menu. We all ordered tea, but I thought it was kind of funny both Sage and I ordered ours unsweetened. He made some comment about us being two peas in a pod, which at first I wasn't too sure what he meant but then got it. I smiled at him when it hit me. 

     Sage and I were really starting to hit it off. I tried to ignore Tab and Conner whispering and smirking at the two of us, but it was hard not to, especially when Sage slipped his barefoot over on top of mine and started rubbing it. It turned out we had both taken our flip-flops off and were sitting with our bare feet on the bottom rung of the bar-like chairs. I loved the feel of his larger rough foot rubbing mine and occasionally working up my calf. I know when I first blushed at Sage's foot touching mine Tab shot me a huge grin. I later found out Sage did that a lot at restaurants when out with guys from the Pack. 
 
     When our crab dips arrived we ordered dinner. Sage and I both ordered the jumbo crab cake sandwich, though, I got onion rings and Sage ordered fries for his meal. We both ended up getting a house salad as well. It was spooky how much we seemed to have in common. Conner ordered the steam pot, while Tab decided on stuffed shrimp and Paul had a stuffed crab imperial flounder. For dessert we all, except Paul, had root beer floats, he decided to skip dessert. I really enjoyed hanging out with everyone as was sorry when it was over and I had to head home to do my homework. 

     During dinner I had started really becoming comfortable with Sage and decided to ask him to drive me home, rather than Conner. I wanted to talk to him about the things happening with my dad. I was getting concerned he suspected I was gay and didn't know what to do. Since Sage was out to his family, I wanted to talk to him about what to do.

     As we stood up getting ready to leave I screwed up my courage and asked, “Conner do you mind if Sage takes me home instead? Well, that is you don't mind Sage?” I was nervous at what Conner and Tab was going to say. Would they hate me for wanting to have Sage take me home? And what about Sage, did he really want to take some thirteen-year old boy home? I'm sure he had better things to do than drive me around.

     The two of them had huge grins on their faces as did Tab. It was almost like they expected this to happen and weren't surprised at all with my request. I even got the impression, from the look their dad gave me, he was happy with my wish to ride home with Sage. He seemed pleased I seemed to hit if off with Sage so well, which made me think he knew I was gay.

     “Sure bro, I would love to give you a ride home, that is if Conner doesn't mind me stealing you from he and Tab?” He said pulling me into a shoulder bro-hug as we walked out of the restaurant to the parking lot.

     “Nah, go ahead bro it's all cool,” Conner said grinning as he pulled out his keys to unlock his Explorer, so I could get my gear out.

     We gathered outside in the parking lot and said our farewells. I made sure to thank Paul a couple of times for the wonderful dinner and including me before he left to return back to DC. He gave me a hug and told me it was his pleasure and I was welcome anytime to join them. Paul hopped in his BMW, waved good-bye, and roared out of the parking lot back to his place in DC.

     Conner grinned at me as he moved to unlock the back and pull out my equipment. Sage meanwhile gave me a wide grin of total delight, tinged with a bit something else that made me chub up a bit. Sage opened his trunk so I could put my lax gear in his trunk, while he stripped off his tee-shirt again and deposited it along with his flip-flops in the trunk as well. Once I loaded my gear in his trunk, he nodded and grinned at his trunk. I knew what he wanted at once and took a deep breath before also taking off my shirt and flip-flops putting them in the trunk along with his. My heart was pounding excitedly as we got into the car from the prospect of being with Sage again, meanwhile my stomach was ready to do flip-flops from my apprehension and need to talk about my dad. I told Tab I would see him tomorrow at school, before he and Conner drove off.

     “Well bro, I suspect you want to talk to me about something other than sex, Sage grinned at me.

     I blushed a little, “Can we go somewhere private and talk for a bit before you drive me home? I finished all my homework at school, and I really need to talk to you about something,” I said giving him a serious look.

     “Sure I know just the place where we won't be disturbed bro,” He said pulling out of the parking lot heading along Ocean Gateway Highway over the Malthus Jr. Bridge. Once over the bridge we passed a small boat arena and turned into a small subdivision. We drove past several nice houses before we pulled into the driveway of a large house on Choptank River. “This is my house. My parents are away for a couple of weeks, so we shouldn't be disturbed,” Sage said with a soft smile. “From the way you were sounding I thought that maybe you wanted my full attention. Its safe here I promise,” Sage said with a smile getting out of the car.

     For some reason I trusted him and got out of the car and followed him inside. After Sage turned off the alarm he lead me into the kitchen and grabbed us a couple of bottles of water. He led me out the back to where the pool was and offered me a seat. 

     “Well bro, what's up?” Sage asked me after taking a swig from his water bottle.

     I was afraid to look at him now that I was here, “Did your parents know you were gay before you came out?” I asked.

     My head shot up to look at Sage as I heard him start laughing. Once he stopped Sage looked at me with a gentle smile, “I'm sorry Jared, I wasn't laughing at you or your question, but was thinking about my parents,” he said reaching over to place his large, rough, firm hand on top of mine.

     “To be perfectly honest Jared I think they knew before I actually did,” he chuckled again. I used to have lots of sleepovers with boys, and I know on more than one occasion our underwear gotten taken off by the TV where we had watched movies, but when we woke up it was by our sleeping bags. It's also hard to hide a boner in the Speedos I used to wear all the time. Eventually I went to board shorts, since it was easier to hide my guy at friends' pool parties,” Sage said with a look that reminded me of someone remembering something. 

     “I haven't done anything like, but I think my dad suspects something. He saw me naked after I had web-scammed with Dano last night. I think he actually could tell I'd beaten off too,” I told Sage.

     “Yeah, I sure he knows you were fapping, it leaves a distinct odor. I used to have air freshener in my room all the time,” Sage laughed. “It's a boy's best friend growing up,” he laughed again boinking my nose making me smile.

     “Well he's kind of known I've played with my lil' guy since last year, but now I get the feeling he knows or at least suspects I'm gay. I don't know what to do,” I said beginning to sound stressed out. 

     Sage reached across the table and took both of my hands into his giving me a soft gentle smile, “Jared, your parents love and care for you a lot. If your dad suspects anything, which is the most he might at this point, he's seems to be pretty tolerant, he said squeezing my hands. “It's not like he caught you making out with another boy, did he?” 

     I blushed, “I've only kissed two people, Rowland and Conner,” I paused before continuing, “Well Tab actually kissed me too,” I kind of whispered not wanting to look at him as I turned a bit redder no doubt as I told him. “It really wasn't anything more than kissing them on the lips,” I said. “Really it wasn't,” I continued not wanting him to thing I was slutty or anything.

     “Well with Rowland and Conner I can believe that, but surprised Tab didn't go farther,” Sage chuckled.

     “Well there were other people there around us,” I said.

     Sage really started laughing hard at that comment. When he finally stopped laughing and wiped his eyes, “I'm sorry bro, it's just the thought of Tab not kissing you because other people were there is kind of funny. When you know him a bit longer you will understand what I mean,” he chuckled again before continuing, “You actually got off a lot easier than you realize,” he said with a grin.

     “What do you mean?” I asked giving him a puzzled look.

     “Next time you get a chance, ask him what happened when he and I first met at his first Fourth of July with the Pack. I'd suggest you wait 'til you have him alone though, it is shall we say a bit intense story and I take no responsibility for what happens as a result of him telling you,” Sage laughed. In a more serious, but gentle tone he continued, “But back to your problem Jared, you'll hear a lot more about us after you've met more us and a decision is made in regards to you.”
     “What do you mean in regards to me?”

     “Well we all have a vote in deciding who can join after most, if not all the members have met a prospective member. It's not something you need to worry about you have a good third if not more already in your camp,” he said boinking my nose again. “Now back to the important issue at hand,” he said grinning me. 

     I was starting to wonder if there was more to the Pack than it being just a group of guys who just hung out together. It was certainly beginning to sound like it. It seemed since Sage wasn't going to say any more about it, maybe Tab would tell me more about the Pack.

     “I have a feeling if you parents or specifically your dad hasn't freaked out on you and started shoving bible tracts at you or even begun screaming and beating you things are okay,” he said with a grin. “To be honest Jared, I think they are cool with it. I'm not telling you to come out to them though, that's something only you can decide to do and only in your own time, but I bet if you did the world wouldn't end and in fact I bet a lot of the stress you have about covering your secret will disappear,” Sage said smiling gently at me as he squeezed my hands.
 
     “Understand though, coming out doesn't solve all your problems Jared, trust me on that point, but a lot of the dark guilt and paranoia about what will happen if anyone discovers you are gay will disappear. Some of the people you thought were good friends won't have anything to do with you, while others who barely seemed to know you will take their places and become even better friends than the ones you lost,” Sage said. “And no matter what you decide to do we will always be there for you, remember that bro.”

     “I'm really not sure I want to come out yet,” I said softly. “You don't hate me for not wanting to come out do you?” I asked as I started to tear up.

     Sage stood up and walked around to where I was sitting and pulled me up into a hug, “Bro, I could never hate you,” he said holding me as I sniffled and silently wept against his tight muscular body. 

     “Some people go through their whole lives with only a very few people ever knowing their secret and in fact some of the guys in the Pack have never come out to their families yet either and they may decide never to come out. There is nothing wrong with that, you need to be your own person. 

     Sage pulled back a little and held my wet face up towards his, “The best advice I can give you about all this is be yourself,” he said with a soft smile wiping the tears from my cheeks. “Remember you are Jared, who just happens to be gay,” he said with an understanding smile as he bent down closer to my face, “not Gay Jared.” He gave me another tight hug before continuing, “Be yourself, not the label people may try to give you. Your true friends and the people who care for you will never judge you or think of you like that because they know the true you bro,” Sage said grinning at me gently. 

     “Thanks,” I said burying my head against Sage's powerful chest. He was such an amazing person to talk to about all this stuff. Having someone like this as a friend to support me I could see myself maybe one day coming out, not now, but one day. I pulled back slightly to look at this nineteen-year old's face as I looked into his smoldering dark eyes I felt like an electric shock pulsed through my body and I suddenly felt my dick suddenly become hard as a rock against Sage's inner thigh, which suddenly caused his to harden against my belly. Oh god, I thought we're both hard. Next thing I knew Sage picked me up and backed away from the table and we started to fall backwards.

     “No,” I started to shout as I realized he was pulling us into the pool, but it was too late as the warm water covered us.  
 
     Sage was laughing as I surfaced spitting out water. “Too late,” he said with a wide smile. “You're all wet now,” he smirked as he splashed water at me.

     “You're so going to get it now,” I said with a grin splashing him back.

     We spent several minutes or so giggling and splashing each other in the pool. I was having a great time, but knew it had to end. Tomorrow was a school day and I had to get home before long, otherwise I would be in trouble.

     I started to swim to the side to get out when Sage swam up to me and pulled off my shorts and boxers as I tried to climb out. I slid back in the water turning to face the handsome nineteen-year old who had just pants-ed me. He was grinning at me as he held my clothes above his head. He grinned at me as he swam out to deeper water. I followed him out to the deepest part of the pool, but couldn't manage to launch myself high enough to retrieve my clothes. As a last attempt I drove under the water and pulled Sage's Shorts off as well. It surprised me to see he was going commando when I undid his shorts.

     “Give me mine and I'll give you yours,” I said grinning back at Sage when I surfaced.

     Sage just grinned at me as he launched my clothes over past the table we had sat at and had talked. He then began to swim quickly towards me. I tried to avoid him, but he was gaining on me and I did the only thing I could think of I tossed his shorts towards where he had tossed mine as he cornered me.

     Sage had me penned in a corner of the pool looking at me like I was canary he was about to devour. “What am I going to do with you now?” He giggled as his body touched mine. 

     It was at that moment I realized we were both hard as rocks. I didn't dare look down at his dick, but it certainly felt like it could give Dano's cock a run for its money. He closed in even closer to me, as I started to pant in excitement as his face eased closer and closer towards mine. I licked my lips in anticipation for being kissed by this handsome teen. I didn't care if I ended up being late and grounded now I wanted whatever he wanted to do with me in the worse possible way.

     As his lips eased closer to mine Sage whispered, “I guess I should be getting you home. I don't want to get you grounded and unable to make Tab's big sleepover,” he said with a grin pushing back from me and grabbing the edge of the pool and pulling himself out. 

     I looked up at him stunned. This was worse than when Conner and Tab revved me up in their basement. I so needed to rub one out before lil' Jared was going to go down, and it looked the same for Sage. I had thought Dano was big, but Sage was definitely bigger. He had to be sporting at least nine inches of uncut thick man meat. Shit, I was beginning to get self-conscious, these hot guys were all hung like horses. Sage reached down and helped pull me out of the pool.

     “I don't think you'll be able to wear those home,” he said pointing to my wet shorts and underwear with a chuckle. “You can wear some of my old stuff I still have lying around, just for when Tab or some of the others need something dry to wear.” He offered, leading me naked inside as if being naked and hard was no big deal. 

     We walked in to the house as the lights started turning on automatically. I hadn't paid much attention to the house when we walked in, but it's elegance surprised me. His parents had it decorated in British colonial style, I was sure if mom saw this house she would seriously consider switching from our vintage Swedish modern style to this style. Thank goodness though dad could explain it to her it would contrast too much with the modern style of the house. Dad had gone for a Frank Lloyd Wright style of house when he built ours with a detached two car garage and I was certain he had no desire or intention to move just so we could change furniture styles.

     Sage lead me through to the kitchen where we grabbed a couple more bottles of water, before heading upstairs. Once upstairs we headed down the hall to his bedroom. Honestly I didn't know what to expect when we walked in his room. The largest piece of furniture in the room was a massive king-size traditional four-poster bed. The only thing missing from it was the cloth canopy and drapes. There was also a large colonial style dresser and desk, but the rest of the furniture in the room was more modern. The TV stand and a couple of large bookcases almost looked out-of-place in the room along with the two fur-like bean bag style couches.
 
     Covering the walls were numerous pictures of shirtless lax players and posters of Deadmau5 and NIN. He had a couple different sized lava lamps as well as an impressive Bose Acoustic Wave System and some totally bitchin' Bose speakers. On his dresser and next to his bed were pictures of him kissing different guys. 

     In the larger picture frame next to his bed, Sage couldn't have been more than fifteen or sixteen years old. He was in a three-way kiss with a boy who appeared about the same age and an older guy, who was maybe in his twenties. The other pictures of him kissing guys seemed to range from about the same age up to present day. They didn't help with my hard-on any and if anything only made it worse. I mean these weren't chaste-like kissing pictures, but passionate tongue sucking french kissing ones.

     “Here these should fit you bro,” Sage said tossing me a pair of dark blue cargo shorts and a pair of boxers that reminded me of the ones Tab was wearing over the weekend that had lax sticks all over them and the phrase “Lax Players Play With Big Sticks” running all over them. As I bent over to pull them on Sage gave me a wolf's whistle that made me blush.

     While Sage pulled on a pair of camouflage cargo shorts going commando which seemed usual for him. I had the distinct impression if we had just been hanging out at his house he would be naked. He seemed more at ease and comfortable when he was walking naked through the house.

    “Who are you kissing in this picture? 
 
     “That was Devon, my first boyfriend. We came out to our parents at the same time,” he said with a dreamy look on his face. “It was the single hardest thing we ever did. Our families were having a barbeque here and we decided not to wait any longer before telling our parents. We were dating each other secretly for a couple of months before we came out.” He said walking up next to me and taking the picture from me. He lovingly ran his fingers over Devon's face as if remembering the past.

     “What happened? Did his parents get upset?” I asked, curious to what had happened to this handsome boy.

     “Actually both our parents laughed and said it was about time we told them,” he chuckled. “They were getting tired of pretending they didn't know what we were up to in our rooms when we visited. Evidently we weren't as quiet as we thought we were,” Sage laughed. “He moved back to Britain when his father got transferred home. We still email and I've seen him a couple of times since then. He has a Danish boyfriend and they are planning on getting married when he finishes university.”

     “Was he your first boyfriend?”

     “Devon was my first with everything gay,” he said with a sigh. “My first real kiss, blow job, and fuck. You never forget your first boyfriend Jared it's a special moment.” 

     “What was it like to kiss him? I mean like in the picture?”

     “I thought you had been kissed before?” Sage asked.

     “Well just on the lips not like you're doing in all these pictures,” I said hating to admit I was really a total virgin in nearly everything sexual except fapping.

     “Really? I'm surprised Tab didn't give you a full going over if he kissed you,” he chuckled as he stepped closer to me. 

     I couldn't move as Sage moved in closer to me. I could feel the heat from his body as he pressed up against me. Our bare chests touching as he looked down into my eyes. My heart began to pound as he began to run his fingers through my damp hair. Slowly he moved his fingers down through my hair and across my neck and up to my chin. Slowly he traced the line of my chin with his finger as he smiled down at me. I could feel his hard-on against me as sure he could feel mine against him.
 
     Sage tilted my head up, as he began lean down closer to mine. His mouth seemed to open slightly as it approached mine. Oh my god, I thought, Sage is going to kiss me. My heart began pounding even harder than before as he got closer and closer to my lips. Instinctively I wet my lips, which caused Sage to give me a huge grin. His grin began to change into something else as he paused looking at me. He face was filled with the same lustful desires I felt burning inside me. Did I have the same look on my face? The look of immense unbridled passion desiring to be let free and reign uncontrollably in our bodies. As he paused almost touching my lips I could feel his hot peppermint breath caressing my anxious lips. 

     Finally Sage's soft lips touched mine, and then I felt my mouth opened further as his tongue began to prod open my mouth. Before I knew it Sage's tongue was deep inside my mouth and was wrestling with mine. He explored the inside of my mouth like nothing I had ever experienced before in my life. If this is what kissing was all about I wanted to do it as much as possible. I moaned into Sage's moan as his strong arms enfolded me pulling me even closer than before. I was totally lost in the moment as we shared my very first passionate kiss in my life.

     As Sage pulled back from the kiss I was panting hard and wanting more. He grinned at me as he stared into my wanting eyes. I wanted to forget about everything else, but being here with him. I wanted him to show me everything he ls possibly could show me.

     “Time to go home bro, before it gets any later,” he said mussing up my hair before leaving the room and heading downstairs.

     It took me a minute to realize what was going on, as soon as I did I hurried to catch up with Sage. The big problem though now was my balls hurt like crazy and lil' Jared, was boned up like never before. When I got downstairs Sage was waiting by the door for me with his keys.

     “Ready bro?” He asked opening the door for me.

     “Yeah I guess,” I answered huskily still so turned on by our kiss. I was so confused by what had just happened between us. Had I done something wrong or was he just teasing me. I didn't think Sage was the type to just tease me, so obviously I had done something wrong.

     He started his car and pulled out of the driveway and started to head towards my side of town. “I should have you home just a lil' after 7 pm. Hope that won't going be a problem?”

     “No that's cool,” I said. “Like I said I finished all my homework at school, so it's all good.” 
 
     “Sweet,” he said cheerfully as we headed across the Choptank river. 
 
     We drove in silence for a while, before Sage seemed to sense something was wrong and pulled over to the curb and parked on a street near my home.

     “What's wrong bro?” He asked with a voice filled with lots of concern.

     “I'm sorry for whatever it was I did Sage, really I am,” I sobbed trying not to breakdown and cry.

     “You didn't do anything wrong bro, if fact you are totally awesome Jared,” Sage said surprised that I would think something was wrong.

     “You mean you're not mad at me? I thought you were the way you acted after kissing me.”

     “Shit, no bro if anyone needs to say they are sorry it's me. I started something we couldn't finish tonight, because you have school tomorrow. I've wanted to kiss you since I first saw you in the shower this afternoon and I took advantage of you while you were in my room.”

     “You didn't take advantage of me, I wanted to kiss you. Oh god, that was such an amazing kiss. I only wished it could have lasted longer,” I said beaming at him.

     “Good, I wanted your first kiss to be special, but I was afraid if we had continued I would have wanted to do a whole lot more with you, and tonight wouldn't have been the best time,” he said smiling at me as his boinked me on the nose. “I promise next time it will be different and I will make sure to make it extra special for you, that is if you want a next time?”

     “Hell yeah!! I exclaimed excitedly. “I want a next time...,” I said, but then I started to second guess myself, “That is if you really want one?” 
       
     “BRO!” Exclaimed Sage surprised, “How could I not want there not be a next time with you?” He said turning to me with a puzzled look, “Jared, you're a smokin' hot guy with an awesome personality. I don't think you realize what a great guy you really are.”

     I blushed at what Sage said to me. I'd never had someone call me hot before, “You really think so I?” I asked. “I'm not like Tab, Conner and the others; they are just so built and handsome.”

     “Bro, you are perfect as you are. Everyone is different, which makes us all special in our own way. God, what a boring world it would be if we were all alike,” Sage said with a smile. “Personally Jared, I like you a lot just as you are now bro, and I know from talking with the others the same is true. We all think you are sexy as fuck, but we all want your first time with someone to mean something and be special.” Sage caressed my face gently as we sat there in the car. 

     “Jared, anyone of us could just seduced you and fucked the living hell out of you and you would have thought, 'Wow I had sex and it was great', but later you would have started to regret that your first time was just sex with no emotional bond with the person you were with,” he continued brushing my hair back as he smiled. 

     “Bro, you will end up as you grow older having sex for sex sake and that's all cool and fun, but when you are with any of us we want you to feel the connection we have with one another. I mean sure we have some awesome raw, intense sex with each other, but there is also a bond which makes it even more special than just getting our rocks off.” 

     “So, I'm really okay?” I asked beginning to feel better, as I finally began to understand the importance the connection they shared with each other actually was. They weren't just friends and lovers, but brothers sharing something more. They just didn't want to have sex with me, but rather they wanted to share something of themselves with me and have me share part of myself with them. What an amazing thing that was I thought as I sat there in the car with Sage as a huge grin began to spread across my face.

     “Bro, as much as I would like being your first, I think we both know who really deserves that honor and he will make sure that it is a special moment for you,” Sage said with a gentle smile. He paused a minute looking at me before leaning over taking my face in his hands and kissing me deeply with just as much passion if not more than that first kiss he shared with me. “That's to show you how much you mean to me Jared, and trust me we will spend some serious quality time together this summer,” he said pulling back smiling. He then started the car back up and finished driving to my house.

     I sat there not talking in a total daze as we drove the rest of the way home. I know I had to have the goofiest grin on my face the entire way there. Surprisingly it was only just a lil' past seven when we arrived. Dad was just walking out the back door with the evening's trash. It garbage day tomorrow, so when I hopped out I jogged over to help take the trash cans to the curb for pick up. I introduced Sage to him and they seemed to hit it off. Sage helped us also carry the recyclables out to the curb as well, which no doubt bumped him up in dad's estimation of him. Garbage and my old set of friends didn't mix, so Sage was definitely racking up the parent points.  

     We all talked for a bit afterward in the driveway, before Sage and I got my equipment out of his car's trunk. It turned out dad's company had done some graphic design work for Sage's dad's company, so they kind of knew each other. I figured this was a plus that would make sure we would be able to continue to see one another over the summer. Mom came out to see what was going on and I introduced her to Sage. She seemed extremely pleased to meet him. Commenting what a polite, helpful boy he was in helping with the garbage and bringing me home. She told him he was welcome anytime and was looking forward to seeing more of him.

     After they headed back in to catch some show on PBS, I walked Sage back to his car and thanked him for everything tonight. He handed me a business card with his home phone and cell phone numbers on it along with his email. He told be to call anytime I wanted to chat or do anything. He was looking forward to getting to know me better and gave me a big hug before heading out. I couldn't believe my luck in finding someone so cool to get to know and help me through all the new things going on in my life. 

     Mom and dad were very pleased when I told them I had already finished all my homework and my major project for history was actually complete. Mom commented she thought all my new friends were having a positive influence on me, regardless of the fact my school work had always been good. I took the compliment without saying anything, since she seemed to like Tab, Conner and all the rest of my new friends. I didn't want to throw any obstacles up to being able to spend the coming summer break with them. I watched some of NOVA with my parents, before heading upstairs to check my email and read before bedtime. I kissed my mom good-night before heading up to my room.

     I carried my equipment upstairs to my room and unpacked my uniform. I didn't need to wash it until tomorrow. The team decided to wear our jerseys to school on Friday, since the big sleepover was that night. I stripped out of Sage's old shorts putting them with my team uniform to be washed. I decided to wear them to school with my jersey on Friday.

     As much as I wanted to polish lil' Jared and rub one out I knew it was best to wait until my parents went to bed. A couple of weekends ago one of our older neighbors, Mr. Whitby, had a yard sale to begin down-sizing. I discovered he was big reader and managed to pick a number of different types of books. I discovered he had some cool Sci-fi books printed in the sixties. It turned out Whitby, once was an English professor before he retired and moved here. He recommended Dune as a good book to start reading first. 
 
     I grabbed my copy of Dune from stack of books on the floor next to my desk hopped on my bed and settled down to read. Even though I was really enjoying the book I started to nod off. The next thing I knew my alarm was going off, it was morning and time to get up and get ready for school. One of my parents must have come in and found me asleep and covered me up with a blanket and turned off my lamp. It surprised me that I had been so tired I had fallen asleep and not gotten the chance to fap the night before. 

     Unfortunately this meant I was going to have a boner most of the day, so no lax shorts for me today. Lil' Jared was going to need confining to keep me out of trouble today at school. There are few things worse than being called to the board by a teacher and your lil' guy is sticking straight out. Sometimes I'm not sure whether it's worse for the boy or the female teacher. 

     Mom didn't like baggy shirts on me, so mine didn't give me a lot of cover if my lil' guy decided stand up. I would end up walking around looking like I had one of those thick permanent magic markers shoved in the front of my shorts all day. Such is the life of a teen boy. I grabbed a pair of khaki cargoes, some boxers and a red Terps tee-shirt before heading into my bathroom to shower and get ready. 

     A quick breakfast of eggs, toast and juice and I was ready for school after grabbing my lunch. While I waited for the bus I thought about all the things Sage and I talked about the night before. He reminded me a lot of Rowland, when he talked to me. I liked they didn't talk down to me, but instead treated me like an equal. It was a new feeling I really enjoyed. Shit, I thought to myself I needed to remember to send Rowland an email when I got home. With everything that had gone on this week I had totally forgotten to write him and thank him for our chat. I wrote a note to myself and stuck it in my pocket to remind me to email him when I got home. 

     A couple of minutes later the school bus pulled up and I got on. A huge cheer went up as I boarded shocking me. It turned out it had gotten around I had scored the winning goal for my league's championship game. All the jock boys were congratulating me on a great game and some of the girls were even giving me smiles. Wow, I had never been this popular before. I wondered who had told everyone, until Anderson, an eighth grade lax player, told me he loved the shot of me scoring the winning goal on Tab's Facebook page. He asked if I was going to post it on mine, and if I had other pictures of the game I was going to put up as well. I tried to fake it and say I wasn't sure. I mean sure I had a Facebook page, everyone did, but I never used it and only had a couple of people as friends. From the way everyone was talking I was going to need to add a lot of new friends. 
  
     Tab fessed up at school his dad had taken a lot of pictures of the two of us during the game. He posted most of the shots of himself up, but he also a few of me as well. He also posted I had scored the winning goal as well. He gave me a flash drive filled with the pictures his dad had taken, so I could post and print up any I wanted.

     Surprisingly most of my classes went well. Lil' Jared did pop up more often than he normally did, but fortunately I didn't get called up to the board during math. Mrs. Balch just had us working with boards at our decks. I was definitely glad, since I had a boner the entire class. Gym right after math went better, because my jock covered up my hard-on. Somehow I managed not to pop a big one during the shower afterward, though Tab wasn't helping much with keeping me from getting hard. 
 
     The after lunch the rest of the day went pretty smoothly, and I was never so glad when the school day was over as I was today. I'd never been in such demand by friends at school before, which was nice, but being boned up most of the day made me a nervous wreck. It was nice to finally get off the bus at the end of the school day. 

     When I got home I saw mom was gone as usual out with friends or one of her clubs. I grabbed a quick snack after throwing my team uniform and the shorts and boxers I'd borrowed in the washing machine. Fortunately I didn't have too much homework and was able to knock it all out before the laundry was ready for the dryer. Once the laundry was in the dryer I decided to have some quality time with my lil' guy. It was long overdue. I think I lasted barely five minutes before being covered in my jizz. I managed to get cleaned up and get dressed again before mom got home.

     Paul had called before dinner to talk to my mom. He asked if she minded if it was okay for Conner to bring me home Sunday. He told her he and the boys wanted to take me sailing during the day, since the weather looked to be nice over the weekend. Conner and Tab had longing to get out all winter on the water and now looked like a good weekend to take the boats out on Seagull bay. She readily agree, as long as I wasn't back too late on Sunday, so I wouldn't be up late doing homework. 

     After dinner I managed to all my stuff packed for the weekend. I took out most of my lax equipment out of my bag except for my sticks. I figured the most we would be doing would be tossing the rock around a bit and there would be no need for my helmet, shoulder pads and gloves. Plus it gave me room to pack my sleeping bag without all the equipment. I packed a couple of shirts, shorts, underwear and a pair of board shorts. I decided just to wear flip-flops on Friday, because knowing Tab I would soon be barefoot for the entire weekend anyway.

     Once I had my clothes and school stuff packed, I sat down to write Rowland an email. I thanked him for the talk we had down by the pier, letting him know how much it meant to me. I asked how things were going in NYC and told him what was going on with me. I made sure to talk about our team winning our championship. Also I told Rowland about meeting Sage and how he built on everything Rowland had told me. It was almost like Sage was like a younger version of Rowland. I did make sure to not to imply Rowland was really that old. The last thing I wanted to do was make him feel he was over the hill. He was in pretty hot for a thirty-something guy. Finally I ended the email saying how I was looking forward to seeing he and Auggie again.

     My dad came up to say good night to me. It was actually kind of funny since he was very careful when he opened the door. I think he was afraid he was going to catch me polishing my woodie. I was glad I took care of business while everyone was gone after school. Dad seemed a bit relieved when he came in and saw everything was normal. He told me to behave myself over the weekend and not give Paul any trouble. He thought I would enjoy sailing with them on Saturday, because when he was my age he used to sail all the time. He gave me a hug and told me he loved me deeply and he was always there if I ever wanted to talk. I told him I loved him as well and if I ever did I would. Dad mussed up my hair and gave me a good-night kiss before leaving. 

     I read a bit from my book Dune before I finally called it a night. Surprisingly it actually took me a while to get to sleep. I was nervous and excited about what tomorrow and the rest of the weekend held for me. I think I was more worried about Friday night and the sleepover with the lax team than spending time with Tab and his family. There were a lot of hot guys on the team and knew they were straight. I prayed I would be able to control my lil' guy and not be a walking hard-on the entire time. 
 
     Friday morning dawned bright and clear with the promise of perfect weekend at least weather-wise. I went through my usual morning ritual and checked to make sure I had everything for the weekend as well as all my school work. I think I must had checked to make sure I had the flash-drive with my history project on it at least three times before I went down for breakfast. Mom made sure I had a great breakfast again of eggs, bacon, toast, fruit and juice. I loved the way she took care to make sure I fed and ready for school. I couldn't imagine just having Pop Tarts for breakfast as a meal like some of the kids at school did.

     It was kind of funny I thought to see all of my team pretty much dressed the same way I was. Most of the guys wore cargo shorts like I did with my team jersey, while others wore lax shorts of some sort. A number of guys were wearing flip-flops like I was and the rest wore slides. I got the impression Tab was behind our footwear, because he liked being barefoot so much.

     Predictably school drug most of the day like it always does when you have something fun and important to do. The high point of the day was my A-plus I got on my project. I thought it was cool, both Tab and I were the only ones to get 
A-pluses on our projects. I was never so glad as when the bell rang at 2:45 letting us out for the day. 

     Tab and I gathered our stuff up and waited for Conner to pick us up. He was so excited about the weekend and having me stay over again. He was looking forward to sailing on Saturday. He had something special planned for that night, but wouldn't tell me what only that I was going to love it. Finally Conner arrived to get us. We had to make a stop first to pick up a big ice cream cake decorated like a lax field with our team logo in the center and the inscription 2013 Community Champs. It was an impressive looking cake.

    Once we had the cake loaded in the back of Conner's Explorer they were shirtless and barefoot. Tab just grinned at me for a second and I was soon the same way. On the way back to their home I tried to get out of Conner what Tab's big surprise was, but he just laughed and told me I was going to love it and not to worry about it. The rest of the trip we talked about all the things planned for tonight. It turned out Scotty and Sage would be coming over later to run the grill and keep an eye on things. Conner, Scotty and Sage would be our chaperones for the night. 

     Paul didn't like being a killjoy, so he was leaving us in their hands for the night. He was actually staying in DC for the night and would be down in the morning to make sure the house was still standing. Later after the others parents' picked them up in the morning we all would go sailing. Scotty and Sage though wouldn't be staying the Saturday night, so it would just be me with Conner and Tab. 

     We drove in and I helped Tab with the cake, while Conner parked his Explorer in the garage. We carried it to the downstairs kitchen and put it in a separate small freezer they kept just for this sort of thing. After we had finished that Tab grabbed a hold of me and drug me outside down towards their pier. 

     I stopped before we were even there and gasped. Instead of just the two boats I'd seen earlier there as a beautiful 102 foot Pilothouse ketch floating next to the dock. I'd only seen something like this was once before at the Annapolis Boat Show the year before with my dad. It was a sleek-looking white double mast boat. I couldn't believe this was their boat. I wondered where it had been previously, since it wasn't there the weekend before.

     “That's my dad's boat, FOREVER MISTY, it's named after my mom before she passed. It just arrived up here from Florida this week. We'll be going out on that Saturday, I think you'll like it,” Tab exclaimed excitedly. “I've been waiting all winter to sail on it again.”

     “Wow! She's beautiful!” I said admiring the graceful lines of the ketch.

     “Come on let's get you settled. You can admire it all day tomorrow when we're out on it,” Tab giggled dragging me back to the house.

     We walked back in as Conner was coming downstairs in a pair of neon orange board shorts. Damn, I thought he looked so hot in them that I began to bone up. He smiled as soon as he could see what he was doing to me. It was starting to look like I was in for a rough night by the looks of it. 

     “Your stuff is in Tab's room. You guys better go ahead and change into your board shorts before the others arrive, and Tab behave yourself,” Conner laughed.

     I looked at Tab for a moment, before it registered what Conner meant by Tab behaving himself. I blushed bright red praying he wouldn't get me too worked up before the other boys arrived. Tab gave Conner a pouty face and promised to behave and not “touch” me as we started to head upstairs.

     Tab and I started to head to his room to change, but we made a detour to stop in the kitchen. He fixed a quick snack of cheese and fruit for us to eat while we were changing. Before we started to head-up Tab popped into the laundry. I thought he was going to grab something to carry up, but instead he pushed down his shorts and boxers and tossed them into the laundry basket before turning to me with a smile.

     “Ready? Let's go,” he said to me with a grin, as he carried the snack plate to his room.

     I was in shock as I stared at Tab's handsome 5'6”, 115 pounds of toned barely teen boy flesh. He smiled at me as my mouth fell open like a fish out of water gasping for air. He stepped forward and popped a grape into my open mouth, before grabbing me hand and leading me away to his room. 

     As we climbed the stairs I realized he was completely tan all-over. I knew as I followed Tab he was beginning to plump up, since I no longer saw his dick hanging down between those incredible ass checks. My mouth began to water as I looked at them, hiding his most private place. 

     I barely remembered the walk down the hall to Tab's room. He set the snack plate on his desk before turning around to face me. I swallowed hard as I was once again faced with his perfect uncut four and half inches. He stepped closer and closer to me as I stood there frozen. My heart was pounding so loud it surprised me he didn't comment about it. I shivered as Tab put his hand on my chest. 

     I sucked in air as I gasped as Tab slid his hand down my chest to my stomach and finally to the top of my shorts. I could feel pre-cum flowing out my dick like crazy from his touch. Finally I remembered to breath as his hand passed my belly button. 

     Tab began to kneel in front of me as he began to unbutton my shorts. I was panting like crazy not believing what was happening to me. He carefully lowered my shorts as his hands slid down my legs. He lifted one foot then the other completely removing my shorts and tossing them across the room away from us. Lil' Jared was now sticking completely out of my boxer's slit. He looked up at me grinning as he licked his lips. He leaned forward like he was going to suck me, but only blew slowly on it causing me to groan.

     “You don't want to wear these under your boards shorts do you?” Tab asked with a smirk as he ran his hands all over my boxers but avoiding my hard dick.

     Unable to speak, all I could do is shake my head no. I knew what I wanted Tab to do but was afraid to voice it. The look on his face though told me he knew what I wanted. Torn between the desire for Tab to pull my boxers off and what it could happen when he did I stood there paralyzed. I wanted this so much, and terrified at the same time that I would be found wanting in some way.

     Tab's touch on my hard cock made me moan and almost collapse as he pushed it back through the slit of my boxers. No one had ever touched my dick before, except our family doctor and that wasn't the least bit sexual like this. Tab held on to me as he scooted on his knees guiding me to the end of his bed. He pushed me gently back and raised my butt pulling off my boxers. I propped myself up on my elbows and looked down at a grinning Tab. He looked like he wanted to pounce on me and was barely refraining from doing so.

     “I think we both have a problem that we should take care of before the rest of the guys get here don't you?” Tab asked huskily leaning close enough to my face to kiss me once he hopped up on the bed next to me.

     All I could do again was just nod my head as Tab grabbed my hand and placed it on my hard dick, meanwhile he grabbed his own dick and began to stroke it slowly.
     “Go ahead bro, work that beautiful cock for me,” he whispered to me. “I want to see you cum bro, cover yourself with jizz like you did for Dano.”

     I began to stroke my dick as he commanded me. My eyes focused on Tab's dick as he stroked his cock in time with mine. Tab's cock had me mesmerized as I fapped on his bed watching him do the same. Every now and then I gasped in pleasure as I watched him. Anytime I managed to pull my gaze away from his hypnotic dick and look up at his face he was grinning at me. I knew I wouldn't last too much longer and I think he realized it too.

     “Ya bro, do it, come on do it! Shoot that load for me! Let me see that jizz!” Tab huskily chanted at me.

     “OH SHIT!! OH FUCK!! SHIT!!” I began to moan and pant as I closed in on plastering myself with my spooge.

     “Do it bro!!! Do it!!!”

     “FUCK!!! SHIT!!! OH GOD!!!” I cried out as my balls tightened up and began firing shot after shot out of my dick. I fell back on the bed as my dick pumped out my boy juice covering my stomach and chest.

     “OH FUCK!!!!” I heard Tab cry out. I turned my head just in time to see him start shooting his own load all over himself. It was strange, but exciting being that close to someone else cumming like that.
 
     Tab turned and looked at me as we laid there panting and covered in our jizz. Tab reached out and gently caressed my cheek as he smiled at me. I reached out to return his caresses. I was seriously tempted to lean over and kiss Tab the way Sage had kissed me the other night, but before I could lean over I heard a loud cough from the doorway of Tab's room. 

     I jerked up as I heard Conner, “I was wondering what was taking you two so long,” he laughed. “I just wanted to let you know Scotty and Sage just got here. You guys might want to take a quick shower before you come down, that is unless you want one of THOSE sleepover parties,” he giggled before turning and leaving. I noticed as he turned to leave his dick looked fairly plump and there was a huge wet spot on his board shorts.

     “We'll be down in a few Conair,” Tab giggled as he sat up. He scooped up a handful of his cum off his stomach licking it up before standing up and grinning at me. 

     Tab bent down and scooped up some of my cum and held his hand out towards my mouth. I knew what he wanted me to do and blushed as he waited patiently for me to begin to clean his fingers. I stuck my tongue out and began to lap at his fingers tasting myself on Tab. Before I knew it I was slurping on his fingers like crazy. I almost whimpered when there was no more cum to lick off Tab's slender fingers. Once they were clean and glistening wet with my spit he then scooped some of his own jizz off his stomach to feed me. Meanwhile he used his other hand to scoop up some of mine from my stomach to eat. 

     It surprised me to learn how different each person's cum tasted. I had initially figured everyone's tasted a like. My cum almost seemed to have a richer taste, sort of like oysters and it was beginning to become thicker than it was when I first starting sperming. Tab however, had more of a clean and nutty flavor with very little salt taste to it. His cum didn't seem quite as thick as mine did, but it still had a nice thickness to it. 

     The more we licked each others fingers the more we seemed to get in to it. Before I even realized it Tab sucking and licking my fingers like they were small cocks and he was trying to get them to feed him there loads, and I was pretty much the same way. I was sucking on them, tonguing between them and god knows how many times I ran my tongue across the palm and top of his hand searching for more jizz to lap up. I was almost ready to dive for his stomach and chest to begin to get more and from the look in Tab's face he was ready to do the same.

     “I think we better get a quick shower before the others arrive, otherwise Conner and the others will have to deal with the rest of the team because we'll never get out of here,” Tab said breathlessly pulling me up from the bed and dragging me into his bathroom. I had seen the lust in Tab's eyes and knew now anything could and possibly would happened in the shower. It was a lust we both shared now. We wanted each other in the worst way.

     Tab's bathroom was one of those European style ones with a tiled shower with half of the shower area covered with clear glass and a massive shower head that was way wider than my head and Tab's put together. It also had one of those shower wands on the side of the shower. At the time though I think I barely noticed as we entered the bathroom and Tab turned on the shower. 

     He pulled me in the shower panting like he had just run a marathon. He had a crazed look on his face as I sure I did as well. Nothing else seemed to exist but the two of us. Neither of us had ever even gotten soft after we came, in fact the opposite seemed true. We were both harder than ever as we stood in the shower staring at each other. It was almost like we were silently debating with ourselves whether to take the next step, versus just showering and meeting the others who would soon be arriving.

     We both came to the same conclusion at what seemed the same time. Tab and I stepped forward towards each other and were suddenly madly kissing. Tab pushed me against one of the shower walls pinning me there as we tongue wrestled each other trying to force our tongues deeper and deeper in each others mouths. It was almost like we were starving for each other. Our hands explored one another's bodies as we kissed each other like long-lost lovers. I couldn't get enough of Tab, finally I managed to free myself from his grip and forced Tab against the wall and began kissing him with even more passion than I thought possible. 

     I moaned into his mouth as he began running his hands up and down my body. His touches were like little electrical shocks that just drove me more and more crazy. I went into overdrive when Tab's hands gripped my ass for the first time. I grabbed his head holding tight as I shoved my tongue as far into his mouth as possible. I couldn't get enough of him. I was glad Sage had taught me to kiss like this. 

     Tab pried my ass cheeks apart as we kissed beginning to tease the outside of my hole. I moaned into Tab as he continued to drive me to higher and higher heights of sexual frenzy. I gasped and collapsed against Tab's shoulder as one of his fingers breached my hole for the first time. I whimpered as he pushed in and out of me slowly as more and more of his finger sank deeper into me.  I was so close to blowing my load again when the lights in the bathroom started flickering on and off rapidly.

     Tab and I were so lost in out own personal zone it took us a minute or so to realize what was happening. We stopped and glanced around to see what was going on. Standing there at the light switch with a huge grin was Sage. He was shirtless in a pair of neon pink board shorts and a massive hard-on showing.

     “Damn it!” Tab exclaimed as soon as he saw Sage.

     “Conner was afraid you might have gotten a lil' distracted, that and you have a few guests starting to arrive,” he chuckled as he squeezed his hard-on. “Thanks for the show, but excuse me now I need to hop in the pool to cool off.

     “Fuck, I guess we better get going. We aren't done by a long shot though,” Tab said with a grin kissing me again.

     My balls were hurting like a bitch, since I'd gotten so close to blowing my load. Worse than that I was so hard I knew it would be ages before I could get soft. We rinsed off quickly and dried off. I knew there was no way I could go downstairs and hangout with our teammates in this condition. We stuffed ourselves into our board shorts. Tab was wearing a pair of teal ones with white flowers and I had on a pair of burgundy and light blue ones. 

     “Shit Tab, I can't go downstairs like this. I'm so boned up it's not even funny,” I said glumly.

     Tab laughed, “Well it is kind of funny bro,” grinning at me as he pointed to his hard-on. “But I have a solution for this. This isn't the first time it's happened to me,” he chuckled going to his dresser and began to rummage for something.
 
     “Here we go!” He  exclaimed pulling out a couple of tank tops. He tossed me a Harvard one and put on a white Terps one. 

     I smiled at him as soon as I saw they covered our crotches completely hiding our boners. He gave me a thumbs up as soon as I had mine on. With that we headed downstairs to greet the rest of the team. We got downstairs just as Conner was about to open the front door. He grinned and gave me a thumbs up as soon as he saw us wearing the tank tops. I blushed like crazy knowing he knew exactly had been going on between his lil' brother and myself. 

     As soon as Conner opened the door wide a small cheer went up as we saw five guys from the team in the doorway with their sleeping bags and lax sticks. 

     “DUDES!!!” The guys yelled as soon as they saw Tab and I. 

     “We're here to parTy!” Jake English and Buddy Doyle yelled as they entered. They took turns hugging and picking us up. It was obvious they were happy to see us. 

     All of the guys were already wearing board shorts and had towels wrapped around their necks. Only a couple of the guys were wearing shirts. Everyone was looking forward no doubt to getting into the pool. They were all aware Tab's dad kept the pool open year around.

     Tab and I led them downstairs and showed them where they could put their stuff.  Tab offered them drinks and showed them where they could get them later. In no time we all out by the pool, and were soon joined by others who were still arriving. It looked like it was great time.

     It didn't take very long before everyone got to Tab's house. Soon we were all down by the pool having fun on the slides and diving board. The cool water and different activities helped with both my and Tab's hard-ons. Though now and then Tab would give me a look that made me chub back up, causing me to blush especially when Conner, Scotty or Sage grinned at me. Before it started getting dark Conner, Scotty and Sage got the grill going and started cooking. They had everything from hamburgers and hotdogs to Italian sausages and chicken breasts. It surprised me to see they even had tofu burgers for one guy who was vegetarian. 

     A couple of us tossed the nut around after dinner. Tab put the field lamps on so we could see what we were doing. Sage and Scotty came down to join us for a while, until it was time to head back the house. A few of the guys were already inside playing video games waiting for the rest of us to come back from tossing the rock around so we could start the movies. 

     Conner passed out freshly made popcorn while Tab turned on the DVD player. He had previously loaded it with movies. The lights dimmed as the first movie came on. There was a loud groan as the first movie, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL started and everyone started throwing pillows at Tab. 

     “Well since you cretins can't appreciate a good movie I'll have to go to the next movie,” Tab laughed as he pressed a button to switch to the next movie in the carousel. Cheers went up through the room when DIEHARD 5: A GOOD DAY TO DIE HARD came on. It was impressive feat he had the movie, because it wasn't due out on DVD until the beginning of June and it was only May. I wondered how he had managed to get it early, but I was soon so involved in the movie I forgot all about it. We had a lot of fun watching a variety of action, comedy and anime movies. He had set it up so it alternated between the different types of movies, so no one would get bored.

     As it got later and later more and more guys drifted off to sleep. I thought it was funny some of the guys snored. Tab had arranged it so we were next to each other during the movies. Thank goodness we were by that time in our sleeping bags. I think we were both beginning to have a harder time staying soft as it got darker. We were far enough away from the others so we could cuddle with one another. It was kind of cool being with Tab like this with others there nearby. I think I finally dropped off to sleep while we were watching SPIRITED AWAY a cool lil' anime movie.

     I woke up briefly during the night curled up with Tab's head laying on my chest. I bent down carefully not to wake him and kissed his head and went back to sleep. It was a nice way to sleep and wondered what it would be like free of clothes and sleeping bags. In the morning I woke before everyone else. Carefully I eased out and away from Tab without waking him. I used the bathroom and started to return to sleep, but as I headed back I looked out and saw the sun begin to rise over the bay.

     It was a hard image to resist, I opened the door and stepped outside. The sound of the gulls and insects were hard to resist, so I walked out to the edge of the patio. Before I realized it I was walking down the pier toward the FOREVER MISTY, which was floating gently on the waves. It was an impressive boat. I ran my hand along the railing down toward the stern. The temptation to step on board the ketch was almost irresistible, but I didn't dare. Suddenly a hand gripped my shoulder startling me.  

     I turned slightly to see it was only Conner, he smiled at me as he pulled me back against his bare chest. At first I thought I was in trouble, but he rubbed my bare chest at kissed me gently on the neck.

     “Morning bro, he whispered softly. “I see someone else likes to get up early to see the sunrise,” he said wrapping his strong arms around me and rocking me.

     I leaned down and kissed his arms, “G' morning bro I said smiling. “I wanted to see the sunrise and couldn't resist a look at the boat.”

     “Its fine,” he chuckled. “We'll be taking it out later once everyone is gone and dad is home. I expect him around nine, he likes fixing breakfast for everyone on the weekends when he's home. It's something leftover from when mom was alive,” he said sounding as if he was remembering something from the past.

     “Has she been gone long?” I asked not knowing if it were okay to ask such a personal question.

    Conner paused for a long time and I almost thought he wasn't going to answer me. “She passed when Tab was five and I was nine, she had breast cancer and went quicker than anyone thought she would,” he sighed. “Tab barely remembers her and the few memories he has of her are from the last trip we all took together,” 
he said softy. “That's why he loves this boat so much and the same is true for dad and me.”

     I didn't know what else to say but, “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you sad,” I said kissing Conner's arms again.

     “You didn't bro, it's just comes with the territory of losing someone you love a lot. They aren't bad memories, but bittersweet ones,” he said rubbing his chin on top of my head. “That means they're sweet memories you want to enjoy again and again, but you know they are extra special ones because you know they can never happen again,” he said somewhat wistfully. Conner squeezed me tight as if trying to say remember this moment because it is special. “Enough of this sad talk,” he said letting me go and lifting up a part of the side rail of ketch. “Go on,” he said with a smile, “I'll show you around.”

     Carefully I stepped on board for the first time. The ketch bobbed gently a bit up and down as we both boarded. It took a few seconds to get used to it, but I soon found my sea legs as Conner called it. There were two wheels at the stern with sets of controls in front of both of them so the captain could control everything from outside in nice weather as well as inside in bad weather. There were seats under the cockpit canopy that extended to the pilot-house. In nice weather it was possible to turn the two tables outside into a single larger table. 

     The pilot-house had seats for guests as well as a small sink, frige/freezer and cabinet for snacks and things. A small spiral set of steps led down to the main saloon and galley. Down below that were three nice staterooms with their own ensuite. The crew quarters were forward and the below that in the front were the engines. You could easily live on the boat if you wanted it had everything including phones, satellite TV and internet access. This was such a cool boat I could easily understand why Tab liked it so much.

     After touring the boat we started to head back to the house. As we were heading back we saw Paul's car drive up the driveway. Everyone was still asleep, so Conner and I went upstairs to greet Paul. We greeted him in the kitchen, he had started to pull out stuff to fix breakfast. He smiled at seeing me with Conner and gave us both big hugs. Conner explained to him we'd both gone out to see the sunrise and took a quick tour of the FOREVER MISTY. Paul asked how I liked it and I told him it was a beautiful boat. He joked he hoped I didn't get seasick, and I told him I'd been sailing a couple of times with family members, so thought I'd be good.

     The three of us prepared the huge breakfast for the team still sleeping below. We used warming trays to keep the food warm. After a while a few of the boys started to come up from the basement, no doubt the smell of the cooking food attracted them. Paul and Conner decided to use their covered deck outside the kitchen to serve breakfast for all of us. A few of the boys helped carry stuff out there and set up. Sage and Scotty soon appeared with really bad bed-hair to help with getting things ready. 

     I had no doubt what they had been up to the night before as soon as I saw them. Sage was really funny when he made a circle with his index finger and thumb and used the index finger on his other hand to make fucking motions as his head pointed to Scotty and with a grin. Scotty in turn did the same thing and pointed back towards Sage. Conner just grinned at me and motioned his head towards both Sage and Scotty, which made them all laugh. 

     Tab finally came upstairs bringing the last of the stragglers from the basement up to have breakfast. Evidently a few of the boys wanted to take shower before they came up for breakfast. Tab whispered to me we would take ours after everyone else left. Thank goodness I had gotten my food and sat down, because I was rock hard as soon as he told me. Images of the two of us in the shower the day before filled my mind.

     During breakfast everyone commented about what a great time they had the night before and thanked Paul for letting them visit. After breakfast everyone helped clean up before heading back downstairs to get their stuff gathered up and packed. Those who hadn't taken showers earlier now did. Paul in his invitation to the team members informed parents they needed to pick everyone up by eleven. He intended being out on the water by one at the absolute latest and didn't want to get caught up waiting for parents. 

     Fortunately all the parents were on time, and by quarter after eleven everyone was gone except for Me, Scotty and Sage. Tab took me upstairs to shower, where surprisingly Tab and I for the most part managed to keep our hands to ourselves, though there was a fair amount of kissing. We put our board shorts back on, though Tab did try to get me into Speedos. I think if he had managed to get me into a pair he would have worn a pair as well. I was way too self-conscious to even think being seen in something that skimpy. Especially with all these sexy guys around on the boat. I was going to have a hard enough time trying not to avoid being seen with a hard-on by Paul.

     By a little after twelve we were all board the FOREVER MISTY. Tab and Conner helped get everything ready by the time Paul started the engines and we began to slowly back away from the pier and head out into the bay. The sails were all motorized, so they had them up in no time at all. All I could say is WOW! It was fantastic sailing like this out on the bay. Paul called me over and showed me a few things about sailing. He stood behind me with his hands on my shoulders and even briefly let me hold the wheel. 

     Finally after a while we anchored and had a light lunch before Tab asked if we could stay put for a while and just sun ourselves. Paul laughed as he told him to make sure he had enough protection on so as not to burn his important bits. At first I didn't understand what he meant 'til Tab was pulling off his board shorts, leaving them on seats in the cockpit. He grabbed a water bottle and some tanning oil and headed up. Conner, Scotty and Sage stripped off their board shorts as well, leaving me and Paul as the only ones still with any clothes on. I blushed red as I saw Paul strip out of his shorts and sat down near the helm to read a book. 

     “Come on bro it's not like we all haven't seen you naked already. Join us up here for some sun,” Tab called down to me with a grin standing there on deck in all his glory with his lil' guy standing at attention for all the world to see. 

     The others just grinned at me standing there in various states of arousal. I looked to Paul for some guidance in this, but all he did was smile at me and shake his head at me letting me know I was the one that had to choose for myself. I took a deep breath and undid my board shorts and let them drop to the floor. My dick was standing out at attention, the only thing missing from it was a flag hanging from it to finish bringing attention to it. A small cheer went up from the others as they all gave me thumbs up before motioning me to join them laying out on deck to get some sun. 

     Paul smiled at me showing his pleasure with my decision to join the rest of them being naked. As I turned to climb up and join the others I could have sworn I felt him looking at me intently, but by the time I turned to look at him to see him buried again in his book. After getting oiled up we spent the next few hours catching rays and chatting about all sorts of stuff. It surprised me though since we were nude that very little was actually said about sex. I figured since we didn't have clothes on I expected it as the main topic of conversation. I began to understand why they enjoyed being naked so much. It was very liberating. Sage served as our timer always telling us it was time to turn over, so we wouldn't burn.   

     Paul eventually called up to us it was time to decide about dinner. He wanted to know if we wanted to sail over to Tilghman Island for dinner or grill out here on the boat. Everyone wanted to stay on board and grill, which made him laugh saying he figured we didn't want to have to put on any clothes yet. It turned out the galley was already stocked with food and Paul had spent a little time getting things ready for dinner. 

     I was really beginning to get more comfortable being naked around all these guys including Paul. After a while my hard-on went down, though I never got completely soft, which seemed true of everyone including Paul. I thought to myself when both Tab and Conner got older they would be very handsome and would no doubt still fighting off younger guys when they reached their father's age. I was starting to look at him in a new light, though Rowland had told me he was hands off. I was almost starting to wish that wasn't the case, but oh well I still had his two sons. That thought sent my lil' guy to full mast, and caused me to blush. Scotty saw me blushing and gave me a big smile, which only seemed to make things worse.

     Dinner was awesome, we had steamed wild grain rice, kabobs of grilled prawns and scallops, a nice tossed salad, french bread and dessert was some Amaretto cheese cake. Paul let us all have beer with dinner, but only after making Scotty and Sage promise to stay the night at the house as he didn't want them drinking in driving. Tab and I were only allowed two beer each, since we were so young. He didn't want us to get sick, since the boat had just been cleaned. Everyone laughed about that and Sage and Conner and Scotty promised they would keep an eye on us to keep us out of trouble. After dinner we all helped clean up and prepare for our return to shore. 

     Paul put on his running lights and deck lights on, which must have made the boat look so awesome from a distance. We all chatted and relaxed as Paul just used the engines to pilot us back to their home dock. Tab had positioned himself behind me in the cockpit. Conner and the others sat around the other table talking softly about summer plans and things. Tab and I just laid there together with his arms wrapped around me. I can't honestly remember being this relaxed and happy before. Occasionally Tab would stroke up and down my chest and stomach almost making me purr in contentment. Neither of us were fully hard, but it was obvious we weren't remotely close to being soft either.   
 
     Finally we returned to shore. It was disappointing all this had to end because day had all seemed so special. Once docked Paul grabbed his shorts and his book preparing to head back to the house. Sage and Scotty hopped up on the deck and secured us firmly to the dock. Conner tossed their board shorts to them and helped his dad up on the dock.

     “Dad? Is it alright if Jared and I sleep on board tonight? Please?” Tab begged his dad.
     “Are you sure you will be alright?” He asked with a smile. 

     “Yeah we will be, PLEASE!” He said in what must be his best begging voice. “Conner will stay here with us to make sure everything is okay, won't you Conner?”

    “Sure I will bro, I've got this dad...I'll keep them out of trouble,” Conner said stepping back towards us.

     “Well okay boys, but don't stay up too late promise?”

     “Thanks dad!” Tab exclaimed hopping up on the dock and giving his dad a hug and a kiss. “Night bros,” Tab said turning to hug both Sage and Scotty before they headed back to the house. He leaned in and whispered something to them before turning back to face me. They both had huge grins as they turned to head back to the house. 

     As we were standing there watching Paul, Sage and Scotty head back to the house most of the dock lights went out leaving us in the soft glow of lights from the boat. Conner and Tab hugged me and led me downstairs to the guest cabin with the queen-sized bed. 

     “I have to use the bathroom,” Conner said excusing himself. Tab pulled off the cover of the bed and folded it up. He dimmed the lights in the cabin, so it almost completely dark, but was light enough to see one another.

     “I hope you don't mind sleeping with me and Conner?” Tab softly asked stepping closer to me. He gave me a gentle smile as he stepped closer to me reaching out and pulling me to the corner of the bed. He leaned in and kissed my lips softly, just as Conner came out of the bathroom.

     “Our turn now,” Tab said pulling me up and leading me into the bathroom. 
     He turned on the shower and as soon as the water was ready we both stepped in. There wasn't room for the both of us, but we managed to get all the tanning oil from earlier off. Just when we finished washing up, Tab put some liquid on the end of a strange-looking shower wand. Next thing I knew he was putting it up his butt.

     “We need to be clean inside and out,” Tab said with a grin. He quickly hopped out of the shower and sat down on the toilet and evacuated himself, before hopping back in and repeating the process a couple more time until he seemed satisfied.

     “Your turn now,” he said covering the head of the device and sliding it into me. It surprised me the feeling of being filled with warm water. It was certainly a lot more pleasurable than I thought it would me. The pulse of the water as it filled me seemed to hit something inside me that felt amazing. Strangely I found myself getting completely hard as it happened. I blushed  as I looked at Tab, but he seemed pleased at my reaction. He made me hold it and then told me to use the toilet. It was embarrassing shitting in front of someone else, the sounds and the act made me blush. Tab had me do it a couple more times until nothing but clean water came out.

     Tab turned off the water and dried me off, before leading me back into the cabin. Conner had turned the lights completely off, but I could still see him in the bed from the light coming in the portholes from the lights on the dock. He had turned the sheets down and was laying there with his thick seven plus inches of uncut cock sitting up. The only sounds besides my breathing were those of the gentle waves hitting the side of the boat. 

     Conner held out his hand to me, and I slowly walked towards him and climbed on the bed moving to the center. I felt Tab climb on the bed behind me, he gently eased me down between the two of them. My heart was beating a mile a minute and I mouth was dry with nervousness. 

     “We're just getting to know you better Jared,” Tad said easing closer to me. “We really like you already, and we are becoming best friends,” Tab said reaching out and stroking my face. “You know you can trust us bro,” Tad said leaning to kiss me.

     “I'm glad you have given me a chance to get to know you and all your friends, I can't thank you enough,” I said nervously. “You've all helped me so by sharing yourselves and that has helped me to better know who I am.”

     “We want to share more even more with you, if you want to,” Tab said. “We don't want to do anything that though that you're uncomfortable with,” he said kissing me again. 

     “I...want...to,... but...I...don't...really...know...what...to...do,” I stuttered nervously looking back and forth between Conner and Tab. “...or..say,” I continued hesitantly.

     “We can show you if you want,” Conner said leaning into kiss me on the cheek. “You don't need to say anything, just let your body speak for you,” he said leaning back in, this time kissing me on the lips. Conner helped me lay down flat in between the two of them.

     They both took turns kissing all over my face and neck. "Do you want us to do more?" 

     I nodded my head yes afraid to say anything.

     “We will go slow, but tell us if you want us to stop bro,” Conner whispered in my ear.

     “Don't stop, please,” I begged as these feelings and sensations began to flood my body from everything Tab and Conner doing to me. “I want to do it with you guys,” I said. “I wanted to do it with you and Tab since you guys said hi to me the first day of practice," I said confessing for the first time my lust for them. I groaned in pleasure as I felt a hand close around my dick.

     Tab laughed, "I found the proof that you want it.” Giggling he continued. “He's hard as a rock C." 

     I groaned a little louder as Tab began to slowly stroke my dick. I felt Conner's hand reach down and grip his brother's hand as Tab continued to stroke me.
Conner then reached over and guided my hand towards Tab's hard dick and guided the other to his.
     “OH GOD!” I moaned from the intense feelings of their stroking my lil' guy and the feel of their cocks in my hands. It was unbelievable finally being with these two incredible brothers. I'd never been happier in my life that I was at this minute. They continued to kiss my neck and ears as we laid there in bed stroking each other. 

     “I can't believe I'm here with you guys doing sexy stuff with you both,” I said feeling so many emotions. I was so happy I almost wanted to cry.

     “We feel the same way about you, and so do the others. Especially Sage, but don't worry no one will ever do anything to hurt you or do something you don't want to do. It is your choice when and where or what you do with any of us,” Conner said kissing me.

     “I am glad its just you two right now,” I said kissing each of them in turn, but wondering what it would be like in an orgy with all these hot guys, but knowing it was a wild fantasy. “I don't know what to do,” I said sheepishly, “but I want you guys to teach me everything."

    Tab began to kiss me like he had in the shower on Friday. It was almost like a switch had suddenly been turned on as we kissed. We were like crazed creatures in heat as we kissed. I felt Conner begin kissing and licking his way all over my body. I couldn't believe that REAL sex was this amazing. As Tab continued to French kiss me his stroking of my dick became more intense. I began to spread my legs wider to give him more access. Conner's hand soon joined his younger brother's hand in playing with my dick and balls as he continued licking and kissing his way down to my dick. I was on sensory overload from what they were doing to my body.

     “Put your hands together behind your head and keep them there bro,” Tab panted as he stopped kissing me. 

     All I could do was nod in agreement as I followed his directions. I panted hard from all our intense kissing trying to take in all that was happening to me. He and Conner explored my body with their lips and tongues driving me to new heights of pleasure. I thought I would die when Tab and Conner begin to take turns deep-throating me. I never in my life imaged anything could ever feel like this.
 
     I could feel my load begin to boil in my balls, “OH GOD!!! I'M GONNA...CUM!!!” I shouted as I started thrusting up into Conner's mouth. This only made him intensify his sucking and tongue work. “FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!” I yelled firing shot after shot into Conner's wet hot mouth.

     Conner scooted back up and moved to kiss me, so I opened my mouth. It surprised me to feel something warm and gooey enter my mouth as he kissed me. I realized he had saved some of my cum to feed me. I went crazy as I kissed him, before I realized it I had rolled on top of him as was going to town kissing him. I felt like a wild beast as I began to lick and kiss me way down Conner's body.
 
     Tab reached out to touch me and I looked up at him filled with lust. I reached and grabbed his head kissing him as I pushed him down next to Conner. I positioned myself between the two of them and began moving back and forth exploring their bodies. Finally I reached their dicks, I sat there stroking them as I debated who I wanted to suck first. I leaned forward and engulfed Tab's dick with my mouth, since he had been the one who I first met and he introduced me to all these new bros, it was only fair I start with him. I tried to make him feel as good as he had made me feel. I sucked, licked, and kissed it as much like they had done to me.
 
     All the moans and “YA BROs” made me feel proud of the job I was doing sucking their cocks. As much as I wanted to there was no way I could take Tab as deep as he had taken me, and the same was true for Conner but I tried. It was much harder with Conner's dick, since he was so much bigger than his younger brother. I think I spent more time licking and slurping on its head than I did with it buried in my mouth. I spent many long minutes alternating back and forth between the two brothers dicks trying to bring them closer and closer to cumming. 
  
     Tab's moans and groans told me he was going to blow first, so I really began bobbing up and down on his spit covered dick slurping for all I was worth. Finally I felt his hands grab my head and hold it in place as he bucked up into my mouth and scream.

     “OH GOD CUMMING!!!!!!!!” As Tab started to flood my mouth with gobs and gobs of that clean nutty flavored jism. 

     I tried to swallow as fast as I could but I felt some of it slip out of my mouth. I continued to swirl my tongue as his gland to make sure I got it all. When I could feel no more shorts I pulled off and licked his dick and groin clean of any jizz that had escaped. Tab reached down and pulled me up and towards his face. He wiped some of the cum that had escaped my mouth off my chin and stuck his tongue out to taste it, before pulling my mouth to his. We kissed passionately sharing his cum before I remembered Conner was still waiting. I pulled back smiling at Tab kissing him one last time, before returning to my work on Conner's dick.

     Conner smiled down at me as I began really worshiping his cock with my mouth. Having tasted Tab's cum for the first time directly from its source I wanted to do the same thing with Conner. I kissed, licked and slurped like a mad man trying to get him to fill my mouth with his load. His sexy moans were so different from Tab's, so much deeper and richer and they made me go crazy. I bobbed up and down on his thick seven and half inches trying to force it deeper and deeper. I gagged I don't know how many times, but I kept trying to deep-throat him like he had done me. Conner eventually whispered to me it was alright if I couldn't deep-throat him and just suck on it. 

     I then spent a long time slurping on the tip while running my tongue all around the glad. After what seemed forever Conner grabbed my head like Tab had and I knew it was time for his special treat. I was so desperate for that load I bobbed down several times as far as I could to get him to fill my mouth.  

    “OH FUCK BRO!!!!!!” He howled as he thrust deeper in my throat than before. It would have almost impossible to breath if I hadn't been snorting air in through my nose. I felt his cock swell in my throat as warm blasts of liquid began firing down my throat. I tried to swallow as fast as I could. Conner relaxed his hold on my head and I pulled off briefly to catch my breath. A shot almost landed in my eyes, before I bobbed back down slurped on just the plum like gland. After which seemed like six or seven shoots he was finally finished. I then proceeded to clean his dick like I had for Tab. Then I climbed up on top of Conner and began loosing myself in a passionate kissing bout with this handsome seventeen-year old as we shared his cum.

     Conner rolled me over in between the two of them as we all laid there panting and enjoying the aftermath of the experience we had just shared. We began to talk softly as our breathing returned to normal. I told them how amazing this all was, and that I never expected sex being this amazing. Conner and Tab just giggled at me telling me this was only a starting point. After laying there talking about sucking dick for a while, we all took turns pissing before returning to bed.

     Again I was in between the two brothers when we returned to bed. They again began to touch and kiss me all over and in no time we were all hard again. I just couldn't get enough of Conner and Tab, and the same seemed true for them. They just kept taking me higher and higher with their passion.  

     Tab smiled as he leaned over me and whispered, “You want to see what real fucking looks like up close?” 

     “Oh fuck yes! You're going let me watch you guys do it?” I asked excited at the thought of watching these two hot guys have sex. Shit, I was about to watch two brothers have sex. I was rock hard at the thought of seeing them share their selves with each other. What in the world could ever be so hot as what I was being invited to watch?

     Tab and Conner shifted positions moving closer to one another before they started kissing each other just as I had kissed them. Shit, this was way hotter than any porno I had ever watched. You could see the love they had for one another in each passionate kiss. This wasn't fake like porn, but real. Their kisses ranged from gentle pecks to I'm going to suck the tongue right out of your mouth ones. Their hands freely explored each others bodies, as something pleasurable was touched or caressed the passionate kissing increased hundred-fold.

     I began to fap as I sat there watching the two kiss and make out. It was such an incredible thing to watch two friends preparing to make love with one another.

     “You better sit on your hands or you won't last very long,” Conner chuckled.

     I sat on them, though it was hard and hell not to touch my lil' guy. He stood proudly at attention bobbing up and down showing his approval of the sight in front of us. It was really hard just sitting there and watching. I was so torn between doing only that, fapping or somehow joining them, but not knowing what to do. 

     Conner rolled Tab over so he was up on his shoulders. He held him there as Tab reached back and helped spread his ass wide and open so it was easy to see his hole.

     “Come here bro and look at this,” Conner asked me. I stood up on my knees and scooted closer to Tab's upraised exposed ass. “Feel how hard it is bro, but yet so smooth his ass cheeks are,” He said taking my hand and placing it on tab's ass. I moaned as I felt of my best friend's ass for the first time. “See how Tab's hole twitches when I blow air on it.”

     I had my face right up close as I watched Conner blow on his lil' brother's hole. I groaned as I watched it quiver as if it desperately wanted something. I almost lost is as I watched Conner lean in closer and begin licking a circle around Tab's quivering hole.

     Tab moaned in absolute pleasure. It was a moan that one could easily understand that demanded more of the same.

     “Oh fuck!” I moaned.

     Conner licked around the outside of Tab's hole again bringing more moans from him as his pucker twitched again. “Your ass can feel really sensitive and that's why a lot of us like being fucked,” he said pulling back a bit from licking Tab and looking at me.

     Hesitantly I said, “But some stories I read say it really hurts too.”

     “True it can at first,” he said. “It depends on how rough the guy doing the fucking is, but a lot of it also how much prep you do before too before you fuck,” he said to me before turning back to Tab's ass. 

     With that Conner went to town on Tab's hole. He wasn't just licking around it anymore he was thrusting his tongue in and out of Tab making him moan like crazy and begging for Conner to eat his ass good. I watched as close as I could trying to stay out of Conner's way as he worked his tongue in and out of Tab. It was amazing that something so small was beginning to open up like a flower blooming as Conner worked his tongue in his lil' brother's hole. 

     I started to fap, but Conner saw me and stopped his work on Tab's ass to pull my hands off and told me he didn't want me to cum until they got to fucking. God, it was so hard to resist to fap though. I never really imaged people had sex like this, I thought it was something just done in pornos.

     Conner turned back to Tab and begun to work his finger in and out of Tab's ass. He started really slow, but as Tab's ass seemed to open up more Conner picked up the pace and began sinking more and more of his index finger inside. Eventually he fit his finger all the way inside. Tab and I both moaned about the same time. Tab from the pleasure and I from how hot it looked.

     “Go ahead and touch it,” Conner said to me with a smile as he pulled his finger out.

     I reached down slowly and touched the quivering winking hole with my finger. I moaned as I felt the warmth coming from it. I ran my finger around the outside and across the blossoming hole of my friend. The moans coming from Tab as I did that just drove me crazy. He wiggled and flexed his hole as if encouraging me to continue what I was doing.

     “OH GOD FUCK ME NOW!!! ONE OF YOU FUCK ME NOW!!!” Tab cried out begging to be filled.

     I really wanted to fuck Tab, but I was afraid to try. I didn't know how and was afraid to make a mistake. “Show me how,” I asked Conner, who smiled and kissed me.

     Conner lowered Tab's ass making sure his legs were over his shoulders and then lined his thick seven and half inches at Tab's hole. I watched in amazement as Conner's uncut cock began to sink slowly into Tab. Tab was moaning like crazy as Conner slowly sank inch after inch deeper inside him. 

     I wasn't sure if the moans were from pain or pleasure so I asked, “Does that hurt at all?” Concerned for Tab's well-being, since he had the thick cock of a seventeen-year old stuffed in his thirteen-year old ass. 

    “No it feels fucking awesome to have my bro's hard cock inside me,” Tab panted. “We love each other and this is one of the ways we show it to each other,” he moaned as Conner slowly fucked in and out of Tab. “I love getting fucked by all my bros,” he gasped as Conner sank in balls deep on one slow thrust. 
 
     It was then I realized he wasn't just thinking of Conner just as his real brother, but as a brother like the rest of the group they called the Pack. This was a special way in which they shared their selves with each other. I suddenly was overcome by emotions as I understood now everything rowland and Sage had said to me. I felt so blessed that they wanted to include me in something so special.

     I watched up close for a while as Conner fucked Tab slowly. I started fapping again as I watched, It turned me on watching Conner's thick cock repeated work in and out of Tab's hole. I pulled back a bit as Conner started building up speed and really seemed to be giving it to his brother. I loved listening to Tab beg and moan as Conner fucked him good and deep.

     After a few minutes Conner stopped fucking and pulled out. Tab groaned, “NOOOoooo!!!

     Conner grabbed me and moved me into his place. I was nervous as hell, but just as horny as he lined me up with Tab's puffy open hole. “Push in slowly,” he told me.

     I pushed slowly against the warm wet opening of my best friend. As I pushed I felt his ass open up and begin to engulf my dick. “OH GOD!!!” I moaned as the head of my dick became engulfed in the hottest, wettest, softest hole in the entire world. I felt my eyes roll back briefly as I enjoyed being inside Tab for the very first time. I couldn't imagine anything ever feeling as good as this.

     “Yeah bro, fuck me,” Tab moaned as I sank my dick deeper. I kept looking back and forth from my dick and Tab's face. I still couldn't believe I had my dick inside the most popular boy at school and my best friend. 

     “OH GOD!!! SO HOT...AND TIGHT...AND SMOOTH!!!” I moaned as my balls finally settled against his ass. I stared into Tab's eyes as loved filled me as my new bro shared this experience with me.  

     “You're fucking awesome bro,” Tab moaned. “Fuck me, please fuck me,” he begged as I felt his ass begin to squeeze and release my dick buried deep inside him. “I want you to feel what I'm going to feel when I'm inside you, so you will know how good you feel to me,” he muttered. “I love you Jared,” he moaned out in pleasure.
 
     I felt Conner lean against me as he whispered in my ear, “We all love you Jared.” I was on the brink of crying from all the emotions I was feeling. It was overwhelming all the love that was around me and being shared with me. I never in my life imaged feeling like this and it was so wonderful, joyous and comforting all at the same time. I was now part of something so special that I could barely control myself. 

     “Fuck him slowly,” Conner whispered as he began to pull my hips back and push them forward. 

     Soon I was pushing in and pulling out on my own. The feeling was incredible. I began to pump in and out faster and faster, which just made it feel even better. As much as I wanted this to last longer I could feel my load bubbling up from my balls. I knew wasn't going to last too much longer it was all too much.

     “OH GOD!!! GONNA CUM!!!!” I shouted out. I began to pull out, so as not to cum inside Tab, but Conner pushed me all the way back in as I began to shoot my load deep inside Tab. Conner rubbed up and down on my flexing ass as I continued to fire what almost seemed like an endless volley of cum. Finally it seemed to subside and I collapsed on the bed next to Tab exhausted from what to this point was my most amazing climax of my thirteen years. I lay there panting with the biggest smile ever. Conner tried to lick my cock, but it was extremely sensitive after cumming so hard, so he stopped.

     Conner lifted up Tab's ass up and started eating his hole out again. Every once in a while he would pulled back and I could see him swallowing some of my cum. Tab started begging Conner to fuck him again. Conner just grinned at him, as he began sinking his dick back into Tab. “I love you bro,” he said once he was balls deep inside him again.

     He soon had a steady pace going as he pumped in and out of his lil' brother. “God I love fucking you in Jared's cum,” he groaned out with a smile. “It's so good lubing your hot ass,” he continued pumping in and out at a faster rate now. Every now and then he would slow done and seemed to go as slow as he could pushing in and then out of Tab. This seemed to really get Tab begging like crazy to be fucked harder.

     I slowly stroked myself, but not really fapping as I watched a sweaty Conner fuck Tab for all he was worth. Tab's whimpering moans of pleasure drove me crazy as Conner pummeled his hole mercilessly making Tab beg like crazy. Soon all Tab seemed able to do was chant, “OH GOD! OH GOD! OH GOD!”

     It was obvious Tab was getting close to popping. I scooted closer watching in wide-eyed amazement this hot scene. I couldn't help it, but I eased closer and closer until finally I couldn't resist any longer and swallowed Tab's throbbing cock. I barely bobbed up and down it a couple of times before I heard Tab holler, and suddenly my mouth filled with another load of his delicious jizz. I almost couldn't keep up my swallowing. Because it seemed like it was so much more powerful than when I first sucked him.

     While I was busy swallowing Tab's load I heard Conner roar, “FUCK!!!!” I had no doubt he was filling Tab's ass with another load of cum.

     When Tab finished cumming I busied myself with cleaning up his dick and his pubes that had gotten a bit covered with the cum that had escaped my mouth. I slide up next to Tab and shared some of his seed with him. Conner was soon laying behind me as I kissed Tab. I turned over flat so I could also kiss Conner in thanks for sharing this special moment. 

     We laid there kissing and talking for a while, before Tab and Conner began to lick and kiss their way down my body. I moaned uncontrollably as they revved my body back up again. Before I knew it Conner had pushed my ass back like Tab's had been earlier. The two of them attacked my hole. I soon understood why Tab had been moaning as Conner worked his ass. My moans soon filled the boat's cabin as they took turns eating my ass. I thought I'd died and gone to heaven when one of them actually pierced my hole for the first time with their tongue. 
   
     After a while I could tell when Conner shoved his tongue up my hole, since it was so much bigger and went deeper then Tab's. Though what Tab lacked in size he more than made up in energetic enthusiasm in eating my ass. I had no thoughts other than never wanting this to end. I soon heard what sounded like a squirt and felt something cold land on my hole. Soon I felt a finger begin to circle my pucker. I knew what was next.

     Conner scooted up and whispered to me, “It's okay bro, just relax and go with it. Let us give you pleasure like you have given us.” he kissed me gently and rubbed his rough hand across my chest in a soothing way. 

     This really helped me relax and soon I felt Tab's index finger breech my hole. I gasped as he slid in just a lil' before pulling back and then pushing back in a bit deeper. He kept this up for I don't know how long, but each time he pulled out I felt more lube beginning to work in my ass. Soon he was working that finger easily in and out of me, next thing I knew I could feel a slight sting as I realized Tab had slid a second finger in me. He added more lube as he began to work them in and out of me. Conner began to distract me by kissing me. This caused me to open my legs up wider to give Tab better access to my hole. As I did this it felt better and seemed to make it easier for Tab to finger me.

     Conner began to play with my nipples which drove me crazy. I'd never thought a guy's nipples could give him so much pleasure. Between the two of them, they had me moaning and begging for more. During this I was vaguely aware more lube being added and I felt really stretched, but in a good way. I realized Tab was now using three fingers on me and it felt so good. Conner continued to kiss me and play with my nipples. He seemed to really get off on hearing me moan as Tab played my body like a fine-tuned instrument. 

     Finally Conner pulled back from kissing me, “Are you ready bro?” He asked rubbing my chest gently.

     “Ready for what?” I gasped as Tab continued to work my ass.

     “To let Tab have you cherry bro,” he said with a gentle smile. 
    
     I looked first at Conner, then Tab and back again before looking into Tab's eyes. I had wanted this moment for so long, but now I was nervous. I wanted to share this moment with Tab more than anything I had wanted anything in my life. I took a deep breath and said, “I love you Tab, fuck me and make me your brother.” 
      
     “I love you too Jared, let me make you my brother,” He said leaning over me and kissing me. We stared into each others eyes as Conner scooted down and I heard him lubing Tab's dick. Then my ass suddenly felt empty as I felt Tab's fingers pulled from my ass. 

     I moaned as I felt the head of his dick begin to push against my hole. Tab and I continued to look into each others eyes as Tab prepared to push a little harder. I wanted to tense up, but managed to stay relaxed with Conner's help. I felt a little more pressure and then a little more and suddenly a sharp sting. I gasped as I realized Tab was finally inside me. He paused to let me adjust to the feeling of having a dick in my ass for the first time in my life. He looked at me with so much love in his eyes and face that there was nothing I wouldn't do for him now. 

     “SssHHHHhh, it's alright bro,” Conner whispered as he continued to caress me and I fought to let myself relax. As soon as I did relax a bit, I felt Tab slide in a little bit deeper inside me. He paused as soon as he felt me tighten up. Once again when I relaxed he slid in deeper and this kept repeating until he was at last buried balls deep in my ass. 

     The whole time he never took his eyes away from mine and the same was true for me. After what seemed an eternity Tab began to rock back and forth in me. I couldn't believe how good this felt. As time went by he would lean down and kiss me as he worked in and out of my ass. He was now using longer and longer strokes until he was almost pulling out with each pull. He wasn't fucking as Conner had fucked him, but is was a steady continuous pumping in and out and I was moaning like crazy. 

     “FUCK ME!!! FUCK ME BRO!!! OH GOD YES!!! FUCK ME!!! YES!!! PLEASE FUCK ME!!! I WANT TO BE YOUR BROTHER!!!!” I moaned he as worked my ass. 

     My moaning must have done the trick, because he was soon fucking me as hard as Conner had been fucking him. I was totally caught up in the amazing things his dick was doing to me. I begged for it even harder, telling him I wanted his seed so we could be brothers. This seemed to turn him on even more as he pounded my ass like there was no tomorrow.

     “OH FUCK!!! I'M CUMMING BRO!!! TAKE MY SEED!!!!” Tab yelled as he slammed in my ass one last time, before I felt him swell and suddenly I could feel his warm seed fill me with his love. It was the most incredible feeling ever to know I was now one with Tab. We were brothers forever.

     Tab collapsed on top of me and kissed me for a while. I couldn't believe his cock was still hard inside me. He smiled at me as he started to pull out, “I love you bro.”

     No sooner though than Tab pulled out and moved up to kiss me Conner slide home inside me. I gasped as I realized what happened, thank god he just left it buried in me letting me get used to being stuffed with such a large cock. While he waited Conner began kissing me. Knowing this stud had buried his dick inside me made me go crazy with lust. I couldn't get enough of kissing him, especially when he finally began to rock his cock back and forth inside me. 

     I began moaning and begging for Conner to fuck and make me his brother too. I pleaded for him to seed my ass. I became crazed for this seventeen-year old's dick to fuck me. I needed to feel him inside me in the worse way for as long as possible. He was hitting places in me that were driving me out of my mind. I begged for it harder and harder. The need for his dick fucking me was unlike anything I'd ever know. I was a like a creature unhinged, begging and moaning like a banshie. I needed fucked and fucked good and hard. 

     Conner worked my ass slowly for a while, before rabbit punching me ass. I didn't know which I loved more. When he pulled out completely I begged and pleaded for him to keep fucking me. Instead he flipped me over and put me on my hands and knees. Only then did he slide back inside my wanting hole. I was it total bliss as I felt his dick somehow sink deeper in to me than before. I began to push back as he thrust inside me trying to get more and more of his amazing dick inside me. 

     I started to wonder if Scotty and Sage's cock would feel just as good inside me. Shit, why just them? What about Rowland and all the others dicks? Shit, I wanted them all to fuck me. I started ramming my ass back as hard as I could now as I thought about all the guys I had recently met as bros fucking my ass. I had to have them now.

     As I was lost in my thoughts of sharing myself with my bros and their sharing of themselves with me, I didn't realize at first Tab was slapping my face with his dick. When I did I opened my mouth and began sucking him. After a while we developed a rhythm that seemed to work well. Tab fucked my face while Conner fucked my ass. When Conner thrust forward I would open my mouth wider to get as much of his dick in my throat as possible. In turn when Tab thrust in I pushed back on Conner's cock trying to make him hit this one spot in me that drove me absolutely crazy each time he hit it.

     Finally he just grabbed a hold of my hips and began to pummel my ass and especially that one spot. I was moaning like mad around Tab's cock. It was then I realized they were kissing each other so passionately as they worked my body over. I wanted this to never end I was in heaven and couldn't ever imagine not having these two not fuck me again and again. 

     And then it happened, my body tensed up and I began to cum and I do mean cum. I began firing shot after shot of my boy-batter on to the bed beneath me. Conner had made me climax hands free and I never knew it was possible. I felt my ass squeezing his dick as hard as it could as he continued to fuck me like there was no tomorrow. Tab's dick slamming repeatedly into my throat muffled my moans as I coated the bed with my cum. I could now after having sucked Tab twice already he was about to cum as well. 

     It was almost like a race between Tab and Conner who would climax next. Each one was working like crazy to shoot next, but it was Conner who won as I shot my last shot. He howled out his victory as I felt him swell and begin to add his seed to his brother's seed. At last, I was one with Conner becoming bros forever with him. Tab cried out next, as he began to fill my mouth with powerful shots of cum as I tried to swallow it all. There was so much cum I couldn't swallow it all but I sure tried. I would have never guessed that someone who had just came three times would still have so much cum.

     Conner collapsed to the side next to the porthole pulling me down with him. As I lay there nearly on top of him I felt him shift and as he did his cock slid out of my now well fucked hole. Tab curled up next to me licking my face and feeding me his load each time he kissed me. He looked so beautiful in the moonlight coming from the portholes. Conner wrapped his arms around me and caressed my chest as we gathered our breath from the intense love-making we had just finished.

     “Well was it everything you thought it would be bro?” Tab asked me as he smiled down at me as I lay against Conner.

     “Actually no,” I said pausing as Tab gave me a look of concern. “It was way better than I ever thought it could be,” I giggled. “You both were so amazing, I don't know how I can ever thank you for this.” 

     “Thank you bro for sharing this special moment with us. We wanted your first time to mean something.” Conner said turning my head so he could kiss me. 

     Tab leaned over and kissed me as well. Soon I was once again kissing both of these amazing bros. “Well there is one more thing we want to share with you before we call it quits for the night.”

     “What's that?” I asked not sure how much more my poor body could take.

     “The Pack has a motto we live by, and now its time since you're one of us to learn it,” Conner said sliding me off him so that both he and Tab could look at me.
   
     “Whatever it takes.  No regrets,” said Tab. “This applies to sex and everything else we do for each other.”

     “We look out for one another and are always there when one of us needs something. We support each other to the best of our ability and we freely share ourselves and whatever we have because we are a family or pack and the pack sticks together,” Conner said giving me another kiss.

     “Wow, I like that,” I said with a smile. I couldn't believe I was part of something like this. It just felt so right and perfect. I was home at last. I turned on my side and snuggled up against Conner and his now shrinking dick, while Tab scooted up still facing me as he curled next to me. As we laid there, I stared into Tab's moonlit face. 

     I leaned in and kissed him one more time as I took his hand in mine. I felt Conner reach over and grab both of our hands with his. I laid there in the cabin with my two new bros and listening to the gentle lapping of the waves of the boat as the moonlight bathed us in its splendor and drifted off to sleep. The end of a perfect day and the beginning of a new life.

End of Chapter 3